always like you

Chapter 923 Don't Give Me Hope (Extra Story)

And from the beginning to the end, John's gaze never left Wen Qian's face for a moment. The scorching gaze made Wen Qian a little at a loss, so she could only try to avoid John's sight!
After disinfecting him, Wen Qian got up and put away the medicine box. Even with her back to John, Wen Qian could feel the sight from behind, Wen Qian pursed her lips: "That... "

"that……"

The two said in unison, and smiled awkwardly at the same time!

"Speak first!"

"Speak first!"

The two voices in unison inexplicably eased the embarrassment between John and Wen Qian. Wen Qian smiled slightly: "You talk first..."

John's tall body remained frozen in place. Hearing Wen Qian's words, he was silent for a long time before he said lightly, "Qianqian, I'm sorry!"

This "I'm sorry", John didn't know how much he had rehearsed in his heart, what kind of tone, what kind of expression, John had thought about it countless times, but when he really said it, there was nothing left!
Pure is the truest monologue in my heart...

Wen Qian looked up at John, he had lost a lot of weight, and the facial features of a mixed race were already three-dimensional, but now they became more angular, Wen Qian slightly hooked the corners of his mouth, what did he mean by "I'm sorry", how could she not know?

It's only now that Wen Qian realizes that she doesn't seem to care about that matter for a long time. When did she start not caring?

She didn't know either, maybe it started from seeing those diaries, maybe it started from knowing that John thought she was leaving because of a misunderstanding, maybe it started from knowing that he had been following her silently, maybe it started from knowing his growing affection for more than ten years ...

Wen Qian doesn't remember exactly when it started, but that doesn't matter anymore, some knots can only be unraveled in a minute, while some knots can't be unraveled in a lifetime!

Wen Qian settled down and was about to say something, but John's voice came over first: "Qianqian, can you go back? You don't want to see me, I promise I won't appear in front of you! No one outside Safe, go back, okay? We... are still the same as before...."

It was very difficult for John to say the last few words. He just didn't want to be like before, so he confessed his love to her through drinking, and that's why he brought things to this point!

However, the moment the car crashed into Wen Qian, the sense of fear that sprouted in John's heart pervaded every cell in his body in an instant. At that moment, John clearly understood the voice in his heart...

Nothing matters anymore, he doesn't want her to love him anymore, he doesn't beg her to love him anymore, as long as she can be good, then everything will be fine, he won't be greedy anymore, even if he is her brother for the rest of his life, it's fine !

Wen Qian looked into John's eyes steadily, and the air seemed to condense in an instant. After a long time, Wen Qian smiled lightly and shook her head slightly: "Impossible, we can't go back to the past! John, I don't Maybe knowing your feelings, but still pretending not to know anything, that would be...unfair to you!"

Wen Qian's words pierced into John's heart like a sharp knife. She really cared about his feelings, and he really ruined their relationship with his own hands...

Wen Yan told him that if he wanted an answer from Wen Qian, he could either be happy or give up. Until now, John realized that he couldn't bear the destruction caused by giving up!
He will not give up at all, how can he give up on the deep-rooted feelings for so many years?
John closed his eyes in despair, his arms hanging on both sides were tightly clenched into fists, his trembling lips were slightly parted, and soft and trembling words came out: "Qianqian, I don't want fairness, I never want fairness. To be fair, in the past, I was too greedy, I won't be greedy now, as long as you are well!"

John swallowed hard, and continued: "If you fall in love with someone else, I will help you chase after him. If you want to be alone, I will be your only brother. I am not greedy anymore, and I will never be greedy again. As long as you are well, I promise, if you don't want to see me, I will never appear in front of you!"

Wen Qian's eyes are wide open, what is he talking about?Does he know what he's talking about?

What is "If you fall in love with someone else, I will help you chase after"?
How could he wrong himself to this extent?
John has the gentlemanly elegance of a Western man, but they all know that he has always been indifferent and arrogant, how can he say such aggrieved words now?

Was this the same John she knew?

Wen Qian may not have love for John, but the relationship for so many years absolutely exists. Now hearing John wronging herself so much, a faint pain emerged in Wen Qian's heart. Is this proud man so deep in love? What kind of state can he wrong himself like this?
Wen Qian stayed where she was, and after a while, she came to her senses. He misunderstood her meaning!

"John, you misunderstood, I mean, I..."

For a moment, Wen Qian didn't know how to explain what she meant, telling him that she wanted to try to love him?
Tell him to give her some more time?
For some reason, Wen Qian suddenly felt that saying such words would really embarrass a girl, so she lowered her head and chose to remain silent...

Hearing her "misunderstanding", John's heart that was close to despair suddenly became full of anticipation, but Wen Qian's silence made his heart, which had finally survived, dim again...

"Qianqian, you don't need to say anything, I understand, I understand..."

John turned around dejectedly, and left with difficult steps. Wen Qian didn't love him, and Wen Qian would not accept his love. The love he uttered became a rift between them. He understood all of this. of!
John walked slowly towards the door, and the "click" sound when he turned the doorknob brought Wen Qian back to his senses, what do you understand?What did he understand before she said anything?

Wen Qian ran over without thinking, her petite body stopped in front of John: "What do you understand? I didn't say anything, what do you understand?"

"Qianqian, go back to the United States, don't worry, I will never appear in front of you until you are willing to see me, Qianqian, don't worry, I won't mention those words before, I will be... will It's a good... brother!"

John said the last two words very lightly, and the despair in his eyes suddenly hurt Wen Qian's heart, and he blurted out without thinking: "I didn't want you to be my brother!"

If it was before, John would be very happy, but now... with a wry smile, he bent his lips: "Qianqian, don't give me any hope!"

(End of this chapter)