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Chapter 3 I Hope He's Unhappy

The company's cubicle was still lit, and Su Yunjin walked in, only to find that Lu Lu had fallen asleep lying on his desk.Lu Lu is a new intern who is assigned to do odd jobs in the marketing department, and happens to be under Su Yunjin's command.The little girl is very clever, and although she talks a lot, she is not annoying.

She was late for work again today, the second time this month.Su Yunjin is not a strict boss, she seldom reprimands or interferes with her subordinates, and most of the time she keeps silent, but she sees whoever is down-to-earth and diligent, who fishes in troubled waters, who is capable and who is mediocre, and she can make her own decisions about rewards and punishments, but for Lu Lu who is so old She subconsciously gave a little more tolerance to the strange new human beings. As long as there was no trouble in the big aspects, she would turn a blind eye to the occasional small mistakes.Because she envied Lu Lu's unscrupulous youth, and she was also at such an age, but what was Su Yunjin like at that time?Sensitive, obscure, withdrawn, silent.She didn't understand how she could be so awkward at the beginning, and even a love didn't change her inferiority complex-so she lost it.

Is it that as we grow older, more and more unnecessary exclamations?Su Yunjin stepped forward and pushed the sleeping Lu Lu. Her movements were not violent, but the extreme fear on Lu Lu's face when he woke up surprised her. What could scare a young girl like this?

"It's me. What are you still doing in the company at this time?"

"Sister Su... Didn't you go to the wedding of your old rival? I, I'm working overtime!" Lu Lu said with blinking eyes.

Su Yunjin looked at the drool on the folder she was lying on just now, and chose to take her answer with reservations.

"Then you're done now, it's getting late, go home."

The word "go home" made Lu Lu briefly absent-minded, and soon she changed her serious expression, and said to Su Yunjin: "Sister Su, I think we should find a place to have a drink tonight."

Su Yunjin waited amusedly to see what kind of medicine was sold in her gourd.Sure enough, Lu Lu said sternly and righteously: "I don't want to waste my time in sleep. As for you, Sister Su, you didn't feel any emotion after attending the wedding of your old rival? The rival is married, and you are still single. Since you are single, You can't spend the long night alone, do you know that loneliness is the natural enemy of women, there are flowers that can be broken, don't wait..."

"Stop!" Su Yunjin interrupted her nondescript talk, it seems that she really pampered this little girl too much, which made her go crazy, but after thinking about it, what she said was not unreasonable.Su Yunjin suddenly felt that having a drink was more attractive than reading the minutes of the meeting. Maybe she really needed a moderate amount of relaxation.

"Where did you say you were going?"

"Just follow me."

Lu Lu took Su Yunjin to a place called "Left Bank". It is said that she worked as a waiter here when she was in school.In fact, Su Yunjin is no stranger to the "Left Bank". Over the years, she has gradually become less isolated from the world than when she was with Cheng Zheng. After work, she would occasionally hang out with a few old classmates and friends in this city. Various entertainment venues. "Left Bank" is a relatively cutting-edge comprehensive entertainment club in the past two years. The design is quite stylish, and the price is mid-to-high, catering to the preferences of white-collar upstarts.

After breaking up with Cheng Zheng, Su Yunjin basically lost contact with Cheng Zheng's cousin Zhang Yue, but Zhang Yue's husband Shen Ju'an was still her friend.Su Yunjin knows very well that falling in love with someone like Shen Ju'an can easily hurt her, but if she keeps a moderate distance from him and associates with him, he will be the most perfect confidant.For a long time, Shen Ju'an never mentioned a single word of Cheng Zheng after breaking up with her in front of her, and Su Yunjin rarely asked about his separation and reunion with Zhang Yue.

Lu Lu, the little girl who was so high after a few glasses of wine, her face was flushed, but her eyes were brighter than at any time at work. She searched for the shadow of a handsome guy among the crowd of red men and women like a radar, and she was startled. Shaking Su Yunjin: "Sister Su, look, there's a handsome guy over there."

At this time, Su Yunjin had just answered the call from Xu Zhiheng, and the background sound was very noisy. The other party asked her where she was, and Su Yunjin told him directly that she was on the "left bank". She knew that Xu Zhiheng would not come over. Come to see him, although he is interested in Su Yunjin, he probably won't leave his wife and daughter at this time.

After Su Yunjin was transferred back to the headquarters, Xu Zhiheng's feelings for her became more and more obvious.To be honest, Su Yunjin was also vacillating between accepting and rejecting.If she accepts it, she always feels that the connection between this Taiwanese man and his ex-wife is broken, and she is afraid that she will plunge into it without knowing the situation and throw her feelings in vain.But if she refuses clearly, the other party is her immediate boss after all. Whether she likes it or not, she has benefited a lot from his care over the years. If she wants to completely cut off this ambiguity, unless she leaves the company and seeks another job.But she didn't have the capital to leave at will. Work is the foundation of her survival. She has invested too much in this job, and it is not easy to withdraw.

She inadvertently talked to Xu Zhiheng, excused that she couldn't hear him clearly, and quickly hung up the phone, and then looked in the direction where Lu Lu said that there were handsome men haunting, there was a crowd of demons dancing around, and she couldn't tell who was so handsome that he "exploded", so He said disinterestedly: "It won't be those "beautiful boys" you like again, I can't stand that kind of heavy taste anymore."

Lu Lu presumably couldn't find where the person was when she looked over again, and said angrily: "He is really handsome, handsome and temperamental, why did he disappear?" Su Yunjin secretly thought it was funny, after such a long distance, She can actually find that the other party has a "temperament".

Lu Lu noticed that her mood was fading, and said unconvinced: "Sister Su, you are only 29 years old, and you are not interested in handsome guys anymore. This is terrible. Women can't live without the nourishment of love. Look at you, with a pale face, absolutely It’s an imbalance of yin and yang.”

"Nonsense, I just feel a little uncomfortable today." Su Yunjin scolded with a smile.

Lu Lu said with a smile, "It's no wonder you feel comfortable attending the wedding of your old rival."

She sharply noticed that Su Yunjin's expression froze for a moment. This was an unintentional joke, because Su Yunjin has always been kind to her, so she dared to be so unscrupulous. Only then did she remember that her boss doesn't like to talk about herself with others. Regarding private matters, he couldn't help but regret his slip of the tongue, stuck out his tongue secretly, and desperately wanted to change the subject.

What surprised her was that Su Yunjin was silent for a while, and then nodded: "Maybe."

Lu Lu was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt that he might have dug up something. He quickly grabbed Su Yunjin's sleeve and asked gossipingly, "Sister Su, did you meet your ex-boyfriend? Tell me."

"You don't know everything, I have nothing to say." Su Yunjin smiled.

Lu Lu was even more excited: "It turns out that you really had a boyfriend before. Let me just say, how can you be as beautiful as Sister Su and have no love experience. Does 'ex-boyfriend' mean that you have already broken up? Why did you break up, you are so good, it must be because he is too bad, so you left him, right?"

Su Yunjin felt dizzy when Lu Lu let go of his words, but it wasn't so bad with this noisy little sparrow by his side at this moment.She drank a few sips of wine, and said to the little sparrow in a daze: "No, he is not bad at all. On the contrary, he was very good to me when we were together. I think maybe no one can love me like him again." .Maybe we are not destined, and we are not suitable for each other in every way." Su Yunjin was also surprised that she would say this to a girl, maybe the unexpected reunion with Cheng Zheng made her vulnerable, and she urgently needed to find an audience. Even if the audience seems unreliable.

"Then you must miss him very much, right?" Lu Lu listened attentively and asked sympathetically.

Su Yunjin shook her head, "Actually, I seldom think of him these years. This city is not too big, but I have never met him. Before I met him tonight, I thought I had forgotten him."

Lu Lu opened his eyes wide: "I can't imagine what it would be like if I met the person I once loved."

"I have thought about it many times. If I meet him again, my only wish is - I hope he is not happy, at least not happier than me." Su Yunjin swirled the wine in her glass.

Where did Lu Lu hear this before, and asked blankly: "Why?"

Su Yunjin lowered her eyelids: "Because I haven't let go. Many times, I hate him...but most of the time, I love him. Is it really vicious when I think so?" She laughed mockingly at herself, "So vicious people There will be retribution. When I saw him again today, he was very happy, far happier than me."

"Sister Su, I don't understand. If you can't let go of someone, why don't you go back to find him? No matter how the audio is cut off, two people who have loved each other are in the same city, and they will definitely find each other." Lu Lu couldn't asked clearly.

Su Yunjin's words were a little sad: "A year or two ago, I didn't want to go to him, because I couldn't let go of my self-esteem, and I couldn't forget the hurt at the beginning. I always thought about what would happen if the two of us got back together. No one forced us to separate, because we didn't know how to love each other. I broke up with him, not a misunderstanding, nor a coincidence, it was a matter of time. Later, I gradually figured out some things, but I can't turn back. I I dare not go to him, I am afraid that there are others around him, I am afraid that I will find happiness after he left. He used to be close to me like a part of my body, but in the end, he is still in my sight, but Outside of my life, being someone else's boyfriend, husband, and father, I can't stand just imagining it. I might as well not see it. At least I can deceive myself. I'm used to it. Without him, I will still be myself Maybe you can find another man to marry, have children, and grow old together. A person’s life will not be difficult because of the lack of someone.”

"However, I always think that people who are in love should overcome all difficulties and stay together." The young girl who has never been in love said stubbornly.

"Maybe. I'm a negative example and shouldn't affect your vision of love."

While the two were talking, Su Yunjin's cell phone rang again suddenly, but it was an unfamiliar number. When she picked it up, the other party seemed to be as chaotic as the place she was in, and no one spoke.Just wondering, a young woman pushed through the crowd and came over.

"Excuse me, are you Miss Su Yunjinsu?" From a closer look, the woman should be over 30 years old, but she has exquisite makeup and elegant clothes, and her voice has a soft waxy accent unique to Baodao.

Su Yunjin was a little wary at once, but when she saw that the other party behaved elegantly and spoke decently, and she didn't want to be rude, she nodded and said, "I am, may I ask you..." Before he could finish speaking, Lu Lu put a half glass of Jack Dan on the bar. Ni was splashed all over her face.Lu Lu screamed, and the guests who were looking for pleasure next to him also looked over.

Su Yunjin gently wiped away the wine that was spilled on her eyes, and looked at the hand that was painted with red Danko holding the wine glass, in fact, she already guessed eighty-nine points of the other party's identity and purpose in her heart.

"My husband's surname is Xu. You can call me Mrs. Xu. It's a pleasure to meet you, Miss Su." The woman spoke in a gentle and elegant tone, just like gossip.

Only then did Lu Lu realize it, and hurriedly handed Su Yunjin a tissue.Su Yunjin took it, and slowly wiped the wine from her hair and face, slowly recovering from the sudden incident just now.This scene seemed familiar, she remembered that she once poured half a glass of cold water, and it turned out that this was the feeling of the liquid sliding down her cheeks from the top of her head.

"The way Mrs. Xu greets her is really unique."

The woman who claimed to be Mrs. Xu looked at Su Yunjin with a pursed smile, but her tone was harsh: "She looks good, but she doesn't look like a woman who is a promiscuous woman. Xu Zhiheng's vision has improved. I have always wondered why you people from the mainland Any pretty woman is eager to be a mistress."

The wine on Su Yunjin's face had already been wiped dry, she brushed away a strand of hair that was drenched and stuck to her forehead, and replied with a smile: "I've always been puzzled, why do you girls in Baodao only get older when you're a little older? Can be an abandoned woman, and then spend all day looking for imaginary enemies to run wild."

"Excessive!" Mrs. Xu couldn't hold back her smiling face any longer, and waved her hands vigorously with her beautiful jade hands.

Su Yunjin grabbed it, and her tone became cold, "Mrs. Xu, I don't care if you are really Mrs. Xu or the former Mrs. Xu. Maybe you think this title is very important to you, but in my opinion it may not be."

Mrs. Xu put down her hand weakly, and gritted her teeth: "What do you know, I have been with him since we were in school, we have been married for ten years, you are a villain who only takes advantage of the situation!"

"There is nothing between me and Xu Zhiheng. If you are angry, you should vent to him, because he is the one who left you, not me."

"I only know that without you, he wouldn't agree to divorce without hesitation!"

When a woman is at her most desperate and helpless, no amount of delicate makeup can cover up all her tiredness and oldness.

"I'll say it again, this has nothing to do with me. If I were you, instead of fighting here, you should put that mind on your husband instead of letting your relationship develop in the worst direction. I believe this will be worse than you are now What you do can keep his heart even more.”

"Don't say these high-sounding words to me, do you dare to swear that you will never be with my husband?"

"I swear!" Su Yunjin paused, and then continued, "Your husband and I will not have any relationship other than colleagues, otherwise... Otherwise, I will never get the person I love for the rest of my life."

After she finished speaking, she suddenly felt ridiculous. What kind of lethality does this oath have on her?

Mrs. Xu was stunned when she heard this. She planned to fight a tough battle, but she didn't expect the other party to give up so quickly. She was not a pungent woman in the first place: "Okay, you'd better remember what you said today." She waved her hand away before the tears fell.

"Hey! You woman, you want to leave after you're done talking? How can there be such a cheap thing!" Lu Lu was unconvinced and wanted to stop her.

Su Yunjin grabbed Lu Lu and said, "After all, she is Mrs. Xu's wife, and offending her won't do you any good. Let's go, don't you think there aren't enough audiences?"

She took Lu Lu, pretending not to see the people watching the show around, and left in a hurry.

It wasn't until he got in the car that Lu Lu asked her hesitantly: "Sister Su, you and Mr. Xu..."

"He and I..." She wanted to say that there was nothing between herself and Xu Zhiheng, but before she could speak, she doubted the authenticity of this sentence.It is true that they have not developed to a substantive stage, but she must admit that she has wavered. Just the day before, when Xu Zhiheng vowed to handle everything and give her a future, she almost wanted to compromise and tried to give the two An opportunity, but still unable to make a final decision, now it seems that being cautious is not a bad thing. "We're not what his wife thinks we are."

"But I think Mr. Xu likes you very much." Lu Lu really couldn't stop talking.

Su Yunjin was a little stunned. Could it be that Xu Zhiheng's thoughts on her and the ambiguity between them have already become known to everyone?
"I guess. He often looks at you during meetings. I saw it when I was pouring tea." Lu Lu emphasized, "I also heard that he is divorced. If you love him, you can ignore that woman." !"

"Maybe the problem is that I don't know if I love him or not."

Xu Zhiheng is handsome, considerate, funny and has a successful career. He has given Su Yunjin a lot of help in his work over the years. Although he does not care about the rewards at all, he is indeed an object of attraction.Is she not accepting because of strong moral values ​​at work?Su Yunjin had a crazy idea, she tried to imagine Cheng Zheng letting go of his girlfriend's hand and walking towards her, even though his girlfriend had a big belly, even though she knew it was wrong, but she shamefully found that she was not so firm, this conclusion let

She was terrified.

"Sister Su, I'm really curious about the past between you and your boyfriend, please tell me."

Su Yunjin glanced at Lu Lu and asked, "Have you heard the story of Cinderella?"

"Of course, Cinderella puts on the glass slipper and lives happily with the prince."

"I'm talking about what happened after that... After they lived happily for a few years, they began to quarrel endlessly, and finally got into a fight with the crystal slipper as a weapon, and both of them were bleeding."

Lu Lu opened his mouth wide in surprise.A purple light flashed in the gap between tall buildings in the distance, followed by rumbling thunder, Su Yunjin was not in a hurry to tell the story that subverted the little girl's fairy tale dream, but looked up at the sky, the summer rain always falls on you The sudden attack at the most defenseless time is like a reunion.

(End of this chapter)