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Chapter 14 Cinderella Without Dreams (2)
Who stipulated that Cinderella must be rescued by the prince?The fairy tales only say that Cinderella and the prince lived happily ever after, but no one has ever delved into how humble this happiness is.No one asked what kind of life Cinderella wants, no one asked her whether she loves the prince, as if as long as the glass slipper fits her feet properly, she should be grateful to live with the prince and live with him forever. Happiness is full of sincerity——without the prince's rescue, she is still washing yarn by the icy river.As for whether the prince has a bad temper; whether the king, queen, princes and ministers in the castle are out of tune with her; whether there are princesses from other countries lining up to stare at the prince; Put on those crystal shoes; when Cinderella gets old and loses her prince's arms, can her callused hands still adapt to the cold river water?No one cares about these.

But what if Cinderella meets an ordinary fisherman?He is kind, honest, and hardworking. Although he doesn't have the shining halo of the prince, he and Cinderella are in love with each other.They fell in love, and then Cinderella left the stepmother's house to stay with him, and worked together to create a happy life that belonged to them. Then there would be no Cinderella in the world, only a princess who was always loved by the fisherman.And she——Su Yunjin, may be silent and humble, but she has never waited for the prince's rescue.So she doesn't want Cheng Zheng's condescending feelings, she doesn't want to be the Cinderella that others envy, and she doesn't want to hear people say, look, Su Yunjin is so lucky to be loved by Cheng Zheng.Why has no one ever said how lucky Cheng Zheng is to love Su Yunjin?One flower, one world, one leaf, one bodhi, Cheng Zheng is indeed the proud child of heaven, but even if she is a weed by the roadside, she is unique.

Many times, Su Yunjin could feel that her heart was about to move. She was shaken, but never lost.Cheng Zheng is a different person from her. He and her feet are on different lands. She can stand on tiptoe for a while, and he will bend down to accommodate occasionally, but in the long run, this is so exhausting.Su Yunjin doesn't have Mo Yuhua's bravery, she can't fight it out and is afraid of being hurt; she also doesn't have Mo Yuhua's sobriety, once she lets herself go towards Cheng Zheng, she will sink.She has nothing but this heart, which cannot be taken back when given out, so she dare not hand it over lightly, and can only hold it tightly to her chest.To some extent, Mo Yuhua, who looks rigid and serious, believes in love more than Su Yunjin, and is willing to pay for dreams, while Su Yunjin seldom dreams.

When Meng Xue's figure appeared in the mirror, Su Yunjin was not too surprised.She wiped off the water droplets on her face, and smiled coldly in her heart. This night is really a suitable time to talk, as if everyone has something to say, and everyone's thoughts can't wait to be made public, as if once If you miss it, it will never be too late.

"What a coincidence, Su Yunjin, are you here too?"

Su Yunjin smiled.

"I don't know if you noticed, Cheng Zheng is very unhappy... I grew up with him, and I've never seen him like this." Meng Xue straightened her long hair in front of the mirror, and smiled slightly at Su Yunjin in the mirror .Meng Xue could not be said to be very beautiful, but she was slender and tall, with delicate features, soft skin, and an indescribably sweet smile. In addition, she had a lively personality and a generous manner. Su Yunjin was also a girl, and she also admitted that such a girl was more worthy of her heart.There were only eight girls in the class, and those nasty boys insisted on selecting the "Eight Great Dinosaurs", but they insisted on including Meng Xue, presumably they were somewhat insincere, even if Meng Xue was a dinosaur, she was also a lovable dinosaur.Tonight she changed into casual clothes, the right attire complemented her smile like a flower, Su Yunjin's school uniform was washed white, she stood out from the crowd, the mirror couldn't fool anyone.

"Boys are all scumbags, don't you think so?" Meng Xue seemed to be rambling, and Su Yunjin listened patiently. "He and I have lived in the same unit compound since we can remember. When Uncle Cheng was the director of the Engineering Technology Department, my father was the project manager. Now Uncle Cheng is the head of the design institute, and my father is the chief engineer of the institute. They have a very good relationship, and we are close as children. Cheng Zheng's temper is impatient and stubborn, like a child who can't grow up. It's a good relationship. Because I know him well, I give him everything and accommodate him. He always says that girls are annoying, and he always ignores me. I think it's just because we are too young, he didn't think about it, you It's not like that until it appeared. It's not that he doesn't understand, it's just that he hasn't met someone he likes. Even if he pretends to hate you, I can see what he's thinking. "

Meng Xue turned her head to look at Su Yunjin, and said bluntly: "I don't like you, Su Yunjin. If you think I'm a narrow-minded person, I will say the same. When reading novels, there is always an annoying supporting actress. The protagonist loves the pitiful heroine, and she just sows discord, and then I thought, isn’t that me?” She then smiled wryly, “But the supporting actress is also a living person, why are feelings so unspoken? The truth is, I have known him for 18 years, but nothing compares to the ten months you have been with him. He can't tell you what is good about you, so ten horses can't be pulled back like this? I am not reconciled, what can I do? Who can see the pain?"

Meng Xue's eyes were shrouded in mist. This was Su Yunjin seeing the tears of the second girl in the same night. Feelings are not a good thing, it always makes people weak and make people cry, she is afraid of this.

Su Yunjin never spoke, her indifference made Meng Xue feel a little at a loss. "Do you think I'm here to beg you? In fact, I just want to tell you that even if you are really together, you won't be happy. I don't care, he has such a stubborn temper. Although you don't say anything, I guess you have a mind in your heart and you won't accommodate him. Your two personalities are simply not suitable to meet together. If you don't believe it, you are waiting for both sides to suffer. Men love the weak, he feels sorry for you now, and wants to..."

"Enough." Su Yunjin interrupted Meng Xue, she knew some things in her heart, and it didn't mean she was willing to be judged.It was as if she never intended to accept Cheng Zheng, but she didn't want Meng Xue to think that her words had successfully made her quit.Su Yunjin said to Meng Xue, "I'm no more pitiful than you."

She went back to the box to take some of her own things and left halfway.This KTV is very close to the school, and it only takes about 10 minutes to walk. When she left, Zhou Ziyi was pulling Cheng Zheng and talking, and she could imagine how Zhou Ziyi described the episode just now exaggeratedly. , this nasty guy!She felt worthless for Mo Yuhua.

The torrential rain that lasted for several days also subsided with the end of the college entrance examination, and the night after the rain was extraordinarily clear.Su Yunjin was walking back to school. It was past ten o'clock in the evening, and the road was still bustling with people. It was only then that she realized that she had studied in this key middle school in the provincial capital for two years, and she had never noticed how busy this street was. .

Instinctively feeling someone following behind her, Su Yunjin turned her head, and Cheng Zheng walked slowly a few steps away with her schoolbag slung across her shoulders.

"It's so late, a girl shouldn't be walking alone." He kicked the small gravel on the road, and there was no emotion in his words.

"It's okay, it's still very lively around here... have you finished listening to your good friend's wonderful 'Adventures' so quickly?" Su Yunjin was also in embarrassment, looking for something to say, and only regretted it when she said it. What does these things have to do with her?
Cheng Zheng really showed some surprise, "Oh... you said that... you know it too?"

Su Yunjin was silent.

"Are you upset about this?" he wondered.

Su Yunjin smiled, "Why should I be unhappy about other people's affairs? This incident seems to you to be a joke at most, but...he may not accept it, but why trample on it?" She is not usually a sharp-tongued person, and She doesn't easily reveal her thoughts to others, but this night, it seems that too many things are stuck in her heart, making her feel uncomfortable.

Cheng Zheng was stunned for a moment, took a big step and stood directly in front of her, looking down at her, "I can't explain this kind of thing clearly. But Zhou Ziyi's mind is not bad, maybe you don't believe it, what happened tonight was just too unexpected for him It’s gone.” He said sullenly: “You actually hold the injustice for others, but my heart is not the same as being trampled by you, who will hold the injustice for me?”

He was much taller than her, and Su Yunjin felt that his voice seemed to come from the chest, with a buzzing echo, swaying all the way to her heart, which made her walk away involuntarily.

"Also, nothing is absolutely fair."

"Volunteering, I will fill in Q University, which is my father's alma mater, and it is also my goal. If there is no accident, I will go to Beijing when the school starts. Su Yunjin, come with me." He seemed to state plainly, in that plain With desperate expectations.

Su Yunjin didn't know what to think, she was in a trance, and didn't respond for a long time.

"Don't tell me what you said doesn't count?" Cheng Zheng was a little annoyed, "You said that after the college entrance examination, I waited, but in the end you were lying to me?"

"I didn't lie to you." Su Yunjin said hastily.Cheng Zheng was also taken aback by her rare high-pitched voice, and she suddenly raised her head, her eyes were as bright as when they first saw her, she stood on tiptoe unexpectedly, and gently touched her lips with her lips. Print his.

The fireworks in Cheng Zheng's world are set off instantly, the brightly lit streets, the endless stream of vehicles and pedestrians seem to have become the backdrop, just to reflect the faint kiss of the young man and woman.

"I said I'll give you a result." Cheng Zheng still maintained the posture just now, like a dumb clay sculpture, but Su Yunjin had already stepped back and walked a few meters away. "Cheng Zheng, this is what I paid you back. Don't follow."

"You..." Cheng Zheng was in a hurry, but he didn't know what to say, his cheeks were hot and his mind was dizzy.He didn't dare to move rashly, afraid that this dream would wake him up too easily.

After all, someone woke up earlier than him.Su Yunjin smiled before turning around, "Goodbye."

Watching her back go away, Cheng Zheng replied foolishly: "Oh...bye."

He reached out to touch his mouth, and found that the upward curve of his lips disappeared. He felt that he was a bit stupid, so he pulled the corners of his mouth down, but in the end he still showed a row of teeth, wishing he could jump up and shake hands with the treetops .

She also smiled just now, like a blooming epiphyllum.Cheng Zheng has never seen Epiphyllum, but he stubbornly believes that it should be like that.But that moment happened so suddenly that he still had no time to remember the taste of her lips.Next time, next time, he will definitely not stop there like a fool.

(End of this chapter)