There are women in the farm family who are good at farming

Chapter 1134

Xu Yiyun cried softly, crying until her heart was broken. She thought she would never love again, and she dared not love again, but this man's tenderness, affection, thoughtfulness and tolerance have already made her fall deeply, but she has never self-knowledge.

Or rather, don't want to think about it.

Until today, perhaps because everything will be different after today, because today may be the last moment, put aside all scruples, there is no need to care about hesitation anymore.

She is not a fool, Rong Shizi's abnormality has already caused doubts in her heart, and then became vigilant.

After being separated for such a long time, he never looked back to find himself. She was restrained by her parents and knew that she would have no future with him. Therefore, she never thought that he would suddenly miss her again.

His performance was too eager, too eager to be real, which made her have to think about it.

Thinking about it, even though she didn't want to believe it, she still had to face it.

But after she got married, he pestered himself so recklessly, if he said it was just because he loved her, it would not be justified.

If he really loved her, he shouldn't have met her at all at this moment, so why would he keep courting her again and again?Doesn't he know how important festivals are to a woman?Once the matter is exposed, she will have no way out!
Comparing Lian Ze's attitude towards herself with his, she understands that he is definitely not loving herself.

Then, there is another purpose.

And this purpose is not easy!Otherwise, it is impossible for him to pursue so closely.

Xu Yiyun couldn't help feeling a little cold, what on earth did he want to do!
She couldn't figure it out, but she faintly felt that this purpose was not pure. She had a hunch that he would not let her go easily.

She didn't know what would happen when she met him tomorrow.

What if she couldn't make sense to him?Does he have to get entangled to the end?what can she do
One is that she is unwilling, and the other is that once things are exposed, she can only die, ruined and ruined.

If that's the case, she would rather die tomorrow...

Maybe, tomorrow, she won't be able to come back!

Xu Yiyun's tears dripped down two streams quickly, thinking of Lian Ze, it was only at this moment that she realized how much this man occupies in her heart, how much she can't bear him!I can't bear to be so tender and affectionate.Isn't this what she has been looking for all this time?
However, everything is too late, too late, isn't it?
She really wanted to give herself to him tonight, but she didn't say it after all.

Why bother?
If he wants to leave, he should leave cleanly, there will be no intersection between the two of them, and he will feel less sad when he goes by himself in the future!After he marries another wife and has children, after a long time, he will naturally forget about himself, the person who should not have appeared in his life in the first place...

It's just why her heart hurts so much when she thinks of him marrying another wife, having children with others, watching flowers fade and blooming together, and tasting the tastes of life, tears flow down her face, wet She took off her skirt and drowned her heart.

Xu Yiyun cried all night, and when it was almost dawn, she was tired of crying and fell asleep in a daze.

When she woke up, he had already gone out.

My heart was relieved, and I was a little disappointed.

If he was here, she was afraid that she would not be able to help but want to look at him again, this man she was doomed to let down, and she was afraid that she would not be able to help but show his clues at that time.

He was not here, and she felt a little regretful that she couldn't look at him again, but she was also relieved that she could never turn back.

Xu Yiyun left a letter for Nanny Lu, and asked Nanny Lu to give it to Lian Ze to go out by herself at night.

In a mountain depression called Xinghuagang, ten miles away from the northern suburbs of the capital, Rong Shizi, who had been specially dressed up, was holding his hands behind his back, and was slightly raising his chin to appreciate the distant mountain scenery.

The white clothes are better than the snow, the skirts are flying, the waist is full of beautiful jade, and the black hair is like a waterfall.His figure is tall and slender, standing among the mountains, like a beautiful picture scroll, which is pleasing to the eye.

Xu Yiyun stood far away, looking at Rong Shizi's back, as before, but her heart couldn't stir up any waves.

There was none of the deep joy and joy that filled my chest when I saw him before.

Instead, Lian Ze's shadow flashed in front of her eyes, and those affectionate and gentle eyes flashed across, smiling tolerantly at herself.

Xu Yiyun felt a pain in his heart and stopped thinking about it.

She sighed lowly, and couldn't help asking herself secretly, why did she fall in love with him in the first place?

Maybe, at that time, she needed a little warmth and the warmth of continuing to be nostalgic for this world. He was so gentle, so kind, and so caring to her at that time, which she never got after her grandmother passed away. of.

Even if there is Lu Nanny and others, they are slaves after all, and with Meng Shi around, Lu Nanny and Bingmei treat her indifferently, even if they watch Xu Yizhen bully her, they dare not help her to protect her. To be able to say a few words of comfort behind her back, she is too hopeful and eager for the hope that she can rely on warmth and look forward to!
She thought, if it was not Rong Shizi, even if it was someone else, if that person treated her like that, she would like it because of nostalgia, and even more nostalgia because of liking, and then stubbornly guarded and refused. Let go?
Therefore, her feelings have nothing to do with Rong Shizi.

This is different from her treatment of Lian Ze.

Tears gradually poured out, filled the eye sockets, and everything in front of him gradually became blurred and fragmented.

Xu Yiyun choked up softly, raised his hand to wipe away the tears, and murmured: "If, if I met you... how wonderful it would be!"

She took a deep breath, carefully wiped off the tears left on her face, and walked towards Rong Shizi calmly.

"Young Master Rong." Xu Yiyun stood still three or four meters away from him and called softly.

Rong Shizi turned around leisurely, his eyes were gentle and affectionate, at that moment his face was filled with a sunny smile, and he said with a smile: "Yun'er, you are here!"

Xu Yiyun pursed his lips, subconsciously retreated slightly, and said, "Young Master Rong, please call me Miss Xu or Second Madam Lian!"

Rong Shizi didn't call her that, but his eyes darkened, a touch of pain flashed quickly, and then he sighed softly, as if with infinite loneliness and helplessness.

He stared at her, and said softly: "Yun'er, are you still complaining about me?"

"Don't call me that!" Xu Yiyun was a little angry, but also a little out of breath, his pretty face sank, and his voice was a little cold: "Why is your son looking for me?"

Rong Shizi raised his eyebrows, his eyes were still gentle, but his heart was "thud!", and he secretly looked at Xu Yiyun.

In Xu Yiyun's body, he couldn't see any traces of artificiality, that is to say, when she said these words, she came from the heart.

how can that be?Has she changed her mind?Don't like yourself anymore?

How long has she been married before she fell in love with that country boy?Thinking of this, Rong Shizi became even angrier: How unreasonable!A woman who liked him before, how could she hate him and fall in love with a man who is no match for him no matter what!
This is simply an insult to him!

(End of this chapter)