Huafanchunzhengming

Chapter 1018 The disturbance caused by the suicide note

Qiu Mao was like a talkative old man. He babbled about the family's property, and told Yao Jingning who was trustworthy and who was not, and what he needed to pay attention to when dealing with the empress.

He arranged for her and the children to retreat, and told her that if he was unlucky, she could remarry and marry someone she liked and who treated her well. No one could interfere with her decision, including the queen and her parents. .

At the end, I told her generously, don’t forget to allocate living expenses and private school fees to the two Lu family children in Lingdang Hutong every month. If you are free and in a good mood, you can visit them and care about them. It will also be a good fate for the children in the future .

The suicide note was not handed over to Yao Jingning face to face, but was handed over to Yao Jingning by the housekeeper after Qiu Mao had left for three days.

Yao Jingning burst into tears after reading the suicide note.

She didn't know whether she should think that this man was too considerate and thought of everything that should be thought of, or that she should think that he was too ruthless.

Knowing that the future is in danger, but still have to move forward.

Before leaving, there was no worry about life and death—maybe he had, but he concealed it too well and didn't reveal it at all, so she didn't notice it, thinking it was an ordinary business trip.

She couldn't even say goodbye to him seriously, and because she had to take care of the child in the morning and had to do too much housework, she didn't send him outside the city gate, but only sent him to the gate of the house.

On the eve of her departure, because she was too busy and tired, she was so sleepy that she fell asleep before he came back, so she never made out with him.

So calmly writing her suicide note and arranging the funeral, it shows that he has already counted it a long time ago, but he still hasn't revealed anything.

After all, is it too ruthless?

In his heart, he cared more about the revival of the Qiu family, more about the rise and fall of the empress and Li country, and more about the debt owed by all those who had helped him.

He generously confessed that she remarried after his death and let her take care of Lu Pingting's younger brother. He absolutely trusted her and was very sure of it.

But that's not what she wanted.

He didn't have the lingering lingering and reluctance of life and death, and he didn't have the domineering, selfish and unreasonable love that only wants to possess.

Which man who loves his wife deeply would arrange for his wife to remarry like this as a matter of course, without any entanglement?

He was just fulfilling the task of a perfect husband and defining her as a perfect wife.

This is not what she wants!
Such hard work, such grievances, such forbearance, what she wants is his love from the heart!Not these shit!
Yao Jingning angrily tore up the suicide note left by Qiu Mao, and angrily carried the child back to her natal home.

The people in Cheng Enhou's mansion were stunned, they didn't know what happened to the mistress, they begged her bitterly, wanting to find out, they chased her carriage all the way to Uncle Qingyang's mansion.

Yao Jingning made up her mind and told the innocent housekeeper: "Write to Qiu Mao. If he doesn't come back in three months, I will kneel in front of the Empress and change Zhong Yi's name back!"

If Qiu Mao didn't come back after three months, he would be dead.

She went to beg the empress, the Qiu family did not have a man who could inherit the family business, no matter how difficult the empress was, she would agree to her plea.

She knew that it was useless and would not do any harm to Qiu Mao, but she had no other choice but to oppose him desperately.

But she would oppose everything he wanted and wanted to do, just to prevent him from getting what he wanted!
The butler was very smart, and immediately understood what the hostess meant, and didn't bother her much, and went home obediently, and then asked someone to deliver her and the children's things in large and small packages, and reassured her that he would Keep the mansion clean and tidy.

"Ma'am, you can play with peace of mind. You can play as long as you want at your mother's house. You have worked hard all these years after you got married. Lord Hou often said sorry for you in private."

The housekeeper smiled obsequiously, and quietly sent a large amount of money and property to the wife of the eldest son of Qingyang uncle's mansion, expressing that the mistress of the Qiu family and the young master and young lady still had to take care of themselves and live without depending on people's faces.

Mrs. Shizi didn't want it, so he broke it up into parts, and gave rice today, game tomorrow, and silk the day after tomorrow. In short, he meant to be responsible to the end.

Mrs. Shizi was very embarrassed, so she ran to find Yao Jingning and talked about it tactfully.

Yao Jingning didn't hesitate: "Accept it."

Although she was impatient to live in that bastard Qiu Mao's house, the two children were still serious members of the Qiu family, and it was only natural to eat and use the Qiu family's food.

She wouldn't be stupid and make things difficult for the child, letting the child live in someone else's house to suffer.

As for Lu Pingting's two brothers, she clearly told the housekeeper: "You can figure it out, and I won't take care of it, but if people know that you are mean to them, your good life will come to an end! But Concubine Lu is still in the palace, and she is heavily relied upon by the empress."

In fact, it's hard-spoken and soft-hearted, let them take good care of the two children.

The housekeeper really liked this sensible hostess, but he was old, and he really didn't understand why the good hostess would get mad, and it was so mad.

He wrote a letter to Qiu Mao, told about these things that happened, and asked the male host cautiously and diligently: "Please advise, what is the reason?"

When Qiu Mao received the letter, it was already a month later, the south was full of miasma, he was not acclimatized and fell seriously ill.

Lying on the bed dying of breath, he still did not forget to fight wits and courage with the local officials and gentry. He was looking forward to Yao Jingning's letter every day, but he never received it.

Disappointment and loneliness are both, and more of them are turned into motivation, holding on to the spirit, forcing myself to eat, trying to cooperate with the doctor to treat the disease, wanting to get better soon, and going home after finishing the work to see what happened up.

After reading the butler's letter, he was also puzzled, and couldn't figure out why.

He wanted to discuss the matter of asking for advice with his older subordinates, but he couldn't bear it.

He was young and successful, and his tender face was difficult to suppress, so he was always strict and silent, and rarely discussed private matters with his subordinates.

He could only hold back, think about it, and write back a letter to the housekeeper, asking him to take good care of Yao Jingning, Xiao Yu, and Zhong Yi.

Write another letter to Yao Jingning, saying that I miss their mother and son very much, and I don't know if they are all well, and then talk about the weather and customs, saying that I am very good, and let her not worry.

Yao Jingning received another letter, and after another month, she found out that she was pregnant again, and she was very sad.

After reading Qiu Mao's letter, she didn't want to reply either. She fell asleep by the window and fell ill when she woke up.

The whole family of Uncle Qingyang's mansion had a discussion and felt that the matter was serious and they dared not take responsibility, so Mrs. Uncle Qingyang entered the palace and reported the matter to the empress who was raising the baby.

　Also, while I was writing, I was hooked by a post halfway
　　
　
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