Huafanchunzhengming

Chapter 1023 You Don't Love Me
Yao Jingning arranged for Qiu Mao to rest in the study: "The quilt is freshly dried, Lord Hou can rest at ease."

She turned and went back to the room, and Qiu Mao followed her: "A-Ning, I miss you."

Yao Jingning stopped him at the door, supported the door frame with her hands, and smiled all over her face: "I'm tired and want to rest. If Master Hou has anything to do, let's talk about it tomorrow morning, okay?"

Qiu Mao wanted to argue, but she calmly stroked her stomach.

Qiu Mao was discouraged, and said listlessly: "Then you have a good rest."

Yao Jingning smiled and waved to him: "Go to bed early, rest at ease, just let someone tell you what you need, you are welcome at home."

He didn't intend to be polite.But now this scene made him want to be more polite.

Qiu Mao went back to the study dejectedly, unable to sleep at all, so he asked the housekeeper for questioning.

From the beginning to the end of the question, he knew it in his heart.

It's true that the suicide note made Yao Jingning unhappy, but he really tried his best to plan for her, for her own good, why?

After tossing and turning all night, I got up very early the next day, and ran to the main room in a hurry.

Neither his wife nor children got up, and Yao Jingning slept until dawn before slowly getting up. When she saw him, she said, "Let the children come out to see their father."

Zhong Yi couldn't remember him at all, just waited and watched with his finger in his mouth.

Xiaoyu remembered him, but he felt strange, so after saluting, he took Zhong Yi's hand and stood aside shyly staring at him.

When he left, one of the two children was ignorant and the other just knew something, and now they have grown into such good children.

Qiu Mao felt sad for a while, and reached out to the two children: "Come here, Daddy, I'm Daddy."

Xiao Yu boldly stepped forward, but Zhong Yi broke free from his hand, staggered to Yao Jingning's side, tightly clutching the corner of her mother's skirt, and stared at him warily.

Yao Jingning coaxed him gently: "That's Daddy, go over and give Daddy a hug."

Zhong Yi stubbornly refused to go over and cried when he was forced.

Yao Jingning was helpless and spread her hands, saying that she would let Qiu Miao figure out a way by herself.

Qiu Mao took out a lot of toys and tried his best to please the two children. Before Zhong Yi got the toys, he could hug and touch them, but after he got the toys, he was determined not to touch them.

Qiu Mao also couldn't laugh or cry, Yao Jingning was always watching the play from the sidelines, and didn't help him.

After lunch, the two children were sleepy and went to bed. Yao Jingning also stretched to rest, but Qiu Mao stopped her: "A-Ning, let's talk."

Yao Jingning sat down with a smile: "Master Hou, are you planning to tell me about your difficult journey? Or do you want to tell me why there is no news from you in the next few months, and why the return date is delayed?"

She didn't have the slightest tone of questioning, but Qiu Mao's face was inexplicably hot: "I plan to tell you about this, I was ill before, and I was a little seriously ill, so I didn't dare to tell you because I was afraid that you would worry. "

"I know this, Your Majesty even sent you an imperial physician." Yao Jingning smiled and said, "What happened next?"

Qiu Mao said: "That case involved too many people, not only our people, but also the power of the former Dongling royal family. They chased and killed me. We got lost in the mountains and hid for a long time until His Majesty sent Only when people find us will we be safe. It’s not that I don’t want to tell you, it’s that I can’t deliver the letter.”

"Actually, I think that even if the letter can be delivered, Master Hou didn't intend to tell me, did he?" Yao Jingning smiled very transparently.

Qiu Mao touched his nose embarrassingly: "I'm afraid you're worried."

"Yes, Lord Hou is afraid that I am worried, I understand. It's quite clean, I don't need to know what you are going to do, what you are going to do, you just need to inform me of the result, and then I will do it. Master Hou What you want is an obedient and sensible wife, not a lover who is of the same heart, stands together through thick and thin, and shares weal and woe." Yao Jingning said calmly, "Don't worry, I will do my best to be your wife."

Qiu Mao's heart sank, he was suddenly very scared, and felt that he was about to lose everything he had now.

He hastily grabbed Yao Jingning's hand and begged softly: "I don't know how to be nice to a person, but you can teach me so that I can do better."

"You are very good to me, really, very good. As far as I know, there are not many men in this capital who can do better than you and treat their wives better. You are a good man and a good man. My husband is still a good courtier, a good brother, a good boss, and a good official." Yao Jingning was a little sad: "But not a good lover, you don't love me."

Qiu Mao immediately denied it: "No, I like you very much, very much, otherwise I wouldn't rush home in such a hurry and work so hard to survive..."

"That's my responsibility." Yao Jingning calmly withdrew her hand: "When I first received your suicide note, I was very angry. Afterwards, I have been thinking about who I will marry and who is more suitable for me if I separate from you. .”

Qiu Mao stared at her blankly, but he didn't die, he was so alive, standing in front of her, how could she say such a thing?

Yao Jingning's expression was gentle: "I met Lu Pingting in the palace. She was desperate for you and risked her life to provoke me, just because she didn't want to see me haggard and worried, and didn't want me to collapse. I always I thought that was true love, and I had to let go only when I was driven to a desperate situation.”

It's not like Qiu Mao, who is very relaxed and easy to let go. If you let go too quickly, she can't see his love.

Yao Jingning smiled and said, "I really envy you, there is such a person who loves you desperately."

Qiu Mao was silent for a long time, and said frankly: "I may have been tempted by her once, but that was in the past. I have no personal relationship with her, and I have never done anything to be sorry for you."

"I know." Yao Jingning said: "In fact, I just hope that there is someone who loves me like this. I came back to life and returned home, not for you, but for my child and myself."

These words were ruthless, Qiu Mao looked at her stupidly, not knowing what to do for a moment.

Yao Jingning said with a smile: "I shouldn't have said these things when you just came back, but it's better not to spit it out."

The fetus in the womb kicked her hard, and she frowned in discomfort, but there was a gentle smile on her lips: "The third child must be a naughty ghost, I think he is a son."

Qiu Mao had already practiced the ability to stay calm in the bloody wind, he quickly came back to his senses, and asked her cautiously: "Can I touch him?"

"Yes." Yao Jingning said generously, "You are his father."

She held his hand and pushed twice where the baby's feet were, and the baby immediately counterattacked and kicked him.

Qiu Mao's eyes widened in surprise: "You brat, you are so naughty!"

He took the opportunity to squat down and put his head on Yao Jingning's abdomen, wanting to get closer.

(End of this chapter)