The male god actually has a crush on me

Chapter 605 Extra Story: Goodbye, My Loved You 【26】

When Xiao Anwan was born, Mu Xiangwan's life was indeed in great danger. If she gave up her life, neither the children nor the adults would be able to save it.

Chi Mu didn't know that if it ended like this in the end, even if Shen Shaoting woke up, he would die with Mu Xiangwan and Xiao Wanan.

How could he just watch all this happen in front of him.

"What happened between Xiang Wan and Shen Qingqing, what Shen Qingqing did and said to Xiang Wan, Jasmine and I still don't know, but Xiang Wan said something, she said, maybe when you wake up When you come here, you will lose your memory, and you will not be able to remember everything that happened. She doesn't want you to make a decision between her and Shen Qingqing. This is the thing she is most afraid of facing. , from now on, your life will not be so hard."

"Because the sequelae after the operation will indeed cause these things to happen. When you woke up, I thought so too. I thought you would lose your memory, but you didn't lose your memory, and you went crazy to find Xiang Wan. I was , I'm really guilty, I feel sorry for you, but I don't know where Xiang Wan is, and I can't contact her, I don't know what to do? The funeral is over, I think, if you and her really If there is fate, maybe one day, you will discover the truth that she is still alive, I thought about it this way, but I never thought it would be so soon."

"Xiang Wan, she..." This secret has been hidden in his heart for so long, finally, he can say it out, Chi Mu looked at Xiao Wan who was lying on the hospital bed, and nodded, "She's not dead."

When this news came to his ears, Shen Shaoting didn't know what kind of mood he was in.

Excited, happy, excited, looking forward to?
No.

None of these emotions in his fantasy, but subconscious fear.

What is he afraid of?
Hearing the news that Mu Xiangwan was not dead, his heart trembled, trembling with fear.

What's the relationship between him and Mu Xiangwan?

Four years ago, he was the wife who justifiably married into the Shen family. His household registration booklet and marriage certificate were all in Mu Xiangwan's name.

But now, they are divorced.

She clearly knew that she did not have amnesia after waking up from the operation, but she did not come back to look for him.

what does this mean?
What does it represent?
Did she give up?
She had had enough of being with him?

In her eyes, in her heart, is Shen Shaoting no longer important?

If, one day, she met her on a certain street corner, would she remember him?Do you recognize him?I would say to him, 'Hi, Shaoting, long time no see? '

What tone would she use?Laugh or cry.

And what about him?
With what capacity do you want to find her, and what qualifications do you have to bring her back to your side?
If it wasn't for love to the bone, he wouldn't care about what Mu Xiangwan was thinking, even if he searched all over the world, he would find her back by his side.

However, for the person I love, the first reaction when I think of her leaving is that I am afraid of disturbing.

Because, even he himself didn't know if bringing Mu Xiangwan back to him would allow her to live the life she wanted.

She is not dead.

For him, it is already the greatest gift from God.

How dare he ask for more?
After a long time, Shen Shaoting responded, "Yes."

Chi Mu knew that he had been hit in the heart, so he patted him on the shoulder, "I'll find a way to contact Xiang Wan."

Hearing that Chi Mu wanted to contact Mu Xiangwan, Shen Shaoting was startled, but he stopped immediately, "No more, Chi Mu, Xiang Wan leaves me, maybe because I can't give her happiness, if you leave me, it's fine, let She... has a happier life, then I would rather..."

When he said this, Shen Shaoting's throat was choked.

In the end, he didn't finish his sentence and turned his back.

Chi Mu heard his sigh, and finally, he strode into the ward.

This time, Little Goodnight has also woken up.

Because she still had a fever, her cheeks were red on both sides. Compared to before, she was not crying now, but her little face looked haggard.

Shen Shaoting looked at her round eyes, as if to comfort him, Daddy don't be sad, his chest tightened, and he hugged Xiao Wan'an tightly in his arms.

Little Goodnight babbled.

Just listening to Little Goodnight's voice, the pain in Shen Shaoting's heart was healed a lot.

However, he didn't want to say anything, he didn't want to tell good night about it.

I'm afraid she will cry too.

The sudden fever today was also because she missed Mu Xiangwan too.

Otherwise, she wouldn't have grabbed a necklace in the cemetery.

If it wasn't for Little Goodnight, maybe he would never know the truth in his life, would he?

"Young Court."

Jasmine opened the door and came in, and wanted to take the temperature of Xiaobai.

Shen Shaoting restrained his emotions, carried Xiao Wanan back to the bed, and stood up.

Jasmine also knew about Mu Xiangwan, and she knew it from the wound on the corner of Chi Mu's mouth.

Taking the temperature for Xiaowan, she looked at Shen Shaoting, "Chi Mu and I both owe you an apology for Xiang Wan's matter, although I know it doesn't mean anything to you to say these things now, but Shaoting, Xiang Wan It's a woman. As a woman, I can understand why she did this. She is also for you and doesn't want to embarrass you. Besides, you don't know what Shen Qingqing did to him, what she said, a pregnant woman , how fragile your heart is, you men will never understand."

"She put down good night, let go and left, left alone, left her familiar city, familiar place, maybe, she lived in more pain than you."

"At least, that's how it looks to me."

"Actually, you both love each other deeply. It's just that the love you've experienced is too ups and downs, and you've tortured each other to exhaustion. It may take a while to settle down, but Shaoting, think about good night, no matter what, no matter what time , she needs a mother."

"You can ask Xiang Wan to explain the misunderstanding between you and Shen Qingqing, and I also believe that you are not that kind of man. We all see your feelings for Xiang Wan."

"I just think it would be a pity that some people missed it."

"Xiang Wan is still alive, at least, this kind of new hope, when Xiao Wan grows up, you can take Xiao Wan to see her."

Before leaving, Jasmine handed Shen Shaoting a note with an address and a photo on it.

There is only one back view in the photo. Mu Xiangwan, who originally had long flowing hair, has cut his hair short and has thin shoulders. He looks extremely fragile like that, and his chest hurts.

He gently stroked the belly of his index finger, and his eyes were already moist.

"Meet you, what should I tell you?"

"If you need me, no matter how much wind and rain it takes, I will go to see you, but if you don't need me, what capacity should I stand in front of you, Wanwan, tell me?"

(End of this chapter)