Scrap Tanshin

Chapter 2021 Suicide Note 1
Tianxian Peak, Luoshui Peak.

Yun Xie followed Qin Han to Luoshui Peak, and she still remembered that the first time she came here was when Zi Mei was about to get married.At that time, Yunxie came to tell Zimei not to force herself, but Zimei said that she was willing to marry.

Now that she said so, Yun Xie had no choice but to let her go.

As a result, in just a few months, Zi Mei disappeared.

After entering Falling Water Peak, Ah Fu was holding a wooden box in his hand. After seeing Yun Xie, he directly handed the thing to her, "The fairy gave me this wooden box before she was alive, and said that if you come to Falling Water When the peak is reached, I will give this thing to you."

"Okay, thank you."

Yun Xie quickly thanked him.

After receiving the wooden box, she took a serious look, and found that there were two things here, one was an uncarved gemstone, and the other was a thick letter.

On the envelope, it was written: Yun Xie personally sent it.

Yun Xie took a deep breath, reached out to open the envelope, and saw Zi Mei's familiar handwriting.

"Yunxie:
Forgive me for choosing such a decisive way to deal with things.When I knew you were going to kill Gong Xiao, I just wanted to help you.It's just that time passed slowly, he treated me well, and sometimes made me lost.

However, his suspicion can also make me sad instantly.In front of him, I tried my best to pretend, really tired.He was my first man, and the only man I was tempted by.When I didn't know anything before, I just wanted to stay with him forever.

He married me as his equal wife, which he promised to me when he was just with me.Now he has expressed his determination to me, so I agree.When I marry him, I have already prepared in my heart that I will live and die with him.

Yunxie, thank you for everything you have done for me.It's just that I have made up my mind, so I don't want to look back and consider whether it is worth it.I just want to say, what I want, others can't give, what I want, so far, he is the only one.

After living for such a long time, I finally understand that the cruelest thing is not not to meet the one you love, but to meet but miss it in the end; the saddest thing is not that the person you love doesn’t love you, but After he loved you, he finally gave up on you.

Gong Xiao and I belonged to him who only gave me warmth, but I took his warmth as love, and when he abandoned me, I felt that the whole world was gray at that time, and I felt sorry for anyone There is no interest in anything.

What is the purpose of living?I don't know, I only know that he occupies all my thoughts, I am an orphan, I have no father or mother.In the world, I am alone.When he doesn't want me, I'm left alone.

Yunxie, if I die with him, you don't have to bury us.Just sprinkle my ashes and his ashes under the waterfall of Luoshuifeng.

Please, this is my last request!

"Zi Mei's masterpiece"

Yun Xie held the letter paper and was speechless for a long time.

There was an unspeakable pain in my heart, these few short paragraphs actually showed that Zi Mei was in fact deeply in love with Gong Xiao.A person like Gong Xiao can still get Zi Mei's wholehearted love.

Gong Xiao died in the end, but he was willing to die with her.So it can be understood that Gong Xiao actually has Zi Mei in his heart, but he has been ignoring it all the time.

(End of this chapter)