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822 Accompanying 1
Wen Ruchu couldn't help slowing down her footsteps, she squatted down slowly, and called softly, "Luo Heng..."

Luo Heng didn't answer or react, just kept that posture, sluggish and still, like a statue.

Wen Ruchu clenched his hands slightly, stretched out his hand slowly, touched him lightly, and called out again, "Luo Heng..."

Luo Heng reacted a little bit, but he just raised his head blankly, his eyes fell on her, but there was no light in his eyes, and there was a dead silence.

Wen Ruchu looked at her and her heart trembled slightly.

She has never seen Luo Heng like this, no matter how out of control, no matter how sad...

Her eyes slowly fell on the open book, and she saw the last paragraph: If I die, will Brother Luoheng shed a tear for me?Probably not, he hates me so much, hates me for meddling in his life, hates me for making him lose his favorite woman, hates me for forcing him to marry me, hates me for occupying the position that originally belonged to Wen Ruchu.But even so, I still hope that after I die, he can shed a tear for me, just one tear, hehe, it seems that I am still so greedy and selfish, and I will never change it.

Wen Ruchu clenched his hands slightly, stretched out his hand slowly, and pulled out the notebook bit by bit from Luo Heng's arms.

She lowered her eyes and glanced, it was actually Shang Wan's diary.No, it should be said that it is the record of the last half year of her life.

She turned to the first page, which was when she and Luo Heng remarried half a year ago.

Shang Wan wrote: I have fulfilled my wish, Brother Luo Heng has returned to my side, and he has to stay with me until I die.I'm happy, I'm really happy.I do so much to hope that he can always be with me, but why, when I look at his stern face and mocking smile, my heart hurts.I never dare to ask too much, why I have done everything, but I still can't get anything.

Wen Ruchu continued to watch, the first one or two months, Shang Wan spent almost all of it in entanglement, comforting herself every day, spurning herself, laughing at herself, and finally cheering herself up, cheering, and persevering.

Until...Luo Heng was admitted to the hospital because of Wen Ruchu's excessive drinking, which caused old patients.

Shang Wan wrote: I accompany him every day, but he always treats me as transparent. He still knows that he and Wen Ruchu can't go back to the past, and he still only feels sad for Wen Ruchu.In the past, I always felt that without Wen Ruchu, Brother Luo Heng would definitely be mine. Now I finally understand that if you don't love, you don't love. It doesn't mean that you can fall in love with someone without having someone.Brother Luo Heng won't fall in love with me...but I still love him very much.

Afterwards, Shang Wan never took the initiative to get close to Luo Heng, nor did she try to get his attention, she only did what she should do, and she wrote in her diary: Love is my business alone, I don’t care about it. Knowing what life I have, how long I can live, but if it's just a day, even a second, I can love him as much as I want.

Turning back the diary, the writing style gradually became lighter.

For example, a diary from a month ago.

Shang Wan wrote: Brother Luo Heng helped me when I almost fell today, and he still stayed at home to eat, brought me some food, and asked me to eat more, so I couldn’t lose weight anymore, and I cried in disbelief .

(End of this chapter)