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Chapter 226 228: Cheng Yanning is angry, Zhao Yanran is crying
For the first time in his life, Cheng Yanning was a little confused.

Also for the first time in his life, he felt overwhelmed.

At that moment, the whole world seemed to stand still suddenly. Many people and things from childhood to adulthood were framed into pictures one by one and passed before his eyes.

The back view of his handsome and violent father who slammed the door away the day before his disappearance; the profile of his dissolute and shameless mother curled up on the sofa in the living room smoking a cigarette; and the young but expressionless him, counting the days to save money, Shopping around to buy a camera figure...

He likes to help people since he was a child, in exchange for the love and trust of strangers, he can seize every fleeting opportunity, and he can always and calmly weigh the pros and cons, and make a decision for everything around him. The most accurate judgment.

He never gets angry, never loses control, and can suppress all anger and resentment again and again, leaving only a polite and reserved smile on his face.

Many times he feels that all these seem to be innate abilities, or instincts.

He is someone who can completely control his emotions.

Until Zhen Mingzhu appeared, because of her, he broke the bottom line again and again, and because of her, he often couldn't control his emotions, emotions were drawn by her, happiness and anger, sometimes in a second between.

If the night of saving her three years ago made him heartbroken, then the night of getting drunk a year ago made him terrified.

He never thought that there would be a day when he would need alcohol to numb his nerves.

He never thought that he would do such a thing after drinking.

There is a beast in my heart, if I don't stop it, I will hurt others and myself.

Waking up on the hospital bed, the moment he heard that Zhen Mingzhu had gone to the Han family, he was not angry, angry, sad and desperate, but rejoicing.Fortunately, she pulled away and left, and she could still clean up the mess.

Uncle suggested more than once tactfully that he see a psychiatrist, but he refused.

Discharged from the hospital early, cleaned the room and packed old things, fought back and forth for a place, and then went abroad smoothly.

It took him more than a year to calm down and return to his best form.

But he never thought that when they meet each other at the airport, the heart in his chest will be ready to move again.

She was not the girl in his memory anymore, far less lively and cute, but he could still recognize her from a distance, through the passing shadows and a glass door, with a profile.

She is beautiful and demure, and her gestures are eye-catching anytime, anywhere.

The girl who was always by her side was obviously more lively and active than her, and there was also a shadow of her exuberant spirit in her eyebrows and eyes, but by some coincidence, his gaze would always catch her in the first place.

That girl was like a mirror, reflecting her past, and letting him see her dereliction of duty.

He wasn't good enough, and she didn't know when, she became mature and sensible.

Mature enough, even if you suddenly witness such a scene, you can walk over it calmly.

Seems to be fine.

It should get better and better.

He is no longer necessary, everything in life is brand new and bright.

Cheng Yanning just looked at her like that, and gradually disappeared from his sight.He could also finally feel that a heart in his chest had returned to its place and turned into ice, and the anxiety and confusion went away, leaving behind a dead silence.

Zhao Yanran could also feel that his body was slowly relaxing after being suddenly stiff.

But she just felt empty.

Liked him for several years, this is the closest distance between the two, but she couldn't be happy.

When I met that girl earlier, she lied that Cheng Yanning had kissed her drunk, but in retrospect, I just felt ridiculous and pathetic.Not to mention studying abroad, Cheng Yanning has never been drunk during the school's usual club dinners.

He's the kind of guy who won't give any suitor a chance.

He never allowed himself to lose his temper, and he never allowed himself to be insane.

At all times, he remained calm and sensible, not at all like a boy in his early twenties.

All his brief absences were because of that girl.

Just like just now, when he suddenly lost his mind while listening to himself, she turned her head and caught a glimpse of the girl walking in the distance from the corner of her head. Jealousy and disappointment suddenly surged, causing her to throw herself into his arms regardless of reserve.

But she hugged him, but couldn't feel his heartbeat.

Ashamed beyond words, Zhao Yanran let him go.

Cheng Yanning didn't look at her, didn't speak, and turned around to leave the moment she let him go.

"Cheng Yanning!"

Zhao Yanran stopped him abruptly.

Cheng Yanning looked down at her, and asked quietly: "What else?"

Zhao Yanran's eyes fell on the folder tightly held in his hand, and after a long time, she pursed her lips and said, "I'm sorry."

"It's ok."

The answer is fluent three words.

Zhao Yanran felt a sudden pain in her heart, she couldn't hold it back, and asked him, "You didn't even ask me why I hugged you all of a sudden?"

Cheng Yanning stared at her, "It doesn't matter."

There is probably no more ridiculous and infuriating answer than this in the world.

Zhao Yanran only felt that she had never been treated with such indifference in her life, but even so, she was still extremely infatuated with him.Driven by this infatuation, she even uttered the words that had been buried deep in her heart on such an extremely bad night.

"because I like you."

Cheng Yanning heard her loud and clear confession.

However, he still didn't say anything.

Zhao Yanran loved his handsome face and slightly pursed lips when he was silent, but at the same time, she also hated the meaning of this subtle expression.The thin layer of window paper between the two of them had been pierced, and she no longer had any scruples, so she said calmly, "Zhen Mingzhu is your ex-girlfriend, right?"

Hearing this, Cheng Yanning's fingers holding the folder tightened suddenly, he no longer had the patience to deal with Zhao Yanran, he frowned and said coldly: "It doesn't matter who she is. It's late, I'll go up. "

Zhao Yanran: "..."

After a pause, Cheng Yanning said again: "In the future, don't return things so late, so as not to be misunderstood."

She would love to be misunderstood!

Zhao Yanran looked at him with a complicated expression, still unwilling, "I've loved you for three years, can't you feel it? I don't care if she is your ex-girlfriend or not, and I don't care if you still like her. Cheng Yanning, I Don't mind being her replacement."

She said the last sentence with an extraordinarily solemn expression.

Cheng Yanning tugged at the corner of his lips, but that incomprehensible smile did not actually show. This night, his indifferent expression miraculously eased at this moment.Zhao Yanran heard him say in a thin but clear voice, "I mind."

She pursed her lips tightly, looked at him, and held back the tears in her eyes.

Cheng Yanning looked at her face about to cry, and said word by word: "I don't mind, anyone can be her substitute."

"You have already broken up!"

With tears streaming down her cheeks, Zhao Yanran suddenly yelled at him.

"Yes." Cheng Yanning looked at her with blazing eyes, "So what?"

Zhao Yanran's tears were blurred, she only felt that his eyes were as cold and sharp as a sharp knife at this moment.Under his gaze, she staggered back two steps, and said in an unbelievable tone: "Why are you so cold-blooded?"

Why are you so cold-blooded?

Why are you so cold-blooded!
A sentence that suddenly appeared in his ear touched Cheng Yanning's sensitive nerves.

Almost uncontrollably, his Adam's apple rolled, and then he suddenly laughed and said in a cold and sarcastic voice: "That's how I am, and it's not too late for you to know now. Are you done? Get out after you're done. "

Hearing this, Zhao Yanran looked at him like a fool.

She had been a classmate for three years, and she had never seen such a hostile Cheng Yanning.

The boy she admired, even if he was cold and distant, was always polite and patient.He is the most outstanding student in his major, an existence that all the professors are full of praise for when they mention it, and even, he has already caught her father's eyes.

But it was him who made her feel humiliated like never before after hearing her confession.

In the 20 years since she was a child, no one could treat her like this!

Zhao Yanran stared at him blankly, tears streaming down her face, choked up and unable to speak.

Facing him, she couldn't even say a complete sentence, she just stared at him, turned and left without stopping.

*
405 Dormitory.

Xue Fei returned to his seat after washing, and got very close to look in the mirror.

I don't know if it's because he ate too much barbecue recently. He has a pimple on the corner of his mouth, which is very annoying.

Cheng Yanning didn't seem to have such troubles.

This thought flashed in his mind, his eyes subconsciously glanced to the side, and he asked without raising his head: "Where's Aning?"

"It seems that Zhao Yanran came to look for it and went downstairs."

Behind him, Zhang Jingtao replied.

Xue Fei was taken aback for a moment, "Zhao Yanran?"

"That's right." Zhang Jingtao said thoughtfully, "It seems that I took his notes in the afternoon, and it sounds like he came here to return them. But it's strange, it's been a while, and no one has come up !"

Xue Fei glanced at the phone subconsciously, and said to himself, "It looks like the lights are going to be turned off."

Cheng Yanning's work and rest are extremely regular, and he hasn't returned to the dormitory so late, which is indeed a bit unlike his style.

Xue Fei was frowning and thinking, when he heard Zhang Jingtao suddenly ask: "By the way, brother Ning and that new school belle, who chased who before?"

"What are you doing?"

Xue Fei laughed and scolded angrily.

"Isn't this curious? Both of them are so cold, why did they get together?"

Xue Fei turned around slowly, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Cold?"

"That's right, Brother Ning won't talk about it. He has broken the hearts of so many girls in the school. That elementary school girl doesn't look very close, isn't she cold?"

Xue Fei smiled with a complicated expression, and rarely opened his mouth, "It was not cold before, she was very lively and cute, and she was also the one who chased after Cheng Yanning first, you don't know, it was a stormy storm that filled the school, and both the principal and the dean took it She can't help it."

"……what!"

Zhang Jingtao was dumbfounded.

Li Jingchen lived up to her name, and she seldom talked to each other in the dormitory, so she couldn't help but glance at Xue Fei after hearing the words.

Cheng Yanning was not there, Xue Fei kept holding back some words and felt uncomfortable for several days, he couldn't hold back, and said: "The girl chased vigorously for a while, she probably didn't catch up, she died down. Knowing what happened later, the two of them got married on Christmas Day. With the influence of Brother Ning in the school, the school leaders were alarmed the next day. My god, I feel flustered now when I think about it, we The head teacher's face was wonderful and terrifying. Just that afternoon, the principal, the dean, and our head teacher called Zhen Xuemei to the Political and Education Office, and then we, Aning, also went..."

"What's next!"

Before Xue Fei finished speaking, Zhang Jingtao showed an indescribable excitement.

"Let's be together."

Xue Fei sighed with pride in his words, "You have also seen his grades, he is the first wherever he goes. Anyway, Kang Jianping and I guessed at the time that he must have threatened the principal by transferring to another school, and we had to acquiesce in his falling in love. "

"Awesome..."

"Then what do you think, who makes people rich."

Zhang Jingtao took this very seriously, and sighed, "To tell you the truth, I have never seen anyone get the first place every time I have been in school for so many years."

"So, people have a life of puppy love and not being hindered by the school."

"...but how did it end?"

Li Jingchen listened for a long time and asked thoughtfully.

"I don't know what to say." Xue Fei sighed, "The two of you have always been very good. Brother Ning is a pet to his little girlfriend. When he saw her coming down to wait, he was afraid that people would be cold, so he left early for late self-study; led the student council When a group of people were inspecting discipline, they watched people climb over the wall and go out to play. They memorized their names in front of them, then turned around and crossed them out secretly; there was a sports student in our school gossiping about Zhen Xuemei behind his back, and he shot again and again. Beating up people, and finally punishing them...Anyway, I feel that the bottom line is almost wiped out by him."

"It's so good, why did you get dumped?"

Zhang Jingtao asked with a depressed face.

Xue Fei was taken aback: "Dump what?"

"Brother Ning, it looks like the one who was dumped." Zhang Jingtao sighed and said, "I heard that the girl was held around by a boy at the school gate during the military training session, and she performed such a scene last night. It’s like an idol drama. People’s side is full of peach blossoms, and our side is freezing cold, and you can tell what’s going on at a glance.”

Xue Fei opened his mouth and said for a long time, "It's not what you think."

"You can pull it down." Zhang Jingtao snorted, "No matter what the fact is, it is a fact that people are prosperous, and it is also a fact that they are hugged around. If you want to let your girlfriend go, are you happy?"

Xue Fei: "..."

He was speechless, and after a few seconds of silence, he said, "That's really a friend."

Li Jingchen sighed and said: "People like you know they are friends, but people like us don't know. In my opinion, you can't find a girlfriend who is too beautiful. Now these girls are already delicate and look better. That's not to mention, every day I think about the rich and handsome BMW car, and I don't even look at whether I am rich and beautiful. Then you can't eat it if you say that you are beautiful. I haven't seen any girl in the past three years, she's been in school for a long time, and she's bothered, and she can't stand it even if she's a man."

"..."

Xue Fei stared at him for a long time, then suddenly asked, "You haven't been hurt emotionally, have you?"

"I'll discuss the matter." Li Jingchen said coldly.

It's a bit boring to say this, Xue Fei thought for a while, and added: "After all, love is like a person who knows the temperature of drinking water."

Zhang Jingtao curled his lips and suddenly smiled, "You've never been in love, have you?"

Xue Fei: "..."

How did it get involved in him!
Zhang Jingtao showed a profound smile like a philosopher, and explained with a sigh: "If you have been in love, you won't feel that this issue doesn't matter. If you really show affection to a girl, you can bear her always poking a lot of people around her." Male friends? Love is selfish. The so-called pink and blue face is a spare tire to prepare for cheating. Anyway, I think any pure heterosexual friendship is nonsense. Today, there are a lot of reasons to hug each other. There will be a whole bunch of excuses to sleep together tomorrow."

"You are too absolute." Xue Fei said helplessly.

"It's better to kill a hundred by mistake than to let one go, hahaha." Zhang Jingtao laughed wildly triumphantly.

A burst of laughter eased the dull atmosphere in the dormitory, and Li Jingchen suddenly said: "Although it is absolute, it is also realistic. After all, people's words are scary, and you have to pay attention to it. You are not a three-year-old child."

Xue Fei stared at him for several seconds, "Why are you so angry today?"

Li Jingchen sighed, "I think it's not worth it."

After saying that, Li Jingchen looked up at Cheng Yanning's seat, and said with a complicated smile: "Since I was young, I have never seen any man around who lives like him. He is not like a person, but he is really going to become a god."

With a "squeak", the dormitory door suddenly rang.

Said that Cao Cao Cao Cao will be here, the three people who were chatting suddenly stopped their voices.

Cheng Yanning inserted the door casually and walked to his seat.

Seeing him put the folder in his hand on the table, Xue Fei leaned over and asked with a smile, "Is Ban Hua here?"

Cheng Yanning glanced at him, and answered irrelevantly, "Haven't slept yet?"

Xue Fei: "..."

Isn't this obvious!

He complained silently in his heart, thought for a while and then asked, "It's been so long since you took notes?"

"Well, I'm going to wash up."

After Cheng Yanning finished speaking, he got up and went to the bathroom.

Xue Fei stared at him blankly, for some reason, he could sense a strong calmness from his straight back.

Zhang Jingtao and Li Jingchen next to him were not so casual in front of Cheng Yanning. Seeing that he seemed to be in a bad mood, they both shut their mouths wisely, turned around and went on with their respective tasks.

Xue Fei went to bed full of problems.

After a while, Cheng Yanning came in again after washing, and turned on the lamp on his desk.

Xue Fei looked out and found him playing with a keychain.

To be precise, it is rubbing...

He was originally tall and long-legged, so both hands looked much slender than ordinary boys. At this moment, those ten fingers were reflected in the almost dazzling light of the desk lamp, so white that they were almost transparent, and they were very beautiful.

As for the keychain...

Before Xue Fei looked carefully, he saw that he suddenly drew his right hand, turned slightly, and threw the thing into the trash can.

"Crack."

There seemed to be a very slight sound in the ear.

Cheng Yanning took the cigarette case and lighter, got up and went out.

Xue Fei retracted his gaze and took a closer look. The pendant of the key chain on the top of the trash can was broken into two pieces. If you carefully identify it, the exquisite and slender pendant is put together, especially like a folded oil-paper umbrella.

Seeing the pendant broken into two pieces, Xue Fei was stunned.

Umbrellas are a token of love between Xu Xianggong and White Snake in "The Legend of the White Snake", which has a deep meaning.

With his affectionate and delicate touch just now, it is obvious that this thing is unusual.

Sent by Zhen Zhen's elementary school girl?

This sudden flash of thought startled Xue Fei again.

*
Female Dormitory, 306.

Zhen Mingzhu climbed onto the bed and put on the blindfold before turning off the lights.

Can't sleep.

The scene of Zhao Yanran rushing towards Cheng Yanning and the scene of Qin Yuan walking towards her last night flashed alternately in her mind, making her feel a complicated feeling of not knowing whether to cry or laugh, which made her extremely uncomfortable.

The way of heaven is reincarnation, hug for hug?
What is Cheng Yanning doing here?
Are the two of them really together?
She thought it should be unimportant. When she made that call to Han Zhixin, she already wanted to give up this relationship.She didn't want to follow in his footsteps anymore; she didn't want to feel the ambivalence of turning around to prepare for the film and television university because she was afraid of failing to get into Yunjing University; she didn't want to guess that he was in a good mood every time she saw him. Bad; I don't want to act in front of him, pretending to be a well-behaved and sensible Zhen Mingzhu...

She was tired and didn't want to love him anymore.

Even after she adjusted well, she was admitted to Yunjing University step by step.

Even though she still misses him, she is always grateful.

Zhen Mingzhu let out a long sigh of relief, and gradually her mind became confused...

While she was about to sleep, she heard the sound of wind and rain beating on the balcony window, and felt the coolness seeping in. For some reason, she vaguely thought of a night long ago.

It seems to be autumn, rainy night.

After returning home, she unloaded the exhaustion of the week, and went to bed early after eating.

Originally, she wanted to wait for Cheng Yanning, but she was too sleepy. Cheng Yanning said that she came back late, so she didn't wait, and fell asleep with disappointment. In her dream, she dreamed of Qin Yuan for some reason. He and Xu Mengze, together with Fang In winter they fought in a mess.

She cried anxiously, but she had no choice but to watch Xu Mengze fall in the crowd.

After struggling for a long time, when she finally woke up, she wanted to go to the living room to get a glass of water, but before she turned on the light, she was scared and screamed by the figure sitting in the dark.

"Come here and give me a hug."

She heard Cheng Yanning's voice, which was extremely gentle.

With a calm mind, she walked over wearing a suspender dress for sleeping.

Cheng Yanning extinguished the cigarette butt in her hand when she walked over, and when she lowered her head to kiss her, she smelled the strong smell of his body, the smell of cigarettes mixed with the dampness after being drenched in wind and rain, his lips were warm, and his fingers were warm. But it's cold and hard...

That night, he broke through the bottom line he had always adhered to and kissed her upper body.

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