The first daughter of the first daughter

Chapter 361 Self-harm
Mo Xuanming waved his hand at the guard and decided to go along with her: "Let her go by herself!"

Lou Xuanying was forced into the palace, and went directly to Fengxia Palace under the leadership of the palace staff.

The palace maid stopped in the courtyard, and turned to Lou Xuanying slightly, "Miss Lou, the queen is in the room."

Lou Xuanying nodded, took a deep breath, and reluctantly pushed the door into the room. As soon as the door opened, she heard Ye Mama's pleading voice.

"Your Majesty, please don't torture yourself anymore, I beg you, I feel distressed when I see it..."

Hearing a sound behind her, Madam Ye turned around vigilantly, and saw Lou Xuanying standing at the door with a cold face.

"you……"

"The emperor asked me to come here." She didn't want to talk nonsense with Ye Momo, so she went straight to the point and explained why she came.

If the emperor hadn't forced her to come here, she would not have been willing to step into Fengxia Palace again, and she would have no good memories here.

The hunger strike is only for one day, and no one can die. The emperor is too surprised.

The queen was lying on the bed with her back facing the door, she didn't look back from the beginning to the end, and remained motionless.

Lou Xuanying stepped forward step by step, and finally stood beside the queen's bed.

Ye Momo heard that the emperor asked her to come and did not stop her, but she kept watching her closely, for fear that she would do something that would be unfavorable to the queen.

"Looking at me so nervously, are you afraid that I will harm the queen?" Lou Xuanying rolled her eyes at Ye Momo, and directly expressed her thoughts, "Don't worry, even if I have any objections to the queen, I won't do it." Come on, the emperor is nervous and precious to her, if I dare to do something, the emperor will be the first to let me go."

Her words finally reassured Ye Momo a lot, and she moaned to persuade the motionless queen: "Madam, did you hear that? The emperor still cares about you..."

No matter how Ye Momo tried to persuade her, the queen still refused to make a sound, and even refused to move.

Lou Xuanying listened and watched with great reluctance, and secretly looked back into the room, noticing the attractive meals and snacks on the round table outside the screen, she glanced back at them again, hunched over Move out step by step.

Just when her hand touched the pastry on the plate, she suddenly heard Madam Ye's terrified cry, and she immediately withdrew her hand in fright, with lingering fear in her heart.

"No, empress, you can't do this, let go, let go, I beg you..."

what's the situation?When Lou Xuanying went in to investigate the situation, she didn't forget to stuff a piece of pastry into her mouth, and ran back to the bed while swallowing.

This sight finally frightened her, the quilt on the bed had been lifted, the queen was holding a dagger in her hand, there was a big wound on her wrist, blood was gushing out from the wound, and quickly The bedding on the bed was stained red.

"Fuck, it's really suicide!"

Nanny Ye screamed, holding the wound on the queen's wrist with one hand, and trying to break the dagger in the queen's hand with the other.

"Miss Lou, find the imperial doctor, quickly find the imperial doctor for your mother..."

"Get out of the way!" Lou Xuanying rushed forward, pressed the queen's superior wrist artery with both hands, and kicked Madam Ye away, "The queen is bleeding heavily, what's the use of pressing the wound, sooner or later she bleeds too much and dies. You are more familiar with the palace, you go find someone, immediately!"

At this juncture, Ye Momo didn't ask her too deeply, she didn't dare to delay, and immediately rushed out of the house.

The imperial doctor was quickly found, and Mo Xuanming was alarmed. When Mo Xuanming arrived, Lou Xuanying was cooperating with the imperial doctor to bandage and treat the queen's wound in a hurry.

Mo Xuanming kept walking back and forth by the bed, looking at the blood that soaked almost half of the quilt, his heart throbbed slightly.

Finally, the imperial doctor bandaged the wound. The queen lost a lot of blood and hadn't eaten for a day. Her face was so pale that there was no blood, and she was so weak that she seemed to faint at any time.

"Doctor Xia, how is the Queen doing now?"

Xia Yuyi heard the emperor's question, and hurriedly put down the medicine box in his hand, went to Mo Xuanming and knelt down: "My majesty, fortunately, Miss Lou did a good job in advance, avoiding the possibility of the empress's bleeding. Now the empress has died. It's all right, Weichen just took some sleep aid medicine for the empress, she is now in a stable mood, let her have a good rest first, Weichen will prescribe some medicine for the body, and let the empress drink it after she wakes up."

Mo Xuanming finally breathed a sigh of relief after hearing Xia Yuyi's words. He glared at Lou Xuanying and said angrily, "Lou Xuanying, come out!"

Lou Xuanying raised her bloody hands, and her dress was also stained with blood. Seeing the Emperor's sullen expression, she sighed helplessly, and followed him out bravely.

Mo Xuanming walked all the way to the courtyard, and after Lou Xuanying came over, he angrily reprimanded her: "Lou Xuanying, I asked you to persuade the queen to give up the idea of ​​hunger strike, you are good, and let her commit suicide!"

Lou Xuanying was full of grievances, why is her life so hard?

"Is the queen's suicide related to me? I haven't started persuading her yet." She didn't say anything provocative, right?He just ran out to steal something to eat, but when he turned around, he heard Nanny Ye shouting.

"You committed suicide before persuading her? Didn't you say something too much?"

"Your Majesty, please check clearly. I really don't have one. If you don't believe me, you can ask Mother Ye."

Mo Xuanming began to walk back and forth in front of her eyes again, his frowning showed his nervousness towards the queen.

Lou Xuanying asked cautiously: "Your Majesty, do you still want me to try? Or can I leave the palace?"

"You wait until the queen wakes up before persuading her! Remember, if anything happens to the queen, you will be buried with her!"

Wait until the queen wakes up before she persuades her?She just saw the amount of medicine Xia Yu doctor gave the queen. The queen has slept for a long time, right?
"Your Majesty, before the Empress wakes up, can I..."

"No, I've said it before, as long as the queen is hungry, you will follow her as long as she is hungry. Come and take away the food from the queen's room, and bring it over when the queen wakes up and wants to eat!" Mo Xuanming had already guessed her If you don't force her, she won't try her best to complete what he asked.

Lou Xuanying clutched her shriveled stomach, walked back into the house weakly, dragged a stool to stand by the bed, and Mammy Ye stared closely behind her.

"Cucko--"

Her stomach was singing empty city tricks, and if she could, she wanted to shake the queen awake.

She lay on the bedside, enduring the feeling of hunger until it was dark, and the queen finally woke up.

"Ma'am, are you awake?"

"Queen, I have something to say." Lou Xuanying said weakly.

It's a pity that the queen didn't respond to the person at all, but just stared at the top of the bed with big empty eyes.

Lou Xuanying didn't want her response, so she continued on her own: "Empress, you want to die because Mo Jinghao hates you and doesn't recognize you as a queen mother? You watched him grow up, so I don't believe you I don't understand his temperament, at this moment he hates you in his heart, even if you die now, he won't feel any distress, maybe he still feels happy?"

"Miss Lou!" Ye Momo found that the queen's eyes were no longer empty, but she was full of sadness, and immediately stopped Lou Xuanying, "Your Majesty is like this, you know why your Majesty is sad, but you are doing it on purpose!" What kind of pot do you care about when the pot is not open?"

Lou Xuanying cast a sideways glance at Nanny Ye, ignored her, and continued to say the same thing: "Queen, do you know what Mo Jinghao said to me last night? He hates himself for being your flesh and blood! Hate so much For the sake of it, he doesn't even care about your life and death now..."

"No, don't say any more, I won't listen, I won't listen..." The queen finally lost her composure after being stimulated, she tightly covered her ears, she didn't want to hear her hurtful words anymore, she struggled up from the bed, staggered to escape, The range of motion was too large, and she was obviously a little dizzy.

"Miss Lou, don't say any more, do you really want to force the queen to death to be reconciled?"

Lou Xuanying grabbed the queen who was about to get off the bed, pushed her back on the bed, tightly clasped her hand that had just cut her wrist with one hand to stop her from moving, and forced her to continue listening: "That's right. , Mo Jinghao hates you very much now, although you are his biological mother, he treats you like an enemy, but he is your son, do you want him to hate you forever?"

"I can guarantee that if you die now, the impression you will leave in his heart will always be bad, and you will never have a chance to turn things around in front of him, but if you live, everything is possible, right? Do you believe it? A family relationship where blood is thicker than water? Don’t you want to work hard to eliminate his hatred for you, and hear him call you 'mother' in this life?"

The queen was stunned, and was stunned by her last sentence "Listen to him calling you 'Queen Mother'", forgetting all the struggles, just listening in a daze.

"impossible……"

"Who says it's impossible? It's possible to be alive. Mo Jinghao is a human being, not a piece of wood. If you treat him sincerely, you will be able to move him sooner or later."

The queen suddenly sobbed loudly, and choked up after a long time: "Isn't it good enough for me to give him my heart and soul for so long?"

"Are you sure that you are really kind to him? You are kind to him and you help his mother and concubine to separate him and Zhuang Xinrou? You are kind to him and you force his mother and concubine to death? Is this how you treat him? He doesn't need it at all." Are you like this?" Lou Xuanying sneered, she still didn't understand the thoughts of those blockers, they were all too selfish, what they thought was really good, never thought about whether the other party needed it or not.

The queen was stunned by her words again, she was stunned for a while, she grabbed Lou Xuanying's sleeve, and shook violently: "Who said I forced Lan'er to death? Who said that?"

Lou Xuanying was about to faint from hunger, but when she shook her like this, she immediately became dizzy: "Mo Jinghao said it! He said that you forced Concubine Lan to hang herself!"

"No..." The queen shook her head desperately, but she still had no words.

Lou Xuanying carefully observed her expression, felt that something was wrong, and asked cautiously: "What is the truth of the matter?"

"Miss Lou, don't press the queen any more!" Ye Momo stepped forward and gave her a strong push.

The movement was so sudden that Lou Xuanying fell directly to the ground and hit the wound on her left arm, causing her to gasp in pain.

"Is there anything worse than the present situation? If you keep it secret, Mo Jinghao will hate you for the rest of his life. If you tell me, I can help you convey it. He will more or less be willing to listen to my words!"

(End of this chapter)