The arrogant medical concubine wants to go to heaven

Chapter 951 An An is Pregnant (21)

Yu An'an was speechless, she ate, washed, and tidied herself up, so she pulled the clothes that she lay down together last night, but found that it was getting colder, so she picked up the clothes. With a cloak on her body, she saw Ren Zizhou looking at her, and said, "I'll go for a walk."

Ren Zizhou didn't stop her or follow her, he just nodded.

Yu An'an felt that Ren Zizhou's biggest advantage was that he had a transparent heart and an excellent temperament, and getting along with such a person was actually much more comfortable than getting along with someone like Feng Yu.

In fact, she didn't wander around in the small town, but went directly to the pharmacy to grab a dose of medicine and came back. Since she wanted to make a break with the past, she naturally had to do it more thoroughly.

It's not that she is cruel, or that she doesn't want the child in her womb, but that she is worried that if the child born looks exactly the same as Feng Yu, she faces such a face every day, and she probably has to struggle every day. Moreover, she had read a lot of goofy romance novels in her previous life. If a child looks like his father, it will increase the chance of her identity being exposed, which is too risky.

She knew that her behavior was a little selfish, but who is not selfish in this world?Who doesn't want to have a little fun with themselves?As long as this kind of happiness is not based on the pain of others, it is not too much.

It's just that she feels that her selfishness today is based on killing an innocent life, which is a bit too much after all, and the most important thing is that this life is still her child, so she is very entangled and sad.

Even if she thought a lot before grabbing the medicine, and magnified Feng Yu's harm by a thousand times to ten thousand times, after she decocted the medicine, seeing the medicine was cold, she heated it up, and when the medicine was cold again, she After repeating this more than ten times, she still didn't have the courage to drink the bowl of medicine.

Yu Anan used to think that she was a very decisive person, but this time she couldn't be decisive no matter what. She despised herself a little and scolded herself several times in her heart.

In the end, she finally picked up the medicine bowl and stretched out her hands. She didn't need to look back to know that the owner of that hand was Ren Zizhou.

He said softly: "I have been watching you all the time, you have hesitated so many times, why do you force yourself to make the cruelest decision?"

"I..." Yu Anan wanted to say something, but found that she didn't know what to say.

Ren Zizhou snatched the medicine bowl from her hand and said, "You just want to make a decision with him, what's the matter with the child?"

Yu An'an knew last night that he probably guessed it, but when he said this sentence, she was still stunned.

Ren Zizhou said again: "Although the child in your womb belongs to him, before the child came to this world, he didn't know the grievances between you at all. There is no need for the child to bear the consequences for him."

"I know." Yu An'an smiled miserably: "I also think my behavior is too cowardly and selfish, but..."

But what, she actually couldn't say clearly in her heart at this time, those fears and fears made her a little bit at a loss after all.

"Are you afraid of the eyes of the worldly people?" Ren Zizhou asked.

Yu Anan shook her head and said, "Of course not..."

Speaking of this, she herself was a little at a loss, what was she afraid of?
(End of this chapter)