But it's Mengmeng who makes him fall in love

Chapter 241 Lost My Fleeting Years, Lost My Love 2
Su Xiaomeng felt like a stick in her throat.

"for him?"

"I'm surprised. When he put you to sleep, why didn't you want to die?"

"Su Xiaomeng, you are sincere to him, how about you to me?"

Ren Yixuan felt bitter in his heart. At this time, the question he asked was still looking for abuse...

What about him?But a stranger.

"Yixuan, many things... It's not up to me to decide. I can't explain many things."

"It's not up to you to decide, but you are too cruel...to me, too cruel..."

Su Xiaomeng closed her eyes, "What about you? Are you not cruel to me? You lied to me, Rong Qiao, and Shixiu...you play around with everyone, what is it for in the end?"

"For what... probably because I want you to remember me forever."

Ren Yixuan shrugged his shoulders again, "But I didn't expect that woman Rong Qiao to tell the truth, obviously...doing so will not benefit anyone."

"However... that woman is a rich lady, she can't hide things in her heart, her arrogance is higher than anyone else's, she does things without any scruples, and she is often so stupid that people look down upon her."

"Sure enough, she is indeed an idiot."

"She's your fiancée!"

Su Xiaomeng naturally hated Rong Qiao to the extreme, but Rong Qiao liked Ren Yixuan, and Ren Yixuan knew how much Rong Qiao liked him.

"So what if it's my fiancee?"

"She loves you so much, when you talk about her, shouldn't you—"

"Shouldn't I? I love you so much, but what do you do to me?"

Ren Yixuan frowned, bursts of anger shot up his head, his lower body, and his limbs, painful and oppressive.

"I wanted you to have the mentality of having a relationship with me, and always feel guilty about your current lover and your current family..."

"I wanted you to taste the price and pain that a heartless person should bear..."

"I've already thought about it, I hate you, you have to hate me, that's fine, at least it's fair..."

"I've already made up my mind, I love you so much, I want you so much...God knows how much I want you to fall under me...God knows how jealous I am every time I see you making out with Yin Shixiu, What a hate..."

"Then why not in the end?!"

Su Xiaomeng's heart ached, she didn't want to hear this...

She just wanted to know why, why the final truth was so different?
Ren Yixuan looked at her and smiled softly, "What do you think?"

Su Xiaomeng blinked her eyes with tears, she didn't say anything, she wanted him to.

Ren Yixuan took a deep breath, enduring the flames scurrying in his body and the headache that was about to explode.

He said slowly, "You have a fever."

"I don't know if it was caused by those ecstasy pills, or you were not feeling well. When I touched you, your body temperature scared me."

Ren Yixuan was sitting on the ground, with one leg bent, one of his hands resting on it, his fingers gently tapping on his knee...

"I thought at the time, what's the matter? A fever...can't kill anyone."

"Especially when you twist your body in pain, shake your head in pain, and keep raving... Shi Xiu, Shi Xiu..."

Su Xiaomeng squeezed the corner of her clothes tightly.

Not to mention the sadness in Su Xiaomeng's heart, even Ren Yixuan himself felt so pitiful at this moment...

He is really pitiful.

What she said was so vicious, her expression was so indifferent, she was so cruel to herself...

But his determination, desperate madness and decisiveness, was easily defeated by her sickly and pitiful appearance.

Say it, how ridiculous?
Finding drug dealers to buy drugs, such a vile act that even he was ashamed of, he also did, but in the end he slapped himself in the face for such a ridiculous reason.

"The way I looked at you at that time... It was like seeing the time when I was yelling "fat daughter-in-law" many, many years ago..."

Ren Yixuan smiled, not self-mockery, not contempt, but nostalgia.

"At that time, whenever something happened to you, the first thing you thought of was me. If you did something wrong, you immediately hid behind me. If you were sick, you would sneak into my bedroom and lie on my bed..."

"One time, Su's father and Su's mother went to the countryside and left you at my house. My parents went out to work again. I woke up early in the morning and found that you had a fever. Touching your skin made me terrified."

"Although you are a little fat, but your body is very weak, you will be admitted to the hospital every three days..."

"You said...Brother Yixuan, I feel bad...Just as soon as you said that, I felt so distressed. I called my parents, looked for neighbors...I was afraid that you would die."

"At that time, I probably just suddenly thought of the past, thinking of... I have lost you since I was six years old."

"Su Xiaomeng, am I cheap? You are married, and you have two children..."

"...but 20 years of bits and pieces have piled up to form my whole world. Let me take you away from it, and my world will be empty..."

"I know that some things are really not up to you to decide. It's hard to tell what happened between me and you, but... I just feel that you have betrayed me."

"I have lost my fleeting years and lost my love. I want to ask you for it."

Tears crawled up Ren Yixuan's cheeks, in his beautiful pupils, there were his anger, ignorance, love and resentment, his bitterness and helplessness, his helplessness...

"Su Xiaomeng, tell me, how can I be willing..."

He looked at her calmly, Su Xiaomeng's lips trembled slightly... no sound came out.

Su Xiaomeng and Ren Yixuan's gazes met in the air, and there was a thousand words to say to each other, which were bits and pieces in a long time.

She remembered, and never forgot, those years when she and Ren Yixuan were together.

That was probably the simplest, most worry-free, and least thoughtful time.

It is precisely because the past 20 years have been too heavy and also occupied her life, so the two of them have come to this point, which makes her feel even more uncomfortable.

She didn't expect it to be so serious...

She thought that if she was not together, she would not be together. She thought that if she missed it, she would miss it.

She had such an accident with another man, how could she have imagined...

She... betrayed him...?

Yin Shixiu's back was stiff as he leaned against the wall.

This was from the very beginning, from that night when he was distracted and entangled with Su Xiaomeng relentlessly, he knew that there would be such a time.

Feeling jealous and resentful that one person had taken up all of her time.

Everyone understands the truth. In the long life track, you can't expect that she will only know you and see you.

Girls like Su Xiaomeng attract men for no reason.

She is so beautiful, Yin Shixiu, do you really think you are the only one in this world who can understand her and see her beauty?
Whether in the past or in the future, there will always be people who will discover her strengths and discover her goodness...

There will always be someone trying to get her attention and favor...

Obviously this is normal...

He has passed Ren Yixuan's age, no matter what he does, reason will prevail over emotion.

But there was such a domineering and childish voice in his heart: Don't look at others, don't like others, don't have stories with anyone...

This is probably the man's natural possessiveness at work.

Su Xiaomeng looked at Ren Yixuan, just looked at it for a long time, she said, "I will bear what you give me, if you still don't feel relieved, you can continue to find various ways to torture me, you can torture me until Until you are satisfied."

Ren Yixuan's eyes twitched.

"If doing so can make you more psychologically balanced."

Ren Yixuan slightly pulled the corner of his mouth, "I thought that to torture you, I could balance my heart, but it turns out that it's just tightening the shackles that lock my heart."

"Su Xiaomeng, you will always owe me."

He watched her closely.

Su Xiaomeng pursed her lips, and the tears in her eyes were slowly poured back by her.

"Ren Yixuan, I really hate you."

Ren Yixuan's heart "thumped", at this moment, how hard is her heart to continue to say "hate" him?

What right did she have to hate him?

Su Xiaomeng's words also made Yin Shixiu stunned...

"I hate you very much. I hate that you lied to me like that. Even though nothing happened, I have already suffered the torture I should have endured. I'm afraid you can't understand the feeling of pain to the bone and wanting to kill yourself."

"I hate you for torturing me, and I hate you too... always thinking about the past, hating you, taking me too seriously..."

"Maybe Su Xiaomeng owes you, but even if she does, she only owes you 20 years of company and care, not love."

After Su Xiaomeng finished speaking, she turned around, "Ren Yixuan, we will never see each other again. Even if we meet on the road, don't say hello, don't talk..."

She opened the door and walked straight out, the door closed, and she leaned against the wall, feeling like a hangman.

At that time, at that time, if she understood love, maybe everything would be different again.

However, when she understood, she fell in love with another person.

No, maybe...it was another person who made her understand love.

"Madam, wait downstairs, I'll have someone make tea for you."

Su Xiaomeng took a deep breath, then nodded, she wanted to drink something, her throat was so dry that she scratched her heart and lungs.

After Su Xiaomeng went out, only Yin Shixiu and Ren Yixuan were left in the room.

Ren Yixuan leaned against the iron cage, his eyes were moist.

Yin Shixiu's eyes were gloomy, and his expression was a little far away. After drifting far away, he slowly retracted.

He walked up to Ren Yixuan slowly, "You shouldn't blame her, I told you a long time ago that she didn't know about the relationship with her, and the pregnancy was also an accident..."

"You should put all the responsibility on me. You should take revenge, attack, and collect debts. You should not hurt her..."

"Aiming at you? Yin Shixiu, what qualifications do you have to accept this instead of her?"

(End of this chapter)