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Chapter 302 Once, She Loved Him!

Yan Shaoqiang suppressed the joy in his heart and tried his best to calm himself down. After all, he was already 33 years old, and he was already past the age of a happy boy.

Or, some people will say that it is a bad thing to have a trial and convict, so what is there to be happy about?
But for Yan Shao, a "criminal" who is eager to reform but has repeatedly failed to find the way, this means that the judge will tell him what he did wrong in the past according to his behavior.

This also means that the judge Zhu Qianying is willing to open his heart to him and let him walk into the dark journey of his heart that he doesn't know.

Yan Shao's heart was jumping for joy, but his face still looked calm, and he even tugged her arm very calmly.

"Sit down, you just got out of the hospital!"

Zhu Qianying's bedroom is not big, and the things placed there are simple and practical. The wardrobe is on the left hand side of the door against the wall, the bed is near the French windows on the terrace, and between the bed and the wardrobe, there is a There is a computer desk, and there is a swivel chair in front of the desk.

Zhu Qianying walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, Yan Shao dragged the swivel chair in front of her and sat down too.

After sitting down, Zhu Qianying didn't say anything immediately, but was silent for a while, trying to reorganize Yi Wei's mood after being kidnapped, trying to restore the mood at that time without any bias.

"Shao Yan, there is a saying, five years ago, I actually wanted to ask you face to face, but you at that time didn't give me a chance to ask. Since you feel wronged, I will ask you now. When Wei was kidnapped and you stayed in the hospital for a few days, did you ever think of me in your heart?"

Yan Han only thought that she would ask about everything between him and Yi Wei, but it turned out that she was not.

And her question seemed easy to answer, but the real answer made it difficult for him to speak.

Because, at that time, his mind was full of only Yi Wei's horrible injuries all over her body, and how to bring Yi Wei's kidnapper to justice. Others, let alone Zhu Qianying, even her parents, he didn't How did you think about it.

Zhu Qianying looked at her with dark eyes, those eyes were really serious and prudent like a judge.Regarding Yan Han's silence, she didn't intervene or remind him too much, but just watched him quietly, waiting patiently for his answer.

Under her clear eyes, Yan Han felt as if someone had stripped him of his clothes and scrutinized him. He felt very uncomfortable in his heart, but he knew that if even he himself didn't have the courage to face the truth of the past, then he, There is really no chance at all!
"No……"

After saying this answer, Yan Han vaguely realized that these two extremely simple words actually fully expressed his ruthlessness at that time.

To Zhu Qianying at that time, it was like a sword, piercing hard into the heart.

There was a slight smile on the corner of Zhu Qianying's lips, which seemed to be ridiculed, but also relieved.

Although this happened five years ago, Zhu Qianying still feels a sharp pain in her heart when she mentions it now.

The man in front of her probably didn't know that the happy days of her newlyweds once gave her many unrealistic and beautiful dreams about her married life in the future.

It's just that those beautiful illusions were quickly torn apart and mercilessly destroyed by Yanhan himself!

"Young Master Yan, you have been explaining to me that you and Yi Wei have nothing. But in fact, do you know that from the beginning to the end, it's not Yi Wei who I care about!"

Zhu Qianying doesn't think she is a narrow-minded person. She can understand that good friends take care of each other and help each other, but at that time, Shao Yan...

"Actually, who is that person lying on the hospital bed is not important to me. Whether you and that person on the bed have had a deep relationship is also not important. What is important is that, as your wife, I will In your heart, you actually have no status at all. Because you have no status, you never even think about me."

At this time, Yan Shao didn't even have a reason to plead.

"Think about it, if you don't go home for dinner, you will call Uncle Hai to say something. But you went to rescue Yi Wei, and during the few days when you took care of Yi Wei in the hospital, did you call me, send me a message A message to explain? No! Right?"

Yan Shao remained the same, and had no chance to refute.Because, at that time, he really never thought that he needed to explain to her.

He only thought that there was no need to explain her relationship with him.There was no need to explain his behavior to her, and she had no right to ask about his whereabouts.

However, after she left, he realized that he was so wrong!

So, now, in the face of her questioning, he is powerless to refute!
"You might say that you were only concerned about Yi Wei's safety and were busy investigating the real culprit, so you didn't have time. But in the final analysis, that's not the real reason. The real reason is that you don't care! "

Yan Han was a little anxious, "No, I care..."

It's just that, at that time, even he didn't realize that he actually cared more about her than anyone else.

Zhu Qianying got up and took a sip of water from the cup to moisten her dry throat, and directly ignored his plea, because at that time, he didn't make her feel a little bit concerned.

"In your subconscious mind, you always think that whether you say it or not, I will always be there! Moreover, whether I am here or not, you don't care! As your new wife, will I be sad because I stay alone in an empty room for many days? , you don't even care! Is that so?"

She is not a piece of wood, she can sense whether others treat her well or not.

And Zhu Qianying's series of questioning made Yan Shao powerless to resist.

"Young Master Yan, from another angle, if Xing Bailun was the one who had the accident, I treated Xing Bailun like you treated Yi Wei, and then treated you like you treated me, what do you think, what would you do?"

Without even thinking about it, Yan Han said, "I will kill you!"

Zhu Qianying smiled slightly, "That's right, I really wanted to kill you at the time! But unfortunately, I don't have the ability, so I can only kill my own heart! Do you understand?"

Since childhood, because of the relationship between her parents, Zhu Qianying has always held a skeptical attitude towards love.But the human heart is made of flesh, after Yan Han treated her tenderly for a while, her girlish heart, which had never sprouted before, finally began to sprout sprouts!

It's just that this tender bud was frozen to death by the frost and snow in the cold winter before it had time to head and grow taller. In addition, her heart could no longer arouse any love related to love~love for other men. .

In other aspects, she has never been cowardly, but emotionally, there are too many uncontrollable factors, so she is afraid!

For example, even though she could calmly face Yanbo and his wife when Yan Shao was taking care of Yi Wei, she couldn't control it, and her heart was cut and hollowed out bit by bit!
[Fourth and fifth updates will be updated later, please stay and watch tomorrow]
　Girls who think that Shadow is too indifferent to Young Master Yan, you can read back chapters 166 to 168, and you will understand how desperate Shadow was at the beginning...Put yourself in this position, if you were Shadow, your husband ran away when you got married Going to serve your childhood sweetheart for several days, but there is no explanation, can you still love?Shadow is the kind of person who loves once he loves, and if he doesn't love, he doesn't love. Why did Yan Shao hurt her as a matter of course, but now, with only a little change in him, Shadow will fall in love with him again?What is the logic?

　　
　
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