Xinyiwu: Originally

Chapter 30
I don't know what other people's love is like, whether they will be like them, like riding a roller coaster, sometimes soaring to the clouds, and then falling to the bottom for a while.

Mo Yuhua said: "Anyway, it's the 'heaven and earth shattering' you chose."

After Cheng Zheng was discharged from the hospital, he stayed with Su Yunjin for two days, and finally returned to school reluctantly.After he left, it took Su Yunjin a day to realize that in the past two days, apart from getting tired of being together, the two of them seemed to have done nothing else, and they hadn't even thought about taking contraceptive measures.She became scared afterward. She didn't know what to do by herself, and she was too embarrassed to go to the pharmacy to buy medicine if she was killed. In desperation, she found Mo Yuhua and told her the whole story in a stammering manner.Without saying a word, Mo Yuhua grabbed her and ran to the pharmacy.

The medicine was taken, but after all it was not in time, even Mo Yuhua did not dare to say that there was absolutely no danger.Su Yunjin spent a week in worry and fear, until her menstrual period finally arrived as scheduled, and a big stone hanging in her heart fell to the ground. She was secretly glad that the bitter fate of the spring breeze and the dark knot of the bead on TV did not happen to her. .But I also made up my mind that I will never be so hasty in the future.

From the day Cheng Zheng returned to Beijing, everyone in the dormitory knew that Su Yunjin had a boyfriend. Because of his frequent phone calls, to paraphrase roommate Xiaowen, even answering the phone was handicapped.In the past, Su Yunjin, who had the fewest calls in the dormitory, often held the phone on the bed and chatted until late at night.At first Su Yunjin was still a little intoxicated in the joy of passionate love, but after a while, Cheng Zheng's domineering made her secretly complain, and occasionally she called a few times and couldn't find anyone, or lost her temper when she disagreed with her.Fortunately, his anger comes and goes quickly, often Su Yunjin doesn't bother to pay attention to him, just like a raging fire burns to a ball of soaked cotton, it will naturally go out.Therefore, he is the one who takes the initiative to end the Cold War every time.

The two are separated in two places, one south and one north, the distance is very far, whenever Cheng Zheng has free time, he will run to Su Yunjin's side.Su Yunjin felt sorry for the money spent on air tickets, but he never cared. In his opinion, there is nothing more important than two people being together.Before the end of the last semester of senior year, he forced Su Yunjin to give her a mobile phone on the grounds that it would be convenient for her to find a job. Su Yunjin refused to accept it, not only because it was expensive, but also because he was afraid that he would ask her whereabouts all the time after having a mobile phone. There is not even the slightest bit of clean space left.As a result, the guy opened the window on the 23rd floor and was about to throw the phone out without saying a word. Su Yunjin shouted "ancestor" in her heart and hurried to stop it. She had no choice but to accept it.As she expected, ever since he was able to keep in touch with her anytime and anywhere, every time Su Yunjin heard the exclusive ringtone he set for her, she would have a headache. Why do you become so clingy once you fall in love?

Graduation is approaching, and where will the two of them go in the future has become a big problem. Su Yunjin's family has no support and can only rely on herself for everything, but the family has worked so hard to raise her to this day, and she must find a suitable job to take on the responsibility of being a daughter. Do your best.The classmates around me also started to rush to find jobs. Not all of them are as good and "lucky" as Shen Juan. It is said that in the past two years, it is not easy for them to find jobs in this major.

Of course, Cheng Zheng didn't have to worry about this problem. With the title of a prestigious school, he had more choices than a little bit more. What's more, his major was popular, he performed well in school, and he had connections at home. He wanted to find a good job. It's a breeze.It's just that in terms of employment intentions, he seems to be more influenced by his father, and he devotes himself to applying what he has learned to a technical position, but he has no interest in his mother's career at all.His parents are very open-minded and don't force him to choose what he likes to do. They only hope that he can return to his parents when he chooses a place of work. After all, he is the only child in the family.Moreover, his father is the president of the Provincial Architectural Design Institute and the chief secretary of the party committee. It is very easy to arrange an ideal position for him.Cheng Zheng said that he didn't intend to go back to his hometown. He said the same to Su Yunjin. What's the point of going back? Although there are two elderly people in the family, you don't have to worry about it, but you can't avoid listening to their nagging. It's far better to stay outside, and big cities are more Space to flex your fists.According to Su Yunjin's tone, she has already decided to stay in Beijing, not only that, but he has already arranged her whereabouts.

"Yunjin, come here as soon as you graduate, we can finally be together every day."

Su Yunjin hesitated, "But I've never been to Beijing, I'm not familiar with the situation there, and I don't know anyone..."

"It's fine if you know me!" Cheng Zheng disagreed.

"However, there are many graduates from prestigious schools in Beijing. I worry that it may not be easy to find a job then." She is still talking about her concerns.

Cheng Zheng just said: "You are stupid, if you can't find a job, just take your time, at worst, ask my dad or my mom to ask someone to help you."

"But……"

"But what, of course you want to be with me."

He took it for granted, but Su Yunjin still couldn't let go of her worries. She didn't want to go back to her hometown. Compared to going to a completely unfamiliar environment, she would rather stay in this southern city where she had lived for four years.Here, she does not feel that she is a foreigner, and she is naturally integrated into the pulse of the city.She also expressed this meaning to Cheng Zheng, but Cheng Zheng said that there was no difference between him coming here and staying in his hometown, this was his uncle's territory, and his mother often went here too.Besides, he has already contacted a very ideal job in Beijing, and he is only waiting for her to join him after graduation.

It's not that Su Yunjin doesn't miss Cheng Zheng, but her worries about the future overwhelm her impulse. She can't imagine reuniting with him after graduation. Everything is unknown, everything is strange, and the only thing she can rely on is him. There was nothing else, and if something happened to the two of them, she had nowhere to go.Afterwards, she also tentatively talked about her desire to find out here on the phone first, but Cheng Zheng was not happy as soon as she heard this, and interrupted her before she finished speaking.In his mind, it was a certainty that she would go north with him.

After a while, news came from the department one after another that some students had found a contract unit. Cheng Zheng also urged Su Yunjin to send him his resume as soon as possible. Su Yunjin said that the school's recommendation form hadn't come down yet, and it was delayed for a long time. When all the formalities were completed and she held it in her hand, she was convinced that this was actually an excuse for her to procrastinate. From the bottom of her heart, she resisted going north to join Cheng Zheng. She loved him, but she still couldn't let it go. Following him, she also felt guilty for this, and it turned out that she was more selfish than she imagined.

Before the winter vacation, Su Yunjin still participated in the local college students' election meeting.She had never appeared in an occasion with so many people in her life.At the crowded double election meeting, she was driven forward in a daze by the turbulent crowd, completely unable to see the direction, and the slightly better units were so crowded that even flies could not fly in. In this situation Under the circumstances, there is no rational choice, and in the end, I don’t remember how many resumes I sent out, let alone how sure I am of being admitted.When she finally walked out of the gate of the double election meeting, she breathed a lot of fresh air, and she took a deep breath.

To Su Yunjin's surprise, before she was about to go home for the Spring Festival, the job application resumes that she had scattered like flowers from a heavenly girl had some echoes.Among them was a well-known cosmetics company that she had admired for a long time.At first, she participated in the company's first interview with the mentality of giving it a try. Unexpectedly, the supervisor in charge of this recruitment seemed to praise her quite a lot, and she passed the written and re-examinations all the way.

When the company's employment agreement was placed in front of Su Yunjin, for a moment, Cheng Zheng's smiling face seemed to appear on the black and white words, and he said, "Fool, of course you want to be with me." His tone was full of confidence.Her hesitation, her hesitation seemed not worth mentioning.

Su Yunjin signed her name slowly.

The teachers in charge of employment in the department and the classmates in the class are all lucky for her. In this society where college students are getting cheaper and cheaper, it is gratifying to be able to successfully sign in such a unit.Naturally, Su Yunjin was also thankful, but she felt more uneasy, and couldn't imagine how Cheng Zheng would react when he found out about this incident.Anyway, there was no way to avoid it, so when Cheng Zheng called to say that he had asked someone to find a suitable house that night, Su Yunjin bit the bullet and revealed that she had signed the contract.

"What did you say you signed? Say it again." From Cheng Zheng's tone, he couldn't hear the ups and downs of emotion for a moment.

Su Yunjin felt her scalp go numb, but had no choice but to repeat it.

He was really furious, "Su Yunjin, I found that you never consider other people's feelings when you do things, why don't you discuss it with me?"

"Because I know the result of discussing with you. Cheng Zheng, listen to me first..."

He simply hung up the phone.

Su Yunjin hurriedly dialed back, but Cheng Zheng refused to answer. After calling several times in a row, he simply turned off the phone.

Su Yunjin understands his temper, and now he is angry, whatever he says will add fuel to the fire, so he can only let him go, maybe in a few days, when he loses his temper, everything will be fine.However, two days, three days...until the fifth day, Cheng Zheng didn't call her. Su Yunjin began to realize that he was really angry this time, so she took the initiative to call him several times. All ignored.Su Yunjin didn't have any regrets in her heart, she asked herself, if she had known that he would have such a big reaction, would she still insist on staying in this city?The choice that Shen Ju'an mentioned did not exist in her opinion in the past, but only now did she realize the dilemma.She admitted that she had done this matter too hastily... Or, she actually knew the consequences very well, but she just ignored it on purpose.She was betting that she didn't really care about him that much.

The school had already closed its winter vacation, and the reason why there were so many students staying in school was that they were graduates who were waiting for employment news just like her.Su Yunjin is not a person who is used to stalking. After being unable to contact Cheng Zheng a few times, although she was depressed, she did not continue to stalk in vain.On the other hand, my mother has called several times to urge her to go home for the New Year.Although she didn't want to go back to the home that no longer belonged to her, she couldn't find a better reason to stay, so she packed her luggage and got on the train home two days before the New Year's Eve.

On the train during the Spring Festival travel season, there is no need to describe how crowded it is. Fortunately, what Su Yunjin bought was a ticket for a seat. Although she was overwhelmed by people and luggage, she was luckier than those who stayed at a station for more than ten hours. too much.In the carriage she was in, except for the students, most of them were migrant workers who had gone south to work and returned home. They were sitting or sleeping in any corner of the train. Although they looked tired, their faces and eyes were full of The anticipation and joy of coming home.No matter how hard it is to work outside, at least there will be people waiting for them in their hometown. After a year of exhaustion, all they are waiting for is the day when they will return home with a rewarding experience.Su Yunjin looked at the passing scenery outside the window, who would be waiting for her at home?She admits that her mother still loves her, but loves another family more.She remembered that her mother became as cautious as her uncle when she spoke to her, and realized more clearly that she no longer had a home.At this time, she suddenly missed Cheng Zheng like crazy, missed the childish stickiness on his body, and missed the real warmth in his arms.Will he never talk to her again?A greater fear strikes.It turned out that compared with losing him, my persistence became so ridiculous.

He didn't mean to forgive her yet, Su Yunjin thought, it doesn't matter that much, he always wants to go home for the New Year, as long as he still has her in his heart, no matter how annoying she is, she will pass.With him here, perhaps it would not be so difficult to adapt to life in Beijing.It's just, what is the responsibility for the breach of contract by the unit that has signed the agreement... Su Yunjin was still thinking about this question before she fell asleep on her seat in a daze.

It was already midnight when she woke up, the lights in the hard-seat car were not turned off at night, and the passengers around were playing cards, chatting and chatting, and it was still so lively.She looked at the name of a small station she just passed, and after sitting in the car for more than ten hours, the journey was finally over half.As if sensing her waking up, Su Yunjin just straightened her disheveled hair when the phone in her pocket vibrated.Seeing that familiar number, her heartbeat suddenly accelerated.

"Where are you? It's so noisy." Even across the phone, Su Yunjin could imagine Cheng Zheng frowning and talking.

"I'm on the train, how about you?" Su Yunjin was embarrassed to shout into the phone, but she was afraid that the rumble of the train would cover her voice.

"Train?" Cheng Zheng was speechless for a while, and then he seemed to hear the unique sound on the train, "What are you doing on the train?"

"I...go home." Su Yunjin lacked confidence.

"Go home, ha!" Cheng Zheng let out an exaggerated wry laugh from the other side, "I don't know what to say to you, I finally came here, but you are fine, you went home without saying a word."

"I didn't say anything. You didn't answer my call. Why did you come here at this time?"

"Nonsense! You don't want to go to Beijing, what can I do if I don't come? Are you going to separate from me?" Although his attitude was still so hateful, Su Yunjin felt a burst of warmth coming through the phone. She had a lot to say Tell him, but after a long time, there is only one sentence in his mouth, "You wait for me...you must wait for me!"

After more than two hours, the train finally stopped at a big station. Su Yunjin got off the train without even thinking about it. It was 04:30 in the morning and it was still dark.This city that she has never set foot in is still shrouded in silence. The train timetable shows that the next train to G city will be nine hours away. Su Yunjin can't wait so long. She seems to be infected with Cheng Zheng's. Impatient, I dragged my luggage and ran to the bus station alone.On the deserted streets, she forgot her fears and ignored the chill in the morning until she sat on the first sleeper bus from this city to City G at 05:30 as she wished. Aware of my own madness, it didn't feel bad at all.

When the dirty sleeper car arrived at the bus station in City G, it was already the evening before New Year's Eve. Su Yunjin stumbled out of the bus station gate with the crowd, and recognized him in the chaos without any surprise.At this moment, she suddenly felt that her whole body was tense, her nerves were completely relaxed, she was too tired to move any more, and she only smiled.Cheng Zheng also saw her, but he was also not in a hurry to walk towards her, he just looked at her angrily and amusedly.A few meters away, the two smiled at each other across the endless stream of people.Finally, Cheng Zheng stretched out a hand to her, the surroundings were noisy, but she heard every word he said, and he said, "Fool, come home with me."

This was the first time in Su Yunjin's life that she spent New Year's Eve in another place, with only him by her side.It's okay for her family to explain, all she needs to do is stay in school and continue looking for a job, and her mother didn't say anything more.On the contrary, Cheng Zheng, the precious son of the family, did not spend the Spring Festival with his parents, nor did he go to his uncle's house. Su Yunjin was surprised that his parents would agree with him. "It's strange to agree." Cheng Zheng said, "A week ago, I told my parents that I would not stay in Beijing, nor go back to my hometown. I would come to G City to work, and told them to prepare mentally. My mother even murmured. For a while, I said that I had a girlfriend and forgot about my mother. Later, I told her that I would not be with them for the New Year today, and my mother wanted to stuff me back in her stomach."

"Then what should we do?" Su Yunjin smiled, slightly worried.

Cheng Zheng said proudly: "I told my mother, if you agree to me, you will have an extra daughter-in-law; if you don't agree, you will lose your son. My mother has nothing to do with it."

Su Yunjin was speechless for a moment.

"As for my uncle, my aunt immigrated a few years ago, and my uncle and Zhang Yue must have gone to her to celebrate the New Year. I am helpless now, and you will be responsible for me in the future." Cheng Zheng added .

Although it was the New Year for the two of them, they also lived a decent life. Besides hanging out in the small apartment, the two of them also walked around the streets to buy a batch of New Year's goods.Cheng Zheng dragged Su Yunjin around the streets, only then did Su Yunjin realize that he was much more familiar with this city than she was.

On New Year's Eve, Cheng Zheng pasted the word "Fu" all over the inside and outside of the apartment, and hung up red lanterns.He originally said he was going out to order a New Year's Eve dinner, but Su Yunjin didn't agree, and personally cooked a meal for the two of them. It was all his favorite food, and the taste was actually not bad. Cheng Zheng ate it with gusto.Chinese traditional festivals are about lively reunion, they only have each other, and they don't feel deserted.

At twelve o'clock, the New Year's bell rang, and the fireworks roared at the designated place in the city. Cheng Zheng grabbed Su Yunjin's hand and ran to the balcony to watch the fireworks. Unfortunately, I stomped my feet anxiously.Su Yunjin shook his hand back and looked at him with a smile. She didn't tell him that in fact, there was no need for fireworks to decorate the night, and everything was radiant with him by her side.If time doesn't go away, how good it would be to freeze at this moment!Until many years later, when Su Yunjin recalled this scene, she still thought so in her heart.But she knew that people shouldn't be too greedy, so in the days to come, no matter how much pain there was, this moment was worth remembering, and she always felt a little grateful.

(End of this chapter)