Beauty in the depths of time

Chapter 33 Knowing You Love Her So Much

Shi Jinnian hesitated for a while before walking in. With every step she took, the memory became heavier and heavier. She suppressed all her emotions and tried her best to bear it.

She walked in and the butler came up and said, "my uncle has been anxious for so many days and is resting, why don't you come back next time?"

The steward's attitude is not very good, and everyone knows that she is not even as good as a servant in the Shi family. If she didn't come here on behalf of the Shi family, she might not even be qualified to enter the door, right?
Shi Jinnian smiled, "Since Dad asked me to come over, it must be to apologize to Young Master Fang himself. You don't have to worry about me, I can wait here by myself."

The housekeeper was a little surprised, and suddenly thought of seeing her news on the news, he hesitated and said: "Why don't I go and see if the young master is awake first, you sit down first!"

"Okay." Shi Jinnian nodded.

The housekeeper went directly upstairs, and a servant poured tea for her. Shi Jinnian nodded and smiled, and sat on the sofa. On the day Mu Jinnian was locked in the basement, the nanny and servant who had been taking care of her didn't know where to go.

She held the teacup tightly, and as soon as she realized it, Fang Mulin came down from upstairs. He was wearing home clothes, his hair was hanging down softly, the stubble on his face was still there, and he still looked a little tired.

Shi Jinnian swallowed a breath, stood up and shouted, "Master Fang is good."

Fang Mulin twitched the corner of his mouth, and smiled as if crying, "I heard that the Shi family asked you to come here...how is Xin Rou?"

"The doctor said it's all right, but he didn't have a good rest." Shi Jinnian paused for a moment, and asked while holding back his nausea: "Young Master Fang, on the other hand, doesn't look very well."

She deliberately comforted Fang Mulin, who was a little surprised, then lowered his head and said, "Since Jinnian... I mean my fiancée..."

"I know." Shi Jinnian kept smiling faintly, but there was a cool light in his eyes.

"Since she had an accident, I...you know, I have been in love with her for so many years, no matter what she has done, she is always me..."

"What did she do?" Shi Jinnian couldn't help asking, interrupting Fang Mulin's words.

Fang Mulin was stunned for a moment, then immediately said: "It's nothing, it's not a big deal now, I hope, as long as she lives."

Shi Jinnian tightly held the bag in his hand, trying not to expose his emotions. Fang Mulin used to pretend to be a lover like this. Why couldn't she see that he was just acting?

Fang Mulin suddenly sat close to her, next to her, Shi Jinnian subconsciously shifted his body to the side, and heard him ask: "Have you ever loved anyone?"

She froze for a moment, then frowned and looked at him with sharp eyes.

Fang Mulin glanced at her and continued, "If you've ever loved, you'll know how painful it is to lose, let alone such a complete loss."

His decadent appearance, coupled with his sad words now, is simply affectionate and pitiful to a certain extent.

Shi Jinnian held back his breath and said, "If Ms. Mu is in the spirit of heaven, she would know that you love her so much." She landed heavily on the last two words, "She will definitely be pleased."

Shi Jinnian's nails dug hard into his palm.

"Jinnian!" Fang Mulin suddenly held her hand, "Let me call you a few more times, so that I feel like calling her!"

Shi Jinnian stood up suddenly, and took a few steps back.

Fang Mulin was startled by her actions, and also stood up, "I'm sorry, I was so sad and rude."

"No, no...it's okay!" Shi Jinnian said with restraint.

Fang Mulin saw her at a loss, like a frightened bird, and quickly changed the subject, "By the way, I asked you last time if you want to come to work at Mu's, have you considered it?"

(End of this chapter)