Sansheng Tea Huaxi Chapter

Chapter 1913 The Desperate Man [5]

"Before me, I didn't know how to be selfish, so I ended up like this! And Chong Xi, if he was more selfish, how could he be wiped out?! You say responsibility? What is responsibility? I am a demon. In the eyes of mortals and gods, Isn’t the responsibility of the demons to harm nature and reason, to kill and shed blood? I have fulfilled my responsibility, but I am still being blamed? Why?!”

Snapped!
Slap her face hard!

She was stunned for a moment. In her life, she had never been slapped before!
She stared at the girl in front of her, but the girl was not afraid, instead, she punched her heavily on the chin!

Hua Xi was beaten into the black water again, while Huang Beiyue stood up and grabbed her out of the black water, no matter how serious her injuries were, she just punched her hard on the face , and abdomen, chest...

Hua Xi spat out big mouthfuls of blood foam, and when the last heavy punch landed, she fell backwards into the black water, no longer having the strength to struggle.

She looked at the sky, even though she had no strength, she still laughed out loud.

"Hahaha, life-destroying person, is that all you can do?"

Huang Beiyue stood in front of her, looking down at her.

"When I met you for the first time, I told me what responsibility is. You said that people like us are destined to be wolves in a lonely world with no one to accompany us, so we must be ruthless and poisonous in our hearts, otherwise the enemy will have a chance However, no matter how much blood is on your hands and how much evil is in your heart, you must always yearn for light, so as not to fall into the deepest depths of darkness, lose yourself and kill innocent people indiscriminately. This is the responsibility of people like us. "

Hua Xi was stunned, did she say such a thing?She... actually forgot.

"When I debuted, I also looked up to you, the king of mercenaries who was unscrupulous and disregarded the rules, so what you said became the belief in my mercenary career. I will remember it all my life and never forget it. My hand Those who are covered with blood are those who deserve what they deserve. I dare not forget the light one day, I am really afraid... In the dark, I don’t even know who I am.”

Huang Beiyue lowered her head, slowly squatted down in front of her, groped in the black water and grabbed her hand.

"People like us must be lonely and ruthless? Why do we always have to be guided by irrelevant people to become the kind of person they imagined, instead of moving towards the desire in our hearts and truly yearning for the light What about myself?"

Hua Xi took a deep breath, and finally sobbed softly.

Light... Countless people once said that she is the lord of light, no matter where she goes, she will bring hope to others.

But she herself fell into a deep darkness and couldn't extricate herself.

She didn't want to do this, but... the whole world was collapsing, and she was powerless and unable to support it.

The god race hates her, the human race fears her, the monster race, ghost race, and beast race also have a deep estrangement from her, and the demon race fears her even more.

Among the six worlds, there is no place that can really accommodate her.

The world is so big, why is there nowhere to go?
"What I pursue in my life, no matter what it is, seems to be far away from me. I... don't know what I want to do, and I don't know why I came to this world."

"There must be a person for whom you were born." Huang Beiyue said.

Hua Xi was startled, and murmured: "But that person is no longer here."
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When I write this, I feel very sad. Few people seem to understand Hua Xi’s helplessness. Everyone is scolding her, but she doesn’t want to. The torrent of fate pushes her forward, and she doesn’t even have the chance to ask why None, the end has come.

My family, Beiyue, hit the heroine as soon as she appeared on the stage. She really wanted to recruit gangsters.

Yue: In fact, you are the one who should really fight!Don't pull me, I'm going to teach this unscrupulous director a lesson!
Lu: Hey, you are a senior anyway, so can't you be a little professional?

Moon: Respect your big head ghost!If I respect you an inch, you have to make an inch!
Lu: Anyway, I am also your father, do I need to say something so harsh?

Month: what father?It's not my own father!My drama is finished, what's the use of being a godfather?

Lu: Wow, at least I let you make a guest appearance and gain popularity!Nightmare can't even come!
Yue: That's because I'm very popular, and I've been called out for a long time. Can you compare me to the kind of people who don't care about you?

Lu: It seems to be the same...

Yan: Hey, is it really a man of yours to speak ill of others like this?

Month: I'm not a man!My girl!

Lu: I...I...

Yan: If you are a real man, let me play once!

Lu: I've never seen you so shamelessly messing with scripts every day!
Yan: I can’t help it, even though I’m handsome, I have to rely on my face to make a living~ Well, good luck everyone~
(End of this chapter)