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Chapter 996 She Hopes To Be Ten Years
"It's getting late." She didn't deny it, but admitted it indirectly: "I should go back."

It doesn't matter whose room is here, because this is a hotel, not her home.

She can go back, and it's time to go home instead of staying here.

Yes, she is choosing to escape.

Avoiding the problems with him is also avoiding his feelings for him.

If a period of love needs to be added, she hopes it will be ten years.

ten years of crush on him,

For ten years, I gave my youth.

Ten years, last night finally came to an end.

Goodbye Gu Youchen...

Once I loved you clumsily, once I fell in love with you foolishly.

I never dared to confess to your face.

Because I think I am not good enough for you, you deserve better.

Later, I mustered up the courage to confess to you.

Only then did I realize that you don't love me at all.

I have always been acting in a one-man show by myself, entertaining myself, laughing at myself and saddening myself...

I finally understood that the protagonist of this scene is me, the director is me, and the supporting role is also me.

That's when I realized that it takes courage to leave.

I don't have much courage, because I expect nothing from you.

Until that night I went to find you, to find you at your door.

You said that sentence to me, and I understood it, and then suddenly.

I'm just a clown, how can I be worthy of a prince like you.

So, I can only choose to escape, escape from the place with you, escape from any place where I can meet you.

For almost two months, I tried my best to forget you and become the best version of myself.

I told myself that if I meet again, I will be strong.

I will smile and say to you, hello, long time no see.

I am also in my heart, imagining the thousands of occasions and scenes I met.

Only there is no fantasy, you are the best man and I am the bridesmaid.

If there was ever a time when I was so close to you, I would say it was this time.

The same is Lang and Niang.

But not the bride and groom...

Gu Youchen, do you know?

Seeing you, I still can't help my heart beat, and I can't help turning my eyes to you, wanting to see you, wanting to see what you are doing?Are you looking at each other like me.

It turned out not to be.

All my eyes are on you.

And your eyes never belong to me.

So, I can only numb myself with alcohol.

It is used to tell you that without you, I would still be that Lu Mengmeng, the carefree Lu Mengmeng...

However, getting used to this thing is really terrible, so terrible that I get used to thinking about you and loving you.

Get used to looking for your own thoughts every sleepless night.

Silently open your blocked profile picture, address book, and even call logs.

I am reluctant to delete, so I can only secretly keep the calls and messages between you and me.

This can be regarded as our past, and it can also be regarded as my last ray of beauty.

Gu Youchen, I have always been careful with you, for fear that I might accidentally lose you.

But I found that no matter how careful I was, no matter how reluctant I was, I still lost you and our future.

Gu Youchen, I don't regret last night, at least at that moment, I knew how gentle you were to me.

At least for that moment, I'm your girl!

In this life, I am satisfied!

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Tears spread Lu Mengmeng's tears, and she clenched her hands tightly into fists.

I have no clothes on my body, but I don't feel cold.

Her thought is certainly powerful, but she knows how much strength she has used...

(End of this chapter)