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Chapter 2658 His Misery Life (5)

During the few years of living in the queen's house, Bo Yi always felt that he was loved by God, because he survived a catastrophe and received such love and happiness.

However, after his legs were amputated and he was re-entered into the orphanage, he no longer believed that he was loved by the Lord. He felt that he must be cursed by God.

The short-lived happiness in those few years was for him to better appreciate the gap after being cursed, which made him suffer even more.

A ten-year-old child suddenly lost all his relatives and his legs. He lived in an orphanage and was bullied and beaten by other children every day.

Those able-bodied children were very bad, they deliberately laughed at him, satirized him, and called him a cripple and rubbish.

What's more, they deliberately spat in his meals and even overturned his broken wheelchair.

The headmaster had no choice but to isolate him for fear that he would be bullied by other children again. He could no longer have contact with other children and was taken care of alone. Although he was safe, loneliness also accompanied him.

He lost the meaning of living and the direction of life.

Every day he sat in an old wheelchair, staring out the window in a daze. He was at a young and beautiful age, and he became dull and lifeless.

Every time he saw him, the dean sighed deeply, feeling sorry for him, of course, he was indeed pitiful.

At only ten years old, he thought of death.

Many times he wanted to die.

He looked for all ways to die, but each method was difficult to achieve. Finally, he began to go on a hunger strike, refusing to drink water or eat any food, and they died quietly like this.

The dean was so worried that he invited a psychologist to counsel him.

However, in the face of the psychiatrist's set of persuasive theories, he remains indifferent. No one can understand his inner pain, and no one can appreciate his inner fear.

He no longer has any desire for life, he just wants to sleep well and be completely relieved.

In this way, five psychiatrists were changed, and the last one moved him.

The last psychiatrist was also a disabled person. Like him, he lost both legs. This doctor was even worse than him. He had his limbs amputated below the knee, while this psychiatrist had all his limbs amputated from the waist down.

When he saw the doctor who was also in a wheelchair with him, he was shocked.

The doctor told him about his own experience, sharing his ugliness and scars, and the various hardships and tribulations along the way.

Probably sympathetic to each other, Bo Yi was finally willing to speak. He chatted with the doctor for a long time, opened up his heart, and told his helplessness and pain.

The doctor obviously didn't treat him as a ten-year-old child, because most of the children who have experienced hardships are precocious, and they understand more principles of life.

The doctor said that there is a word in the world called "the body is disabled and the mind is strong".

As long as the mind is not extinguished, even the physically disabled can still live a wonderful life.

This word reminded him of what Mr. Zhan said to him the day he left Ailan Castle.

Mr. Zhan said, "A man must look like a man, bloody, brave, and never forget his responsibility and original intention."

That's right, although his body is disabled, he is still a man. Although he is not yet an adult, he will eventually grow up and become a real man. He can't forget his original intention, and he can't just give up on himself.

Bloody, brave, never forgetting responsibility and original intention.

(End of this chapter)