But it's Mengmeng who makes him fall in love

Chapter 218 It's Pretending, It's Fake, It's Concealment 2
She still got up and made him breakfast, but he went out without breakfast.

In the empty living room, Su Xiaomeng felt really cold.

It's not that I haven't thought about confessing, it's not that I haven't thought about telling him honestly, but have I said it?

Can she bear his reaction?Can she bear the consequences?
She was afraid, and every time she thought about it, she trembled all over, and every time she mentioned it, her neck seemed to be strangled.

It's okay, she'll be fine...

Like chanting a mantra, she kept hypnotizing herself, didn't she say that time would dilute everything, time would change everything?

Slowly, it will be fine after a long time, she will come out, she will forget...

She just begged Yin Shixiu to give her some time.

However, time has not changed all this.

Yin Shixiu's approach still made her afraid and made her resist...and her reaction also had a negative and negative effect on Yin Shixiu.

The angrier he was, the more cautious and afraid Su Xiaomeng became, and the more silent he became.

Such silence, such abnormality, made Yin Shixiu have to be more careful.

On the fourth day after the bed separation, Yin Shixiu began to think again. After he came out of his anger, he suddenly realized... how much Su Xiaomeng had changed.

She is thin.

In such a short few days, he became terribly thin, and this kind of thinness made Yin Shixiu's heart ache.

His complexion is very bad, the dark circles under his eyes are heavy, he walks a little floaty, and when he smiles awkwardly at him, he looks very ugly.

He remained calm, and another thing he was very concerned about was... She took a long time to take a bath, and it was getting longer and longer.

Sometimes it takes nearly two hours to stay inside.

She pretended to be nonchalant on the surface, even in the face of his sarcastic remarks and the current situation of sleeping in separate beds, she didn't have any dissatisfaction or bad emotions.

Su Xiaomeng... is like a marionette.

So fake, so fake.

In the evening, Yin Shixiu held a teleconference, which ended at 10:30.

As usual, I went back to the house to see the two children.

Shuangshuang and Huanghuang hadn't slept yet, but they didn't make a fuss either. When they saw Yin Shixiu coming in, they hummed and chirped.

But Su Xiaomeng leaned on the bed, but fell asleep...

Yin Shixiu sat on the edge of the bed and looked at Su Xiaomeng who was lying there, not sleeping soundly at all.

Ever since they got along, there was rarely such an unknown cold war between them.

She is young, but she is considerate and warm-hearted, and he has always doted on her and is not willing to let her be wronged.

Therefore, even if there is friction in getting along with each other, it is usually resolved once it is done hard.

"Girl...what the hell are you messing with? Hmm?"

He asked softly helplessly, stretched out his hand to caress her face, and ran his index finger along her cheek to her thin chin...

His eyes followed the chin, inadvertently... He saw the red mark under the pajamas, as if someone had scratched it.

Frowning slightly, he unbuttoned her blouse——

Mottled bloodstains, new and old, not even a piece of white and tender skin, as if a layer of skin had been wiped off by someone, it was terrifying.

Yin Shixiu's heart suddenly tightened!

Yin Shixiu looked at the scratches and scratches on her body, and he had only one thought: she was torturing herself.

This kind of cognition shocked his heart greatly.

Like an iron mallet, it hit his heart directly, deafening.

"no, do not want……"

Su Xiaomeng, who was sleeping extremely unsteadily, was raving, her voice contained too much fear and panic.

Yin Shixiu didn't dare to wake her up, but clutching the doubts in his heart, he buttoned her pajamas, and pulled the quilt over her to cover her up enduring his distress.

"do not want!"

Maybe it was because he pulled the quilt a little too loudly, waking up Su Xiaomeng from the nightmare.

The moment he opened his eyes, the pupils were so dark that there was no light, there was only struggle and pain, sadness and despair...

She pulled the quilt subconsciously, and the moment her gaze met Yin Shixiu, she froze slightly...

The mixed emotions in her eyes were instantly covered up, she swallowed, "You, what are you doing here?"

"Have a nightmare?"

He asked, the question was light and natural, and he took a tissue from the bedside table and wiped the sweat from her forehead.

Sweat directly soaks the paper towel...

"……kindness."

She responded lightly, and then asked, "What time is it? You...haven't slept yet?"

"What nightmare did you have? Tell me..."

Yin Shixiu did not answer her question, but asked directly.

Su Xiaomeng froze for a moment, subconsciously avoiding his inquiry, "It's really nothing... you should go to bed early."

"Do you want to continue sleeping in separate rooms?"

Su Xiaomeng was stunned again, then looked up at him...

Look at this look, startled and terrified, looking at him timidly...

Yin Shixiu felt bitter, he was her husband!How incompetent must he be to let her hide things from him so far?
He didn't ask her what happened to the injury on her body, and didn't continue to ask about the nightmare she had. He just got into the bed from the other side, leaned against the head of the bed, and casually picked up the book that was placed here a few days ago.

But instead of opening the bookmark to read, he took her hand and held it in his palm...

Her palms were full of sweat, and they were ice-cold at the moment.

"I remember that the last time we had a cold war was about the marriage contract. Isn't it?"

"After that time, you ordered me that no matter if we have any disputes in the future, I can't ignore you."

Yin Shixiu put her hand on his abdomen and held it tightly, "I'm sorry, I forgot."

Su Xiaomeng's heart tightened suddenly.

"I'm old, and I don't have a long memory, girl, don't blame me, huh?"

Su Xiaomeng listened, she really wanted to shut Yin Shixiu's mouth, every word he said just made her feel more uncomfortable.

Yin Shixiu put the book aside, turned off the light, "Go to sleep."

After he finished speaking, he lay down. Su Xiaomeng didn't say a word. It took some time before she closed her eyes again.

But can't sleep anyway.

As soon as he closed his eyes, there was that cruel scene under the dark eyelids.

She didn't dare to sleep unless her eyelids were too heavy to hold up, just like before, but even if she was so exhausted, once she closed her eyes, the nightmare would still strike.

Yin Shixiu's words made the despair in her heart deeper and the guilt in her heart heavier.

What else could she bring to Yin Shixiu like this?
She didn't know... She was so dazed that even if she spent days and nights, she couldn't think of a practical answer.

This kind of her...how can she still get his tender treatment, why can she still be pampered and pampered?

why...

Still no answer.

Su Xiaomeng knew that she was in a bad state, but she didn't realize that her spirit was on the verge of collapse, and her psychology was already a little sick.

Morbidly silent, pathologically persisting, pathologically avoiding...

I morbidly think that I can get over it like this, and I morbidly think that as time goes by, everything will get better again...

She is the heartless Su Xiaomeng, someone will take care of her when the sky falls, that's how she grew up.

Yin Shixiu would help her, the teacher would help her, parents would help her, Yin Meng would help her, even the man she hated to the core would help her.

But now, no one can help her, no one can make decisions for her except herself, no one can teach her how to deal with it...

Turtle-like temperament, the temperament that shrinks into the shell whenever something happens...

So, she really just shrank herself into her shell, in a space where she thought she was safe, that she would not be discovered by others, and that she would not be hurt... shivering.

She was sleepless, but she didn't know that Yin Shixiu was also sleepless that night.

Yin Shixiu had probably never been so distressed and uneasy.

Su Xiaomeng's abnormal behavior made him feel frightened involuntarily. If it was normal, he would probably yell at her to tell her the truth.

But she was torturing herself, whether it had been since he came back from England, or earlier, he didn't know.

What kind of husband is he...?
When his wife had such a big psychological and mental problem, he was still fighting with her because of his wild guesses, and ignored her.

He held her hand and didn't let go all night.

And she turned her back to herself, trying to pull her hand away several times, but he always moved.

Yin Shixiu knew that she was afraid of waking herself up, so every time she felt him move, she stopped shaking her hands.

The next morning, the sky was bright, and Su Xiaomeng got out of bed just after five o'clock.

After washing up, I took Shuangshuang and Huanghuang to the living room, changed their diapers, and went to the kitchen to make milk powder.

Yin Shixiu opened his eyes, listening to the slight movement from outside the house despite his deliberate lightness.

He couldn't deny that even if Su Xiaomeng had a problem, he still tried his best to take care of the child and him.

Before getting up, he sent a text message to his secretary, saying that he would not go to the company today, and he would email him if he had anything to do.

After washing up, he walked into the living room. Su Xiaomeng had already prepared breakfast.

Bread, juice, milk, fried eggs, bacon...the combination is very good.

She took off her apron and said to Yin Shixiu, "It's morning class today, I'm going to school, and Asu will be there soon."

"You don't eat breakfast?"

"I've already eaten when I made it just now, so let's go first."

"Do you need me to take you?"

"no need."

Su Xiaomeng waved her hand and left home.

Yin Shixiu looked at the spacious living room, with him, Shuangshuang and Huanghuang who were frolicking, but it still made him feel terribly empty.

Su Xiaomeng is really important in this family.

Sure enough, after a while, A Su came.

"Young mistress has left?"

A Su froze for a moment, "So early?"

"Well, she has morning class today, so she goes out early."

Yin Shixiu explained lightly, the food on the table didn't move much, he only ate a piece of toast.

A Su put down her bag, tied on her apron, and prepared to clear the table.

Yin Shixiu raised his hand to signal her to stop, "A Su, sit down."

"There's something I want to ask you."

"...Oh, fourth young master, you ask."

A Su sat opposite Yin Shixiu, and responded with a smile.

"I went on a business trip to London some time ago. Is the young lady at home all the time? How many days did she go to class? She took a few days off and what she does every day, do you know?"

(End of this chapter)