Gong Shao proposed again today

Chapter 1588 Birthday Presents (21)

No wonder Qingxue was always unwilling to recognize her as a mother.

She herself grew up and became an adult, and as a mother, she didn't even do anything for her. She wanted to recognize a daughter when she grew up, and asked her to call her mother, and asked her to treat herself Confidentially, like other daughters treat their mothers...

It's really too much.

It was because of her wrong past that she insisted on going her own way, creating a wrong family, destroying herself and innocent children.

She has no way to repay Qingxue's childhood, but she really hopes that her children will be happy.

She had bad eyesight when she was a child, so she really hoped that her daughter's eyesight would not be like hers.

She hoped that Beitang could accept a complete Qingxue, and if she could, heal the scars in Qingxue's heart that she couldn't heal.

If it's him, it should be fine.

Ou Manhui pulled back her thoughts and looked at the stacked pieces of music next to the piano, many of which were written by Qingxue herself.

She looked and saw a song she wrote, and her fingers suddenly began to tremble...

The lyrics read:

'I don't have a mother, I never saw her growing up. '

'She doesn't like me, otherwise she won't, let me cry heart-piercingly in the swaddling baby, and she will also throw me down. '

'I heard that there was a lot of wind and snow that day, and I should have burst into tears, but she didn't seem to hear me calling her. '

'She doesn't need me, just like, I don't need her either. '

'She won't miss me, just like, I won't think of her either. '

' So I don't have a mother.She doesn't love me, and I don't love her either. '

How sad is it to write such a song?
Ou Manhui couldn't bear to watch, and suddenly lay down on the piano, covering her face and crying.

I'm sorry Qingxue, my mother is sorry for you.Sorry, mom only thinks of herself.

sorry Sorry sorry.

Too much sorry, but it doesn't make sense.

It's too late to apologize now because the damage has already been done.

But Qingxue, mom doesn't dislike you.It's not that I don't need you, it's not that I don't want you, it's not that I don't love you.

My mother is also a first-time mother, so I don't know how to be a mother.

You won't believe how much I miss you all these years, and I'm going crazy thinking of being isolated from the world.

How many times have I wondered if I would have looked at you when I was thinking about you, would everything be different.But the more time passed, the less I dared to step out of the city wall I built, because the memories there were too bad, and I was afraid that the bad memories would destroy the good times.

I'm too scared to cross the dungeon I've drawn for myself, I've enclosed myself in it to feel safe.

Maybe this is a wrong way, but I don't have the courage to turn back.I am afraid that my heart will soften, and I will continue to despair after my heart softens, and I will go back and forth again and again, and I will not be able to achieve consummation.

I'm always afraid of getting hurt, I thought it would be better if I left you, and I don't have to endure my disappointment, my despair, my hysteria, and everything will look the same as before.

I thought it was the best way, but I didn't expect that I would hurt you.

I'm sorry Haruyuki.Ten thousand and 1 I'm sorry, it can only make me feel better, but it can't make you feel better.

I have no part in your past.

But in the future, I hope you can be as happy as today.

I hope that Gong Beitang can make you forget the unhappy things in the past and become happier.

(End of this chapter)