The male god actually has a crush on me

Chapter 467 I Never Thought I Want To Survive Myself!

"I never said I would give up my baby. I just prioritize you. You said you can't lose your baby. What about me? Can I lose you? If you love your baby, I will love you too!"

"If you don't give up, what if the baby has an accident! What should I do?"

"Okay! If I choose the baby, what happened to you?" Lu Liangcheng looked at her with sadness in his empty eyes, "Answer me!"

Gu Mianmian sniffed lightly, and stopped sobbing, "Ever since I found out that I was infected with the virus, I had already prepared for the worst. I never thought that I would kill myself!"

"Gu Mianmian!" Lu Liangcheng roared hysterically.

"Even if you get the vaccine, the virus will only be lifted temporarily. No one knows what will happen in the future. If one day, I get sick and can't be with you, what will you do at that time?"

"I have become like this now, and I am no longer good enough for you! When you asked me, did you ever think about giving up on you? I think, every day, I think that I can't drag you down anymore. You thought, only you Will I be afraid? I am also afraid, even more afraid than you!"

"So, the baby is the only thing I can keep."

Gu Mianmian's words, falling on Lu Liangcheng's chest, are undoubtedly the sharpest knife, "Then what we promised on Qingcheng Island before, don't count? You want me to save the baby because you want me to save the baby. You want me to compromise you before you say you want to give up on me?"

"This is a decision I made from the very beginning. Let's go back to the original point. Maybe, I really shouldn't like you. If it wasn't for me, I wouldn't have caused so much trouble to the Lu family. You You will not give your life to protect me and give me the vaccine for me. In the past, no matter what you said, I would obey you, but this time, you let me make my own decision, okay?"

For Lu Liangcheng, Gu Mianmian is his life.

Going back to the original point, what does this mean.

Do you want to separate?
Want to be a stranger?
Is it because she was infected with the virus and wanted to leave him because she didn't want to drag him down?
"If you want to go back to the original point, then why did you provoke me in the first place? As I said, being with me may pay a price you can't imagine. Why did you promise me? If you want to give up Me, why didn't I leave the moment I was declared dead? Why did you wait for me? Why?" Lu Liangcheng's bloodthirsty eyes stared at her fiercely, "What do you think love is? Have you ever played house? If you want to give up, just Give up? If you do this, so willfully, without considering the consequences, who will you hurt? Gu Mianmian, do you know what you are talking about and what you are doing?"

"Your words and deeds are like a dagger stuck in my heart. Why, you can always give up on me so easily. It was the same in the hospital last time. Why, you can't be persistent once, why!"

"You said that you have liked me since you were three years old, and you have been persistent until now. Is this how you love me?"

Gu Mianmian choked up.

Many pictures of them once together flashed in front of my eyes, sweet and beautiful.

She never thought that in the end, it would end like this.

"I don't want to do this either, but if one day I die, what will you do? I can still stand in front of you in such a safe and sound way now, but, do you know? How much courage did I spend to be able to, Pretend to be so indifferent in front of you, maybe soon, I can only lie on the bed, like a cripple, I want you to serve me when I eat and drink, every time I see you, I am so tired that I fall asleep on my shoulder When I was there, I was thinking, why should I let you treat me so well, what qualifications should I have!"

"Because I like you! You are worthy of me!"

Gu Mianmian lowered her head and looked at her bulging stomach.

"It's because I don't want you to fall ill in front of me, so I want you to promise me!"

"Then what about the baby?" She put her little hand on her stomach. Now, the baby is still kicking her stomach. Every time she feels it with her heart, she can always feel the baby's pulse and heartbeat, even when she feels uncomfortable, She knows everything.

"Baby, I won't let him have an accident."

"Can you make sure nothing happens to him?"

Gu Mianmian's words made Lu Liangcheng silent again, and she felt cold, "You can't be sure, right?"

"Meow meow."

Gu Mianmian reached out and took the coat and put it on her shoulders, "Don't say anything, even if you think I'm making trouble for no reason, I'm going my own way, but I have to do this, I won't promise to let you get the injection."

This is what she would do habitually when they quarreled.

Lu Liangcheng knew that after she got out of bed, she would definitely go to sleep on the sofa or leave the Lu's house, so he anxiously held her hand, "Let's stop arguing, stop this topic, and talk about it tomorrow, okay?"

"It will still be noisy if we talk about it tomorrow." Gu Mianmian brushed his hand away, "It's very late, if you are tired, you should rest first."

"Stop making trouble, okay? I beg you!"

Lu Liangcheng hugged her and refused to let her leave.

She has such a big belly now, it's not suitable for her to go anywhere.

Moreover, the body is still infected with the virus, and it is possible to get sick at any time.

He can understand her complicated mood at this moment, but who can understand his complicated mood at this moment.

Gu Mianmian sniffed lightly, and when her eyes fell, she saw his injured hand, and tears welled up in her eyes again, "I have always been serious, and I didn't make a fuss."

"I'm sorry! I apologize to you. I shouldn't have yelled at you just now, and I shouldn't have said this to you, causing you to fall into more pain."

Gu Mianmian clenched her lower lip, "You don't need to say this, I'm selfish and never think about things from your point of view, but Brother Lu, I'm sorry, if there is no baby, I will obey you unconditionally, but Now, I also have something that I want to protect, if you give me the vaccine, I'm afraid I will have nightmares every night."

"I know you are tired, you should rest first, I want to be alone for a while."

"You still want to give up on me? Do you want to leave me?"

Because he didn't agree to save the baby first, so hate him and get mad at him?
She has loved the man for more than ten years, she is unwilling to do that from the bottom of her heart, but every time she gets sick, she always has a deep sense of guilt in her heart, she will think of many things, she will be afraid, and she will not know what to do. What to do, especially when he treats her well.

"I..." Gu Mianmian hesitated to speak, "I don't know."

These words made Lu Liangcheng's chest tighten, he suddenly let go of her, and his tall body took a step back, kicking over the low cabinet next to him as if he couldn't bear it, "Gu Mianmian, don't make me hate you! "

(End of this chapter)