Just like dust

Chapter 1273 Su Mian VS Su Qingyan (75)

Let you loathe me and hate me so much, even in bed, apart from your hatred and revenge, I can't even feel a little bit of warmth.

As you said, to you, I am just a kind of blow-up doll...

These words flowed in Su Qingyan's heart, as if they were poisonous, piercing every cell of her, causing a bone-eating pain.

"Do you dare to swear?" Su Mian pinched Su Qingyan's face: "Swear that you don't have any unreasonable thoughts about me? Swear that you didn't dream of marrying into the Su family like your mother? Do you dare? Take Swear on Su Yuan's life?"

Su Qingyan burst into tears instantly.

She didn't dare...just because she liked him.

Although he knew that he was not worthy, he still secretly liked him for 15 years.

It has nothing to do with identity or status, it's just because he is Su Mian.

When she was young, she thought that she would marry him and become his bride; as she grew up, she realized that there was an insurmountable gap between herself and him, and that feeling was deeply hidden by her. In the bottom of my heart, I no longer dare to touch or reveal it.

But even so, every smile, every second of tenderness, and every favoritism he gave to her, she fantasized that it was her eternity.

But why, he didn't even want to keep the last trace of his own "wishful thinking"?

Crying and crying, Su Qingyan suddenly raised her head and looked at him calmly: "Su Mian, if I really had delusions about you, what would you do?"

"Get out! Get out of here immediately! Take that little, wild, species with you, and get out of my sight forever." He couldn't bear the thought of a daughter of an enemy who killed his parents thinking about him. You will feel like you are betraying your mother.

Such resoluteness, firmness, and coldness without showing any mercy, Su Qingyan was disheartened.

She wiped away her tears, turned her face away gently, and no longer faced Su Mian's eyes of hatred for her.

She spoke with such a thin voice: "Don't worry, it's just a paper deal between you and me. I will sleep with you and you will give me medicine. Other than that, it has nothing to do with you. I will never treat you again." With any illusions, I swear that I will never covet the position of the young mistress of the Su family, and I swear that I will never be like my mother, flying moths into the flames, killing herself, dreaming of marrying into the door of the Su family and becoming one of you."

"I swear, I swear with Yuanyuan with my life..." When Su Qingyan said these words, her breath was very gentle, as if she was reciting lines, calm and without any emotion.

When she said the phrase 'I swear to Yuanyuan with my life', she suddenly turned her head, stared at Su Mian with a pair of eyes that were determined to the point of despair, and then paused word by word. From between the lips and teeth, the last few words popped out.

"If one day I break this oath, I, Su Qingyan, will die without a place to die..."

I swear, I swear with my life and Yuanyuan.

If one day I violate this oath, I, Su Qingyan, will die without a place to bury me.

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Su Mian forced her to swear, forced her not to have any unreasonable thoughts about herself, forced her to draw a clear line with herself, forced the relationship between them to exist only in physical transactions.

But when Su Qingyan uttered the words 'I, Su Qingyan, has no place to die' with such a resolute attitude, Su Mian seemed to hear that a certain city wall that had been built in her heart suddenly collapsed.

(End of this chapter)