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Chapter 23 If I Will Change

The card with the address in Su Yunjin's backpack came in handy. She rushed out of the library and went straight out of the school gate, only thinking about
One thought—to find Cheng Zheng and ask the matter clearly.

She didn't forget the location of the building that Cheng Zheng showed her yesterday, and she searched all the way there, and it was indeed called "Hengkai International".Going up to the 23rd floor of Block C, corresponding to the room number, Su Yunjin almost knocked on the door with her fist.

The person who answered the door came quickly, and Cheng Zheng appeared in front of her with a look of surprise. Before he could speak, Su Yunjin who took a step forward slapped her hard across the face.

She was really angry, and exerted great strength with her hands, and the slap was heavy and precise.Cheng Zheng covered half of his face in astonishment, his joy was replaced by anger, his eyes seemed to burst into flames.

"Do you dare to hit me?" His hand suddenly raised high, Su Yunjin thought, if he fights back, he can fight back, at worst, he will fight him, but when the incident came to an end, she still closed her eyes for a moment.

The pain she expected did not appear, and Cheng Zheng withdrew his hand angrily, his face livid, "What medicine did you woman take wrongly?"

For some reason, the tears that Su Yunjin had been holding back burst out after seeing him. Before her vision was completely blurred by the tears, she picked up her backpack and threw it at him, accompanied by random punches and kicks. Crying: "Bastard, you bastard! What did you say to him?"

There was a dictionary in her backpack, and it was so heavy that it was not good to hit it on her body.Cheng Zheng backed into the room while protecting his head and face, and shouted, "Stop beating, did you hear me, keep beating...don't think I'm afraid of you, my patience has a limit, ouch... ..." He dodged the backpack that hit him again, but Su Yunjin's nails scratched his chin with a bloodstain, and before he could cry out the pain, her hand greeted him again.Cheng Zheng had never suffered such a disadvantage, and he was afraid that resistance would hurt her, so he simply grabbed her murderer's hand and held her up so that she could not move.

"I've had enough of you. Is it great to have money in the family?" Su Yunjin couldn't shake her hand, and there was nowhere to vent her anger.

Pushing towards him, Cheng Zheng let out an "oh", bent over in pain, and angrily threw her to the sofa closest to the door.

On the ground, he pressed her down firmly with his hands and feet, and still took a deep breath.

"Damn! You are too ruthless, you want me to have no descendants?"

Su Yunjin was trapped on the sofa, and her whole body was controlled by him. She wanted to yell, but couldn't find enough vicious words, so she cried and said: "How do you want to let me go, how long do you want to bully me?" Then So he began to cry bitterly, as if he wanted to vent the sadness of losing Shen Ju'an, the unwillingness to be teased by Cheng Zheng, and the long-term struggle and depression into tears.

In Cheng Zheng's impression, she had always been forbearing and restrained, and she rarely showed her true emotions, but now she was crying like a child.Soon some neighbors heard the movement from their side and poked their heads into the open gate. Seeing this imaginative scene, they disappeared as if flying away.Cheng Zheng looked anxiously and helplessly at the person under him, and couldn't help smiling wryly, he didn't dare to persuade her, and he was afraid that he would suffer if he let her go, so he had to let her go.

I don't know how long it took, Cheng Zheng felt that the T-shirt on his chest was wet with her tears, and Su Yunjin seemed to have exhausted all her strength in crying, sobbing in a trance, forgetting to struggle.

The intimate relationship between her and Shen Ju'an had just begun, and it died inexplicably like this. She thought that "forever" was what she thought, her heart was empty, and she didn't know what to do.

After Su Yunjin's crying subsided, the two didn't speak for a while, only hearing each other's slightly heavy breathing.She couldn't care about anything just now, but now she felt that her blood was not flowing smoothly, and her bones seemed to be falling apart. Only then did she realize how terrible their posture was.Her back was sunk in the fabric sofa, and most of Cheng Zheng's weight was on her body. He fixed her wrists above his head with one hand, and laid his hand across her chest with his slightly bent legs, pressing down on the lower part of her body. .

"Go away." Su Yunjin said with shame and indignation.

"You still have the face to tell me to get out of here. Just now I cried like I was raped, and I lost all my face."

"A dog's mouth can't spit out ivory." She moved her legs with difficulty, trying in vain to overturn him, but those two legs didn't seem to be hers, "I told you to go away, your bones will be broken by you gone."

Cheng Zheng panicked and stood up, Su Yunjin's leg loosened and immediately bumped forward.

This time Cheng Zheng swiftly protected the "key" part, and said angrily, "You're serious! What kind of hatred do I have with you?"

He grinned and touched the scar on his chin, "You're really good at it. My parents haven't touched a single finger of mine since I was a child. You're fine. You just gave me a big beating when you came to the door without asking questions. You dared to slap me, it made me mad, if it wasn't for seeing you as a girl, I would have..."

"How have you been?" He adjusted his posture, although it was not as tightly pressed as before, but Su Yunjin still couldn't get away, thinking of the scene with Shen Ju'an in the morning, he felt a dull pain in his chest, "Is there anything else you can't do?" , Cheng Zheng, you despicable villain, what did you say to Shen Juan last night?"

Cheng Zheng said: "I'm despicable, your Shen Ju'an is many times more despicable than me!"

"What do you mean?" Su Yunjin asked angrily.

"You asked me what I said to him? I told the truth, and I said everything in front of you, and I never played dirty behind other people's backs." He took a breath and continued: "Besides, Even if I said something, if it's a man, he should challenge me one-on-one, instead of shrinking aside and giving up on you easily. Wake up, if he really likes you, it's useless for others to provoke you. "

This is exactly what Su Yunjin is most unwilling to face. She closed her eyes and said bitterly: "Anyway, it's all your fault. If you don't show up, I've been doing well. Why do you want to disturb me? my life?"

"Really?" Cheng Zheng made a surprised expression, then put his mouth next to her ear and asked, "You're living so well, why are you calling my name after you're drunk?"

Su Yunjin immediately opened her eyes and said in surprise, "Nonsense, how is this possible?"

"I'm talking nonsense? If you have the ability, you can ask Shen Ju'an, he is the best witness." He began to look smug.

Su Yunjin recalled quickly in her mind, but she had no clue.But Cheng Zheng didn't look like he was lying.

Did I really call his name drunk?What's the matter, she thought shamefully, and then argued: "I was insane at the time, so I couldn't count my words. Besides, I called you by your name because I hate you."

Cheng Zheng laughed when he heard the words, "You hate me? Well, I hate you too, and I've hated you for a long time."

When he spoke, his breath was hot in her ear, and Su Yunjin's whole body had goosebumps, and she pushed him with all her strength, "Did you hear me when I told you to get up, you rascal!"

"That's considered a hooligan? Then there are even more hooligans." Cheng Zheng's pupils had an emotion that Su Yunjin was not familiar with, and the hand that was supporting his body touched her face, and his lips pressed against it.His current posture took the lead, and she had nowhere to hide, and everything she wanted to say turned into vague sobs.Different from the previous few attempts, when she opened her mouth to speak, his tongue instinctively stuck in, entangled with her jerky and eagerly.

Under this weird but extremely intimate invasion, Su Yunjin's brain was in a semi-shutdown state, as if her breathing was taken away, and the feeling of weakness and trance after being drunk last night came back to her again, trying to stop him, but there was no part of her body Follow your own orders.

When she realized that one of his hands had penetrated into the hem of her clothes, groping all the way up, and then stroking the most sensitive part of her chest through the underwear, the alarm went off in her mind. Under pressure, he turned his face away and panted and said, "Stop!"

Cheng Zheng's handsome face was covered with confusion and fascination, he ignored her weak resistance, and murmured back, "No!" His restless fingers directly penetrated into the underwear and held her.

Su Yunjin was so nervous that she instinctively arched her body, like a shrimp thrown into boiling water, but this kind of behavior not only did not have the slightest protective effect, but made Cheng Zheng's heart itch even more.While twisting, her thigh brushed against a hard part of his body, causing him to take a breath, and his hands were even harder.Su Yunjin was terrified by this strange tide of emotions. The education she had received since she was a child and the remaining rationality told her that she must not go on like this, but she didn't know how to get rid of it. When she beat him, he retreated steadily. Knowing that the strength of the two is completely different, I was so anxious that I didn't know what to do, tears welled up again.

Cheng Zheng was being driven by the long-suppressed longing in his body, every movement was what he dreamed of, and he acted entirely on instinct, when he inadvertently felt wetness on his cheeks, he realized it was her tears.Frustrated and unwilling, he stopped, buried his head on her chest, and said very depressedly: "Here it is again! I will be driven crazy by you sooner or later."

Su Yunjin struggled to get up, but Cheng Zheng pushed her back to the original position with one hand.

"Cheng Zheng, don't do this, I beg you."

"Then you don't move."

His hands left her body, but he was still lying on top of her body, and then Su Yunjin vaguely heard the sound of the zipper of the jeans, and then felt a movement below his waist.

"What the hell are you doing?" she asked vaguely.

"Shut up, you still dare to ask." Cheng Zheng's voice was a little weird, he couldn't tell whether it was nervousness or pain, "It's all your fault."

Su Yunjin realized in an instant that if she lived to be 20 years old, if she still didn't know what "good things" he was doing, she would be an idiot.The blood vessels all over her body were about to burst, she closed her eyes, held her breath, and remained motionless.But the two of them are so close together, the body is more sensitive under the extreme tension, every slight movement of his body is inevitably transmitted to her, his movements are getting faster and faster, and his breathing is getting more and more urgent Fortunately, it didn't take long for his whole body to shake violently, a low moan came from his throat, and then he relaxed and fell on her body.

After a few minutes, Su Yunjin was afraid that he might fall asleep, so she tentatively asked in shock, "Are you... alright?"

Cheng Zheng didn't answer, and after a while, he lazily stood up and leaned over to get the tissue box on the coffee table.

Su Yunjin wanted to wait until he finished cleaning up before opening her eyes, but unexpectedly he patted her leg suddenly and shouted: "Oh, that's bad."

Su Yunjin jumped up in fright, just in time to see Cheng Zheng cleaning himself with his head down.Seeing her standing up suddenly, Cheng Zheng was actually a little embarrassed. He planned to turn his back on her, but he didn't know that she moved faster.She screamed, without thinking, pulled out a pillow on the sofa and pressed it between Cheng Zheng's legs, so as to block the scene that made her want to self-destruct, and then quickly covered her eyes with her hands.

Cheng Zheng was stunned by her action, and after a while he shouted, "Are you sick?"

Not to be outdone, Su Yunjin closed her eyes and said, "You're the only one who is sick, an exhibitionist. What was the ghost's name just now?"

Cheng Zheng threw away the pillow and said coldly, "Look at your pants."

Su Yunjin looked down, and there was a sticky wet mark at the base of her thigh, where she was close to him just now, and she couldn't help being shocked.

Cheng Zheng rinsed in the bathroom for a round, and when he came out refreshed, he found that Su Yunjin was still mechanically wiping the marks on his trousers with a paper towel, and his face was extremely ugly.

"Stop wiping, you've been wiping for more than ten minutes, and your pants are going to be torn." He sat down beside her, in a good mood.

Su Yunjin didn't want to talk to him, if it wasn't for the fact that there was no change of clothes here, she would have wanted to throw away these trousers, and she didn't care about wasting them.As soon as Cheng Zheng approached, she easily remembered the unbearable scene not long ago, and the ambiguous smell left on her body... She
He silently moved his body away a little, but still didn't stop wiping.It was so disgusting that she began to loathe herself a little.

"I didn't mean it either. How about I wipe it for you?"

"To shut up."

Cheng Zheng looked at the balls of tissues at her feet, and his face was a little red. He touched his feverish cheek, and felt that the place where she had just slapped it was swollen and painful. He muttered, "You are really ruthless."

"I wish I could kill you." Su Yunjin seemed to squeeze the words out through her teeth.

"What good do you gain by killing me?" Cheng Zheng smiled and wanted to grab her hand, but also wanted to move her feet, but found that Su Yunjin's face was frosty, and she had no intention of teasing him at all.To be honest, seeing her like this, he was really a little embarrassed, afraid that the hand he was holding would slam his mouth again, and this woman would do anything when she was cruel, so she would hit him again. You can only suffer from being dumb.

So, he withdrew his hands awkwardly, and said to him from left to right, "Are you and Shen Ju'an really finished playing?" Just now, he wanted not to annoy her, but when he heard this, the strong taste of gloating was hidden. I can't hide it.

"I knew you wouldn't be able to grow up. In fact, it's none of my business. Don't blame me... Hey, Su Yunjin, are you dumb? Can you just say something? I don't like that you keep everything in your heart."

Su Yunjin threw away the last tissue and stood up, "I don't want you to like it."

"Then who do you want? Shen Ju'an? The question is, do others want you?" Cheng Zheng also stood up.

"Without Shen Juan, it wouldn't be you!" Su Yunjin sneered.

Cheng Zheng was greatly irritated by these words, "I still don't understand, how am I not as good as him."

"You are not as good as him. You never know how to respect others, and you never consider other people's feelings. You want wind and rain. If you don't change your temper for a day, then..." Su Yunjin said half of the sentence He changed his words again, shook his head and said, "Forget it, you don't need to change it. In a word, you are you and I am me. Don't come to me in the future." She said and walked towards the door—it was crazy, just now The door was actually ajar all the time.

"What's wrong with my temper, at least I'm not as duplicity as you." Cheng Zheng replied standing where he was.

Su Yunjin sighed, "Go back." Without waiting for his answer, she walked out of the door.

"Get out, get out, I just don't believe that I can't do without you!"

Cheng Zheng was on an evening flight, and Su Yunjin didn't go to see him off.

That night, when the lights in the dormitory were turned off, Su Yunjin received a call from Cheng Zheng. There was a noisy background on the other end of the phone, and his voice seemed to be coming from far away.

"If... I change it, will you admit that you actually like me in your heart, a little bit, will you?" Su Yunjin clenched the microphone tightly in the dark, not knowing how to respond to his persistent questioning.

Su Yunjin and Shen Ju'an's hasty relationship surprised those who knew them for a while, but most of the graduates' relationships were precarious, and they didn't think it was strange after seeing too much.

Su Yunjin's heart was empty for a while, and she couldn't tell whether she was sad or not.After that incident, when she met Shen Juan in the cafeteria, the first thing she felt was embarrassment.On the contrary, Shen Ju'an greeted generously, "Yun Jin, I haven't seen you for a few days, how are you?"

Su Yunjin lowered her head and vaguely spoke.

"I thought we were still friends." Shen Juan looked at her with a smile.

In his innocent smile, Su Yunjin felt ashamed of her pettiness, and hurriedly smiled back.

(End of this chapter)