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Chapter 1092 Xiaoluzi and Zaizai. Extra Story (54)

When people of the same age as me tell the old stories in the tone of an elder, no matter how strong Yan Xu's psychological quality is, he still blushes.

However, what Bailu said was not empty words. The young self she spoke of was the cute little boy who enjoyed the love of her mother and at the same time longed to become stronger and bigger to protect her mother. he.

He coughed lightly to cover up his shock and the embarrassment of being seen through, "You have a really good memory..."

Bai Lu teased him with a smile, "You have a good memory too...so, I wonder if I accidentally offended you before!"

Until now, Yan Xu still can't recall the slightest memory of her childhood and Bailu.

But when he heard Bailu's self-mockery, he denied her joke without even thinking about it.

"How is it possible! If you really offend me, a person like me, who is sure to take revenge, will definitely remember you until death."

Bai Lu burst out laughing, "If I knew you were such a person, then I should have offended you severely. However, I'm still curious, why do you remember everything but not me?"

Bailu drank a few sips of wine, and asked more bluntly than usual.

After Yan Xu had more contact with Bailu, he also thought about this question.

"You said that you and my mommy said that I had a very good relationship with you when we were young. Could it be that what you said or did made me very sad, so my memory automatically blocked you?"

Bai Lu rolled his eyes at him, "Wow, you are taking advantage of your own confusion and labeling me as a heartless woman, I protest."

As for why Yanxu forgot this memory alone, perhaps, there will never be an answer.

But neither Bailu nor Yanxu shy away from this.

Of course, both Bailu and Yanxu have some regrets and regrets about this, but the two seem to have reached a consensus.

No matter whether Yanxu can restore this memory in the end, it will not affect the current relationship between the two.

The matter of amnesia was revealed, and Bailu couldn't help being curious about the reason why Yanxu insisted on staying in the military camp in the first place.

"I always heard from my mommy and Aunt Yingying that you stayed in the Jun camp because of your great-grandfather's insistence. Is that true?"

She always feels that Yan Xu is a very assertive and self-centered person. If he doesn't like it, he will never force himself because of the wishes of his elders. After all, in this day and age, even if he is outstanding in the military camp, he can't. By no means irreplaceable.

Yan Xu stared at the wine in her glass for a while, before letting out a long breath, "I really want to take a sip!"

Bailu deliberately handed the cup in front of him, shaking it a few times meanly.

"Ding Dang, Dr. Bai reminded Mr. Yanxu online that you are still recovering and not suitable for drinking."

Yan Xu stared at her helplessly, "I just said it, but I didn't say I want to drink it!"

Bailu nodded approvingly, "So, I'll let you smell it as a reward!"

Yan Xu was angry and funny, "You don't need this kind of reward."

Bai Lu nodded briskly, "That's fine, this time's reward will be recorded first, and I will make it up for you next time."

Yan Xu really nodded, "Then I will remember!"

Seeing that Bailu handed over a lollipop with its package peeled off, he stretched out his hand to take it and put it in his mouth, and immediately frowned with a bitter face.

"It's so sour! Egret, did you deliberately punish me?"

Bailu looked innocent, "Is it sour? I think the taste is normal!"

As he said that, he peeled a lollipop that tasted the same as his, put it in his mouth, and said a few times, "It's normal, where is it sour? Try drinking a sip of water, the taste buds will be fully opened, and the taste of the water will change. Very sweet."

Yan Xu took a sip of water as she said, and it seemed that, just like what she said, there was a sweet and sour fresh fruity fragrance and the aftertaste of water in his mouth.

"Isn't the way you eat lollipops too weird? Or, you don't really like sweets?"

Bailu explained with a smile, "I like to eat sweets, but the dentist warned me not to eat so much sugar, so I tried to replace these sugars extracted from pure fruit juice, which are said to be less harmful to teeth."

Yan Xu smiled and shook his head, "You are the most exploitative doctor I know!"

Bai Lu laughed cheerfully, "What's wrong with the doctor? Doctors are human too, so I have to pamper my petty self-willedness once in a while, to make myself a little happy and happy. Humans, talking about lofty ideals are all fake and empty, first of all, we have to grasp the reality in front of us." The enjoyment and joy of life can motivate you to do those boring but meaningful things.”

Yan Xu was a little surprised, "Do you find it boring to deal with the things you specialize in?"

Egret nodded, "Occasionally, but it's more interesting."

Bai Lu thought that Yan Xu didn't want to talk about the real reason why he stayed in the military camp, so he talked about things with her.

Little did he know, Yan Xu changed the subject by himself.

"Actually, it's the same for me. The days in the military camp sometimes feel boring."

Bai Lu has always felt that becoming a doctor is a choice of following his own heart, and he has not experienced too much suffering or wavering.

But Yanxu, she always thinks he is because of his lofty ambition and sense of responsibility.

"Yeah, so, I admire you."

Yan Xu shook his head, "There's nothing to admire. I insisted on staying in the military camp because I felt that I wasn't strong enough. At least, I wasn't strong enough to protect my family and myself."

Bai Lu was very surprised, "How old were you then? Are you so demanding of yourself?"

Yan Xu was silent for a while, and asked her, "When I was five years old, I was pushed into a deep pool and almost died, do you know?"

Bailu nodded. Although this matter happened after Bailu left Yan's house, she did hear from her mother.

The situation at that time was very dangerous, but fortunately, the young Yan Xu was calmer than his peers and knew how to save himself, so he survived until the rescuers came to rescue him.

"After I was rescued, it took a long time to fully recover. During that slow recovery period, I thought a lot. It was also that time that made me see the reality clearly. If I remain strong, I will I can't even protect myself, let alone my mommy. So, my great-grandfather asked me to go back to the capital and go to the military camp to practice. Even though my mommy disagreed, I insisted on going."

Yan Xu doesn't know whether his family members know about these reasons, anyway, he never mentioned it to Mommy or Daddy himself, because he is afraid of them being sad, and also afraid of their self-blame.

But tonight, he obviously didn't drink, but he had the urge to tell the truth after drinking.

Perhaps, because sitting beside him was an egret that made him feel at ease, that's why he said these old things so naturally.

(To be continued)
　Happy holidays, babies!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)