The male god actually has a crush on me

Chapter 275 I Will Not Force You

She didn't know what the result of being honest with him would be, but at least she wouldn't feel guilty if she said it out!

Of course, no matter what decision he makes, she will respect and understand.

Seeing her serious face, Gu Jingqi probably guessed what she wanted to say, and returned to seriousness, "Okay!"

After 10 minutes, Gu Jingqi finished drying her hair.

This time, the room became quiet.

Nan Sheng and Gu Jingqi were sitting beside the bed. She folded her hands together, looking a little nervous, "That day... I heard you and Liangcheng mentioned Long Shaoze."

"You know him?" Gu Jingqi was taken aback.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hide it from you, I just don't know, after so many years, they are still in touch."

There was a trace of self-blame in Nan Sheng's voice.

"Don't tell me I'm sorry, you can be honest with me, I'm already very happy."

He has always known that there are some unknown secrets in Nan Sheng's past. At first, he was just curious and wanted to explore. Slowly, seeing her miserable state, he suppressed his curiosity and chose to respect her.

"Long Shaoze, he is actually... the elder brother who adopted me back then. I don't know why he came to Nancheng, let alone why you got involved with him. I overheard that day, I've been scared, I'm afraid, he's going to hurt you guys."

"Long Shaoze is your brother?"

Obviously, this news shocked Gu Jingqi.

"Well," Nan Sheng nodded, "He sent those people who were looking for me on Qingcheng Island that day."

"So, you dare not be with me because of him?"

Gu Jingqi could tell that when Long Shaoze was mentioned, Nan Sheng trembled.

He didn't know what happened to her in the past, and what Long Shaoze wanted to do when he came to Nancheng to find her with great pains!
Nan Sheng's face was full of confusion, and his tone was a bit heavy, "Do you still remember, the day I played Truth or Dare, I left suddenly?"

"remember."

"At that time, I really felt that I was redundant because of what you said to Liangcheng and the others. I know that the reason you wanted to be with me at first was because you were afraid that Mr. Lu would forcefully intervene in order to repay me for saving Chengcheng. Your sister's feelings, I thought that you approached me like this to stop me, so I felt uncomfortable. That day when I went back to the apartment by car, Long Shaoze suddenly appeared in front of me. He knew that I had a very close relationship with you. Recently, I was afraid that he would entangle you for a while, so I chose to avoid you."

"I understand what kind of person Long Shaoze is. I don't want to hurt you, and I feel that it is impossible for us to be together. Even if we are together, there will be no good end, so Jing Qi..."

In fact, he had already heard these words outside the door of the ward that day.

However, he didn't know that the person she was talking about was Long Shaoze.

Gu Jingqi didn't mind because she had a relationship with Long Shaoze, nor was she angry because she kept hiding it from him, on the contrary, she felt distressed.

"I don't mind. If he appeared to hurt you, I would rather. He shifted the target of harm to me. You use it to hurt, not to be rubbed round and flattened."

Nan Sheng froze for a moment, then raised her clear eyes, a trace of surprise flashed in her black and white eyes.

She thought that when she said the name Long Shaoze, he would reject and even question the purpose of her sudden appearance in their field of vision, but he...

"You don't mind, but I will..."

Gu Jingqi stretched out his hand and hugged her, "I like you, no matter how big things happen, even if the world falls apart, I will be with you, no matter how many Long Shaoze there are in the middle, they can't destroy and shake me. Your determination to be together, Nan Sheng, I know that you are an extremely insecure person, I know that it is for my own good that you think and do this, but you keep avoiding like this because others don’t Dare to face your own feelings, are you going to die alone forever?"

Nan Sheng sniffed lightly, "Before I met you, I thought this way. I think that in my life, it is impossible to meet someone I like. Even if I did, I would not dare to try Taking that step, I admit that I am not as strong as I appear on the surface, and I am always afraid of implicating innocent people because of my stubbornness."

"Is Long Shaoze important to you?"

Gu Jingqi stared at her eyes, this scrutiny look, as if a pair of invisible hands were strangling her neck fiercely, making it difficult for her to breathe!

Nan Sheng's face turned pale a little bit, she bit her lower lip lightly, as if she didn't want to talk about him, but she knew that now that she had made a decision, she couldn't hide it anymore, "I once... liked him."

Gu Jingqi's heart twisted!
"I don't know if this is considered liking. I was picked up from the orphanage and have been living in Long's house. He goes out to work and comes back once a month. He brings me gifts every time. He never talked to me before. Talking, but maybe it is because of gratitude. When I lost my parents, it was the Long family who gave me warmth. I often pay attention to him and look forward to his return. Until I was 14 years old, he had an accident and urgently needed a sum of money. Qian, the Long family begged me to save him, I agreed, and after that, I was taken to America and sold my liver to Su Xiyan."

It turned out that what she said at the beginning was to save people, to save Long Shaoze.

For him, she didn't even want a liver, so in her heart, he was very important, so she kept avoiding him because of him.

For some reason, Gu Jingqi's heart ached a little.

"Later, when I was sent back to China, I learned that it was the Lu family who had an accident and urgently needed a liver. I was young at the time and didn't understand this, so I didn't take it to heart. Then, accidentally, I heard the conversation between Long Shaoze and Su Xiyan, and I realized that the car accident was planned by them together. I was very desperate at the time, and I couldn't help but rushed in and scolded Long Shaoze, probably because my words angered him. He was so angry that he locked me in the basement and imprisoned me!"

"I thought at the time that he was afraid that I would come to Nancheng to find someone from the Lu family to explain the reason, so he treated me like this. I was locked in the basement, and I didn't even think about escaping. Then one day, he drank too much, and suddenly return……"

Speaking of this, Nan Sheng has already lowered his head, his eyes are a little moist, and he seems to be in pain again.

Seeing her like this, Gu Jingqi hugged her tightly and nervously pressed her into his arms, "If you feel uncomfortable, I won't force you to say it, it's okay, Nan Sheng..."

"No, this is something I decide. Whether it's hard or not, I have the right to let you know. I promised you that I will tell you my past."

(End of this chapter)