you are my scenery

Chapter 1321 Doubting This Feeling
Li Chengyun knew that he should tell her everything.

But there are some things that cannot be said or cannot be said, but that they do not know where to speak.

He was organizing his words, looking for where to start. In the silence, Yu Jingrong kept looking at him, his eyes were wide open, and there was a glint of water in them.

She lowered her eyelids, and her slightly flapping eyelashes cast a light shadow, "Don't you want to say it? If you don't want to say it, forget it!"

Then he turned around and wanted to leave from the other side of the imperial concubine, but Li Chengyun immediately hugged her from behind, "It's not that I don't want to say something, nor can I say it, but I don't think it's that important, so I haven't told you..."

Yu Jingrong interrupted her: "It's not important to you, so what about me?"

She looked at Li Chengyun and smiled helplessly: "Personally, this is very important to me, because it concerns me, but why is it not important to you? Is it not important, or I have no weight in your heart , doesn't matter at all?"

Hearing this, Li Chengyun's face darkened.

Now he didn't dare to say what he originally wanted to say, for fear that if he was not careful, Yu Jingrong would be misunderstood.

After thinking about it, he could only say in the end, "Rong Bao, don't say such things. You should know in your heart how I treat you. You can't deny everything between us just because of Li Fengnian's words."

Yu Jingrong smiled wryly, and said, "If I really denied everything between us because of Li Fengnian's words, then I wouldn't ask you today. I just thought that if I really love someone, I will definitely Caring about her every thought, wanting to know what she thinks and wants... instead of never caring about what she thinks in her heart, just giving her everything he wants... nothing else is important!"

As he spoke, Yu Jingrong felt sad and uncomfortable.

She added: "In my whole life, I just want to marry someone who loves each other and live an ordinary life of being a husband and wife. That's why when I fell in love with you the first time I saw you, I bravely pursued you and approached you. We were together later, I thought I got the love I wanted, and I would live an ordinary life with you in the future, but you gave me two words, break up! Three years later, you said that you were because of that video , because of a misunderstanding, but I think..."

Li Chengyun's expression was not to mention how ugly, he interrupted her: "Rong Bao..."

Yu Jingrong didn't give him a chance to speak, "Don't say it first, let me finish it first, let me finish everything I want to say, and then you can say it!"

Li Chengyun: "..."

Seeing that Li Chengyun was silent, just staring at himself deeply, Yu Jingrong continued: "After three years of separation, we will meet again, whether you intend it or not, anyway, we are entangled again. At first I was really scared, so scared , I tried my best to suppress my feelings, I was afraid that I would fall in love with you again, and then be seriously injured by you, but in fact I was wrong, what fell in love again, I have always loved you at all, but I still don’t want to admit it, I don't want to talk to you, I will know later, Su Luo sent you a video on the night of Mu Ye's birthday, which made you misunderstand, thinking that there was something between me and Mu Ye, that's why I said we broke up I am happy and sad, I feel so stupid, you are so good to me, how can you not love me, and I also want to let go of my emotions again, I thought we have gone through so much between us, we can finally be together, It wasn't until today that I realized that it wasn't, everything was not what I thought it was."

(End of this chapter)