The male god actually has a crush on me

Chapter 390 Maybe, He Hasn't Woke Up Yet!
"There was a 318 incident in Shen's company, which involved several lives. At that time, Shaoting was alone at home, and a group of desperate gangsters ran in and kidnapped him, demanding his father's blood. At that time, he almost died. The police When he arrived, he shot and killed several people, and saved him!"

"Since then, every night when he sleeps, there will be a gun under the bed. At first, I didn't pay attention to it. I thought it was a simulated toy pistol. Later that day, when I heard the gunshot, I realized that it was a toy pistol. A real gun. At that time, Shaoting's parents were arguing very fiercely. His father stabbed her with scissors by mistake. It was probably because Shaoting saw him, remembered the appearance of a gangster, and mistakenly thought he was a bad guy, so he opened fire. Fired the gun!"

"Shaoting's father died on the spot, and her mother also died due to excessive blood loss. When I rushed over, Shaoting was frightened by his actions and fell asleep with a gun in his hand."

"I only found out the truth after investigating the surveillance. When I thought of his genetic mental illness, and thought that after he woke up, he would be so desperate because he killed his father that he wanted to die, so I was forced to wipe off the fingerprints on the pistol. , directed a scene by myself, and when Shaoting woke up, I misled him and made him think that I killed his family."

"He was very young at the time, only about ten years old. In order to let him live well and not live in painful memories for the rest of his life, I threatened him and forced him to live well. When he grows up in the future, he will avenge his parents. !"

"Shaoting is really obedient. Since then, he has a new goal, which is to try to survive and avenge his relatives."

"For me, I have always regarded him as more important than my own flesh and blood. I have never complained or hated what Shaoting has done to our Mu family. I am very happy that he can do this. I'm relieved, although he hates me, I know that his feelings for Wan Wan are genuine, so Dad doesn't want you to divorce at all."

"At that time, I never thought that Shaoting's condition would get worse day by day. I thought that as long as he was not stimulated, as long as I died or he achieved his goal of revenge, the knot in his heart would be untied, but I didn't expect that, Let him become like this, I'm sorry Wanwan, Dad didn't intend to do this, Dad also wants you to be happy!"

Listening to Mu Yuandong's words, Mu Xiangwan felt blood dripping from his chest, and it was hard to describe the sad feeling.

"You mean... Shaoting really..."

"I believe that Shaoting didn't really want to kill his parents. It was because the gun was left by the gangster. When he came back from school, he saw his father's profile and thought the gangster was coming again, so he shot angrily. , Afterwards, he himself cried for a long time, fell asleep crying, woke up and didn’t see the body, so he forgot all about it, I told him when I took the ashes back to his home, I killed his family and let him When you grow up, come and avenge them."

"I believe that Shaoting is not that kind of person. He just hates those gangsters too much, which is why he is like this. I am also at fault for this matter. If I had arrived earlier to prevent this from happening, Shaoting would not have It will cause shadow and harm because of this incident, and he will not live like this, it is all my fault, it is my fault!"

"Dad..." Mu Xiangwan stopped him, "This incident was just an accident, no one is right or wrong, it has nothing to do with Shaoting, and it has nothing to do with you, it's all the gangsters back then, it's all their fault!"

"If I had known the truth earlier, I should never have treated Shao Ting like that all these years. I should have given him more love. At least, I wouldn't have let him live in such pain with all these burdens alone."

"Why didn't you tell me earlier, why!"

"Father didn't do it on purpose!" Mu Yuandong blamed himself and buried his hands between his faces, "Father thought that only by doing this, you could live a happier life. Dad never thought, never thought, that it would become like this!"

Lu Liangcheng reached out and patted Mu Xiangwan's shoulder, "Xiang Wan, don't blame yourself, as long as we help Shaoting find a good psychologist, maybe everything is still in time."

Mu Xiangwan was heartbroken.

Thinking of his suffering last night.

Repeated that sentence in her ear over and over again.

Full of guilt and full of fear.

She couldn't imagine how he had endured all these pains by himself in the past ten years, let alone share it for him.

The most distressing thing is not these, but she said that she loves him deeply, but she doesn't even know that such a big thing happened to him.

After sharing the same bed with him for so long, I didn't even find out that he had a mental illness!
She began to doubt herself if she really loved him, otherwise, how could she be so stupid?
The more Mu Xiangwan thought about it, the sadder he became, and the more he blamed himself.

"Wanwan..." Mu Yuandong thought of something, and carefully told Mu Xiangwan, "Don't let Shaoting know about this, I'm worried about him..."

After each attack, he would forget the painful thing when he woke up, which is also a good thing for him.

Mu Xiangwan sniffed, "It's very unfair to him not to let him know. One day, he will know, won't he?"

"If Shaoting knows these things, will he hate us?"

"Mr. Lu said that he will find a good psychologist and psychiatrist for Shaoting, and tell him when Shaoting is strong enough to bear all this, if he wants to hate me, I am not afraid of being hated, as long as Shaoting If you can get better, whatever is good for me."

Mu Xiangwan's heart twitched in pain. She clearly felt so sorry for Mu Yuandong and Shen Shaoting, but there was still nothing she could do.

The door was unscrewed and pushed halfway. When the wind blew, it creaked open.

Hearing the movement, Lu Liangcheng's eyes flashed, and he looked out the door, "Who?"

No one answered, he felt a thump in his heart, stood up immediately, and walked out the door——

At this moment, there was no one outside the door, but in the corridor, there was a shadow that he was familiar with flashing past. He was stunned for a moment, and quickened his pace to catch up!
But when he reached the corner of the stairs, he disappeared, and Mu Xiangwan also chased him out, looking at Lu Liangcheng with some anxiety, "Who was standing outside the door just now?"

"I don't know, maybe it's just a nurse!"

But Lu Liangcheng knew that it was definitely not a nurse. He clearly saw a man just now.

"Could it be Shaoting?"

Otherwise, why would the door stop halfway through the push, did he hear something?
Lu Liangcheng couldn't tell if he was the person standing outside the door just now, he was a little nervous, "Go back to the villa first, maybe he hasn't woken up yet!"

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