Xueba's sweet wife is super cute

Chapter 256 258: I don't want to miss it, I will never regret it
Cheng Yanning stood there in a daze and didn't speak for a long time.

Feeling guilty.

It turned out that this was the truth of what she had experienced.

It is true that it has something to do with Qin Yuan and the others, but it is not because of Fang Dong, as Zhen Mingxin said and the rumors in the school that she played too much with a few boys and caused an accident.

It turned out to be because of Fang Dong.

He actually knew about Fang Dong's injury later on, but he didn't expect that he was injured because of Qin Yuan and Xu Mengze.

"...Senior?"

Beside, Yue Lingshan's voice brought him back to his thoughts.

Cheng Yanning let out a breath, smiled reluctantly, "Thank you."

"You're welcome."

Yue Lingshan also forced a smile and asked him, "You still love Zhen Zhen, don't you?"

more than love...

Cheng Yanning looked at her, but couldn't describe his mood.

Those slender and beautiful phoenix eyes were full of remorse, regret, heartache and pity.

Actually, Yue Lingshan didn't need his answer. After thinking about it, she smiled and said, "When I met Zhen Zhen at school, I thought she became very similar to you. It's not that it's bad, but I feel very uncomfortable. After all, she You were so happy and lively before. I think that although she said she couldn't go on, she still loved you..."

"Thank you."

Before she could finish speaking, Cheng Yanning suddenly interrupted her with two words.

Yue Lingshan froze for a moment, then raised her eyes and found that Cheng Yanning had suddenly run away.

She stared at the slender figure and was stunned for a while.

For a long time, I couldn't help laughing.

You should be in a hurry to find Zhen Zhen, right?

very nice.

fortunately.

*
Cheng Yanning ran to the playground in one breath.

In half a year, he already knew Zhen Mingzhu's routine very well.

At this point, she's basically running on the playground.

Yue Lingshan's words echoed in his mind, and her face kept flashing in front of his eyes. He was filled with a turbulent and unspeakable emotion, and he ran straight into the side door of the playground without stopping.

The night at the end of February in Yunjing was cold and windy.

He finally stopped, took a slow breath, and began to select with his eyes.

Finally, that extremely familiar figure appeared in sight.

Can--

Cheng Yanning's gaze was fixed on that spot, and he never came back to his senses for a long time.

Beside Zhen Mingzhu, there is a boy.

For a moment, his mind was completely blank.

The distance was a bit far, and he couldn't see the boy clearly enough, but he could barely distinguish him. He had a handsome face and a tall and straight figure. He was wearing a thin white down jacket, which looked exceptionally clean. cool and bright.

Cheng Yanning's hand hanging by his side subconsciously clenched into a fist, and walked over.

When the distance was closer, he unexpectedly discovered that he seemed to know the boy, and he was from the Outreach Department of the Student Union.

The Yunjing University Student Union has relatively large powers, and there are many rules for previous elections.Before, he was the only member who was outside the rules, and after him was the current minister of the External Relations Department, Yu Ming'an.

He was not there during this election, but he was still included in the election list because the course was only arranged to study abroad.

In the end, the minister was promoted by an overwhelming vote.

Like himself, he has an extraordinary popularity.

Just like myself, he was promoted from Ancheng No. [-] Middle School.

It's his junior from Ancheng No. [-] Middle School.

Previously in the same class as Zhen Mingzhu.

Just these two cognitions suddenly disrupted all the rhetoric in his mind.

As they got closer, Cheng Yanning suddenly felt flustered.

"boom--"

The tight string in my heart broke.

He subconsciously stopped and looked at the two hands that were holding each other.

Before he came to those two people, Zhen Mingzhu, who slowed down, suddenly took the boy's hand very naturally.

holding hands...

Her and others?

For a long time, there were only these two thoughts in my mind, flashing alternately.

Cheng Yanning just froze in place, watching the two of them leave the playground and disappear.

So far.

Restart.

It turned out that those words were not a joke.

She may be tired, but it is true, determined to stay away from him.

he lost her...

*
Zhen Mingzhu acted on impulse.

Meeting Yu Mingan this night was originally an accident.

When she came for a run, she met Yu Mingan, who also came to exercise, and Yu Mingan's roommate.After that, Yu Mingan's roommate ran away, and the two of them slowed down and chatted casually.

I didn't expect Cheng Yanning to come over.

When she caught a glimpse of him running into the playground from the corner of her eye, she was actually a little nervous.

Her intuition told her that Cheng Yanning was after her.

From the night at the entrance of the hotel to the night of Singles' Day, when I encountered Meng Han's coming-of-age ceremony on the plane, Cheng Yanning's intentions seemed to become more and more obvious.

Can you really go back?
The two of them stumbled to this point, and they couldn't go back for a long time.

That warm and sincere feeling is gone.

She couldn't completely trust him.

I don't want to experience it again, and I don't know how to end it in the end.

It's exhausting to love someone...

It doesn't matter if she is selfish or ruthless, she can't help it, she doesn't want to soften her heart, and she doesn't want to turn around.

The moment the thought came to her, she held Yu Ming'an's hand.Yu Mingan seemed to have sensed it, and naturally held her hand back, as if he had practiced it thousands of times.

Just like that, the two of them walked out of the playground in a tacit understanding and went all the way to the downstairs of the dormitory.

At this moment, when there was no one around and the street lights were dim and quiet, Zhen Mingzhu dared to raise her eyes to see the boy's face.

Yu Mingan looked at her tenderly, his expression full of connivance.

"sorry."

Zhen Mingzhu gently broke away from his hand, "I used you just now."

This is actually unfair to everyone, but it may be in response to the sentence: the favored will always have nothing to fear.

Yu Mingan can give her a sense of solidity and security that no one else can give her.They have been classmates since the second year of junior high school, and have served as front and rear desks and deskmates.They have seen each other's most immature and youthful appearance, and they have long been used to tolerance and tolerance in their usual study and getting along.

"Can it be used forever?"

The boy's gentle and serious voice suddenly sounded.

Zhen Mingzhu looked at him in astonishment.

"I don't mind being used by you forever."

"Yu Mingan..."

"I don't mind if you have him in your heart, even if you put him in your heart all your life and give him a special place. After all, he is so good, no one can forget him. Zhen Zhen, I liked you for three years, and missed you for three years , I don’t want to miss it again in this life.”

His clean and clear eyes looked at her without blinking, and there were bright stars and turbulent waves hidden in them.

But when he said these words, he was still gentle and calm.

It seems that no matter when, he will always look like this.

When I was in junior high school, because of my small size, the boys in the back row asked me to help with my homework.At that time, it seemed that this appearance moved her, so she helped him stand out.

He thanked himself again, and the corners of his mouth curved to reveal two small white canine teeth. She felt that this classmate was too quiet and more girlish than her.

Later, it was a coincidence that the two of them were always in the same class, no matter how they changed seats, they sat very close to each other.

His grades are above average, his homework is always timely and neat, his clothes are always neat and clean, and when he answers the teacher's questions in class, he never makes mistakes and is methodical.She didn't know when she got used to his presence.

Because he is always within her reach when she looks up.

"Let me copy Yu Mingan's homework."

"What's Yu Mingan's next class?"

"Yu Mingan, can you help me get the test paper?"

"Yu Mingan bring me a bottle of water."

"Yu Mingan, sit up straight and block me."

Those ordinary conversations that had been lost in the ordinary time suddenly all emerged together.

Zhen Mingzhu looked at him, and an indescribable emotion surged in her chest.

Such a boy should never be encountered in the future.

No one will be like him, silently accompanying her year after year, because he guessed that she might appear in this place, so he insisted on applying for admission, and like now, in the gentlest way, appearing where she needs it most Give her a stress-free way of getting along.

He is a very good boy now, and he should be the same in the future, peaceful, calm, and gentle, and become a very good man.

He is smart and meticulous, tolerant and patient. Although he is not much older than himself, he is mature enough.

He should and can accept a father-in-law with a stain on his body. He probably treats Zhen Wen very well, loves the house and crows, just like how he treats her now.How suitable, it seems like a tailor-made partner for her.

When she walked out of the campus and stepped into the society, she would never meet such a person in her life.

Is she going to get married?
For sure, everyone wants to get married.

There may be babies in the future, and babies also need a tolerant and open-minded father, just like Zhen Wen.

But, is this fair to him?

Will she fall in love with him?

These unsolvable questions suddenly flooded into her mind, and Zhen Mingzhu felt her head was going to explode.

She doesn't want to wrong such a good boy, but if she can see the end of her life, she is willing to choose someone who makes her feel safe and can let go of all defenses to get along with him, spend the rest of her life together, and start a family.

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt heartache.

Zhen Mingzhu tightly clenched the hand hanging by her side, and gave Yu Mingan a blank look.

"I love you."

Yu Mingan said seriously.

Zhen Mingzhu bit her lip suddenly, and asked in a low voice after a while, "I'll think about it, okay?"

Yu Mingan was taken aback for a moment, then grinned, "It doesn't matter how long."

Zhen Mingzhu said "Yes", "Then I'll go up."

"Good night."

Yu Mingan watched her go upstairs.

When the girl reached the stairs, she suddenly turned her head and glanced at him.

So he raised his right hand and waved it again, smiling softly.

Zhen Mingzhu pursed her lips, but her smile was not obvious, she turned her head and went upstairs.

When she was completely out of sight, Yu Mingan turned around and walked towards the boys' dormitory building.

He walked very slowly, with his head slightly lowered, reminiscing every moment of the night while walking.

The moment she touched her finger, her heart felt numb; the moment she stopped and raised her face to speak, even though her heart hurt but it hurt even more; Feel……

She would agree to think about it, which really surprised him.

All the hard work in the past seems to have become appropriate at this moment.

After getting to know her, I started to study hard, so that I could give her homework and exercise books for reference at any time; I absolutely prepared all new lessons one day in advance, so that I would not make a fool of myself in front of her when the teacher asked questions; I even changed seats every time Before, I counted grades, rankings, and height just to get closer to her...

All the approaching and companionship quietly became so worthwhile and deserved because of her words.

She has let go, she should agree.

You must promise him.

He will spend his whole life taking care of her and giving her the best.

Love her, love her all, good and bad.

Just thinking about it made him feel impatient and excited.

He just walked and walked, speeding up his pace unconsciously, and finally started to run suddenly. He still felt that he couldn't do it, and jumped up and down several times like a madman. Calmed down a bit.

In the end, he looked down at his elongated shadow reflected on the ground, and laughed inexplicably.

*
Zhen Mingzhu pursed her lips and returned to the dormitory.

There was always a feeling of tension in my heart.

She felt as if she was crazy, that she would just agree to Yu Mingan and think about it?

She even held hands with other boys in front of Cheng Yanning.

Are you really crazy?
But there was no turning back.

That's fine, Cheng Yanning will let go, and she will let go too.

She loved him, and she used up all her enthusiasm and strength when she loved him. When she loved him, she was single-minded and loyal.Right now it's just a decision not to love him, and the decision should be more straightforward and happy.

People often say that short-term pain is worse than long-term pain. This should be the truth.

nothing wrong...

Cheng Yanning is not suitable for her, nor is she suitable for her family right now.

After the vigor and vitality, a smooth and stable life is what a happy life looks like.

Yu Mingan is very suitable for her.

Zhen Mingzhu kept thinking like this, and pushed open the dormitory door.

School just started and nothing happened, the other three girls in the dormitory had already washed up and lay down on the bed.

Zhen Mingzhu pulled out her chair and sat down, taking a long breath of relief.

The heart in the chest was pounding.

She just sat there in a daze for a while, then suddenly opened the drawer and took out a flannel box inside.

The square and square box contained the Valentine's Day gift that Cheng Yanning once gave her.Biting one lip, she slowly opened the box, and looked at the little golden monkey lying there in a daze.

"little monkey……"

He often calls out like this when he kisses her.

However, a title that was suddenly remembered made her feel short of breath in an instant.

Zhen Mingzhu, you are not wrong.

Yu Mingan can, it is the best choice.

The best way to forget a person is to start the next relationship.

"boom!"

The sound of Zhen Mingzhu closing the drawer was startling.

The three people on the bed were watching a movie with earphones on, only Lin Qing saw her making some vigorous movements, pulled off the earphones and asked, "What's the matter?"

"It's okay, I'm going to wash up."

Zhen Mingzhu got up and said.

Lin Qing said "Oh" and watched her take the towel and go out.

After Zhen Mingzhu washed up in the public water room, she returned to the dormitory, changed into her pajamas and went to bed.

It was quite late when she returned to the dormitory, so she didn't lie in bed for a long time, and it was time to turn off the lights.

"oops--"

As the headlights were turned off, Meng Han, who hadn't finished watching the movie, let out a depressed cry.

Zhen Mingzhu somehow felt safe.

The darkness of this night gave her a sense of security.

Turning sideways, she subconsciously touched the scar on her left shoulder with her hand.

I don't know when she started to have such an inexplicable habitual movement when she was alone.And ever since she had that scar, the number of times she thought of Cheng Yanning only increased.

"Buzzing—"

The vibrating sound of the phone suddenly interrupted her thoughts.

Zhen Mingzhu casually took out her mobile phone from under the pillow and saw a WeChat message.

"Did you sleep?"

Yu Mingan asked her.

Zhen Mingzhu thought for a while and replied, "No."

"……considering?"

Zhen Mingzhu was taken aback by seeing the three words in a probing and teasing tone.

She held the phone and thought for a long time, and then slowly typed a sentence, "I'm afraid you will regret it."

The feeling of a lover is not so good.

She thought wildly, feeling melancholy again for a while.

Yu Mingan was quiet for a few minutes, and came back with four words, "I will never regret it."

Never regret...

Zhen Mingzhu looked at it, not knowing how to reply.

She didn't reply anymore, and there was no movement from Yu Mingan either, as if she had specially set aside time for her to digest his slightly enthusiastic expression that night.

For a long time, Zhen Mingzhu didn't reply, and didn't wait for his WeChat, and slowly stuffed the phone under the pillow.

She lay flat on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

After a while, I tossed and turned, unable to sleep.

I don't know what time it is, and I don't know why, when I look at the wall under the dim light, tears suddenly come out like that.

Tears poured out, and suddenly couldn't stop, she subconsciously curled up, hugged the quilt tightly, lowered her head and bit the corner of the quilt, and after a while, she let out a whimper like a cub.

It was quiet at night, even in the dormitory.

The girl's suppressed crying made the listeners feel extremely uncomfortable.

Having just started school and feeling a little uncomfortable, Dong Xiqin actually didn't fall asleep all the time, she listened silently for a while, and suddenly asked in a soft voice: "Zhen Zhen, Senior Cheng is your ex-boyfriend, right?"

Zhen Mingzhu was quiet for a moment, a little frightened by her.

"how do you know?"

Meng Han didn't fall asleep either, so he immediately asked.

"You didn't sleep either?"

Lin Qing turned over and asked helplessly.

"It seems that I am used to sleeping at home, but suddenly I can't fall asleep when I come here."

Dong Xiqin said with a smile.

"Me too."

After Meng Han and Lin Qing finished speaking in unison, the former comforted Zhen Mingzhu in a low voice, "Zhen Zhen, don't cry, it breaks my heart."

"Yeah, what happened?"

After Lin Qing finished asking, she suddenly realized the conversation between Dong Xiqin and Meng Han, and sat up straight away, "Is senior Cheng really your ex-boyfriend?"

Zhen Mingzhu's crying stopped slowly.

Quite embarrassing and embarrassing.

However, none of the three people in the dormitory had that annoying temperament, and she interrupted their rest, so she sniffed and said, "Yes."

One word, but the dormitory was completely quiet for a while.

Afterwards, Meng Han first broke the calm, "I also discovered it by accident at the end of last semester."

"The time Zhen Zhen got drunk, Senior Cheng took a bottle of honey and asked me to mix it with water for her to drink."

Dong Xiqin took the initiative to say.

"Dare to mess around for a long time, and I'm the only one kept in the dark!"

Lin Qing was quite annoyed.

As soon as she spoke, Meng Han and Dong Xiqin smiled embarrassedly, and the atmosphere in the dormitory became a little more relaxed.

Lin Qing sighed, and vowed: "So Shen Qianqian did it on purpose."

After she finished speaking, she looked at Zhen Mingzhu in great perplexity, and asked, "No, it's because of you. Why did you become an ex-boyfriend? What's the matter with you two? When did you talk?"

"When I was in middle school."

Zhen Mingzhu thought about it and said frankly.

"Fuck, puppy love!"

Lin Qing became excited, "Xueshen actually fell in love early, he usually looks very abstinent!"

Her exaggerated tone affected Zhen Mingzhu's emotions. She turned her head to look over and reminded, "I was the one who chased him."

"……what?"

Lin Qing exclaimed a thousand times, "No way, you look very abstinent."

Zhen Mingzhu: "..."

When she stopped talking, Lin Qing laughed and couldn't help asking: "How did you catch up? Why did you catch up? Can you tell me, I'm so curious!"

"It's troublesome to say."

"I'm not afraid of trouble!"

Lin Qing looked at her with an aggrieved face, "If you don't tell me, I won't be able to sleep at all!"

"I'm not afraid of trouble."

"I'm not afraid of trouble."

On the other side, Meng Han and Dong Xiqin spoke successively.

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