Bamboo horse is king

Chapter 1112 He is pathetic

Shen Xiqin was very angry at first, but after hearing what Yan Chuhong said later, she gradually became less angry.

Although Yan Chuhong is a prince, he can't even decide his own marriage. He is sad.

After some comparison, she only felt that she was very lucky, being born in Beiyu country, a daughter of a minister, could freely choose her own happiness, but Yan Chuhong couldn't.

Shen Xiqin looked at Yan Chuhong with pity.

When he first came to this world, he only gave her an indifferent back, but in her eyes he was tall.

After treating his wounds, he made her angry and distressed every time, thinking that he, a prince, should be pampered, instead of risking his life to fight on the battlefield.

But now she understands that if he doesn't fight hard, he will be even more unable to control his own life.

As he said, if he has made meritorious service on the battlefield, he can ask her for the position of side concubine, but if he doesn't make meritorious service, he can't even give her the position of side concubine.

He could not resist the imperial power.

Shen Xiqin's heart became more and more calm, and he looked directly into Yan Chuhong's eyes, "Can I ask you a question?"

Yan Chuhong nodded, "Ask!"

"In your heart, what is the most important?"

Yan Chuhong's resolute face was serious, and he said without hesitation, "Of course it is to protect the family and the country, and to assist the prince."

Shen Xiqin smiled slightly, "Okay, I understand, Yan Chuhong, it is impossible for me to marry you. I will pretend that I didn't hear what you said today. We are not the same way. It is impossible."

Yan Chuhong frowned, a little anxious, "Why?"

"Do you know what is the most important thing in my heart?" Shen Xiqin asked with a smile.

"What is it?"

"It's family!" Shen Xiqin smiled, and when he mentioned family, his eyes and brows were filled with happiness, "Before marriage, family is the most important thing. After marriage, husband and children are the most important."

"I don't say anything, aside from feelings, our thoughts are not equal."

"In your heart, women have never been ranked high."

"In the eyes of you men, you have a family, a country, and power, and women are just accessories."

"Yan Chuhong, emotionally, what I pursue is the only one."

"I don't have such lofty ideals as yours. I just want to live a simple and happy life like my father and mother."

"I appreciate that you like me, but I'm sorry, we are not suitable."

"You are a big man, and you pretend to be a big man of your family and country in your heart, while I, although I have a bad temper and carefree, I am just a little woman."

"I don't understand you, and you don't understand me, so..."

Shen Xiqin smiled, broke free from Yan Chuhong's hand holding her sleeve, turned and left.

Yan Chuhong froze on the spot, watching Shen Xiqin go away. Before he came, he had made up his mind to confess to her, marry her, and even fantasized how happy it would be for the two of them to live together, but he forgot that she would refuse .

What she wants is the one and only, but he can't give it, not because he doesn't want to give it, but because he can't give it, he can't do his own marriage.

The emperor rewarded so many concubines, he didn't like it, so he didn't have to touch it, but he couldn't refuse.

He suddenly felt that he was not worthy of her, she was too beautiful and worthy of someone who would treat her wholeheartedly, but he had too many things in his heart, so he was not worthy of her.

But he is not reconciled, she is the only woman he has been attracted to for so many years, and also the only woman who sees him hurt, speaks angry, and silently treats him.

She will feel sorry for him, other women will not.

(End of this chapter)