My Chu Chu is the most moving

Chapter 199 I'm Sorry, I Love You

It's quiet in the cafe.

A few rays of warm sunshine pour in through the huge floor-to-ceiling windows.

Not very warm.

Next to my ears, there was Shu Yunjia's gentle and pleasant voice.

Chu Xinzhi sighed silently, lowered her head and took a sip of milk tea, a warm current flowed down her throat and into her stomach.

I remember that Tao Yuan likes to drink milk tea very much, and Gu Qingqing also likes to drink it. Jiang Yanyu's taste is most similar to hers. She doesn't like to drink sweet ones, and she doesn't like them either.

Chu Xinzhi only took a sip and refused to drink any more.

He raised his eyes and looked at Shu Yunjia who was opposite.

How should I speak?
Before coming to see him, she had organized her words many times in her heart, but she couldn't say a single word when she saw him.

Shu Yunjia, what should I tell you, Jiang Yanyu is dead, the beating heart on your left belongs to her, and she also gave birth to a lovely daughter.

Chu Xinzhi took a deep breath with a heavy heart.

Shu Yunjia took a sip of plain water, looked at Chu Xinzhi with a smile, "What's wrong? Did you have something to tell me?"

Chu Xinzhi opened his mouth, but he said, "By the way, I have something else to ask you. Is Jiang Yanyu still living in your house? Has she given birth to her child? Is it a daughter? Counting the days, it should be almost two It's about a month old."

He never saw his daughter once.

I feel quite uncomfortable.

Jiang Yanyu seemed to hate him very much. Not only did he not come to see him, he even refused to let him see his children.

That's his and her child.

Chu Xinzhi pursed her lips, "Yun Jia..."

"Huh? What's wrong?"

"Jiang Yanyu... had a car accident, she..." Chu Xinzhi choked up a bit, and after a few months, she still couldn't control her emotions when she mentioned Jiang Yanyu, "She died."

Shu Yunjia was stunned.

All the surrounding voices disappeared, and only Chu Xinzhi's words remained in his mind, "Jiang Yanyu was in a car accident and she died."

Jiang Yanyu had a car accident and she died.

how could it be possible.

Shu Yunjia's fingertips trembled slightly, he hugged the water glass and stabilized his mind.

I found myself unable to calm down at all.

The water in the glass oscillated slightly.

Shu Yunjia looked up at Chu Xinzhi.

Chu Xinzhi looked at him and said softly, "I didn't lie to you, she really died. Her... her heart was donated to you. Now, the heart in your body belongs to Jiang Yanyu."

"I asked the doctor at the hospital. Before the car accident, she asked the doctor to make a match. Her heart is exactly the same as yours. In the car accident, adults and children can only keep one. She made her own decision. Keep the child and give you my heart."

"She gave birth to a cute daughter named Little Mango."

"The little mango came out of the mother's womb in less than a month, and the body was very weak. It took nearly two months in the incubator to recover."

"Aunt Jiang took her back to her hometown."

"Jiang Yanyu's tombstone is in the Cunshan cemetery in the suburbs."

Chu Xinzhi's voice was soft, occasionally choked up, and she told Shu Yunjia everything she knew.

I don't know if Jiang Yanyu wants to let him know the truth.

She thought he should know.

In his life, there was such a silly girl who loved him with all her heart.

-

Shu Yunjia returned to Kangcheng Hospital in a daze.

Find the doctor who operated on him.

Doctor Li is in the office.

Shu Yunjia stood in front of him, his eyes were red, his fingers were clasped on the table, trembling slightly.

"My heart belongs to Jiang Yanyu?"

Doctor Li froze for a moment, then nodded.

"During the days when you were in a coma, she stayed by the hospital bed and talked to you. After learning about your situation, she grabbed my hand and begged me to save you. She said you were still young and could not die. Since you were In such a situation, she can only live for half a month, and she even asked me to help her check to see if her heart is in compliance."

Doctor Li sighed and frowned.

"I've never seen such a person with a child in her belly. She even thought about giving her heart to you."

Thinking of Jiang Yanyu, Dr. Li regretted it for a while, "Maybe it was destined by God, her heart is very compatible with yours. On the day the test results came out, she had a car accident..."

Sometimes he wondered if Jiang Yanyu had a car accident on purpose and gave him his heart.

After thinking about it, I thought it was impossible.

Jiang Yanyu is a mother, she loves her child no less than she loves Shu Yunjia, she will not do that.

It was an accident.

Shu Yunjia took two steps back in a daze.

Dr. Li took out a few things from the drawer, "This is Jiang Yanyu's relic. She was carrying a bag when the accident happened, but the bag was stained with a lot of blood, so she threw it away. It contained a mobile phone, a wallet and a notebook. All Here it is."

Dr. Li said, "When her family came over, all their hearts were on Little Mango, and they didn't mention the relic, so they kept it with me."

Shu Yunjia's fingertips caressed the mobile phone, notebook, and wallet one by one.

There were more or less blood stains on these items.

Holding these things, he left Dr. Li's office.

Dr. Li sighed when he saw his back.

Shu Yunjia did not leave in a hurry, and went to the obstetrics and gynecology department.

He stood outside the room where the incubator was placed for a long time.

According to the doctor, his daughter lived in it for two months.

A nurse came out, "Sir, can I help you?"

Shu Yunjia shook her head.

The nurse glanced at him and turned to leave.

"Wait a moment."

The nurse stopped and looked back at him.

"Two months ago, there was a baby named...Little Mango."

Nurse: "Little Mango, all our obstetrics and gynecology medical staff know. Her mother was in a car accident."

Shu Yunjia's throat choked, "Then she..."

"Little Mango was discharged from the hospital two months ago. After a comprehensive examination, his body recovered like a normal baby."

-

Back to the villa.

Tang Niannian was learning how to make soup in the kitchen.

"Brother Yunjia, you're back." She ran over excitedly, grabbed his arm, and when she saw his expression, a smile froze on her face, "You, what's wrong?"

Shu Yunjia's face was ugly.

The eye sockets were red, obviously from tears.

Did he already know about Jiang Yanyu's death?

Tang Niannian frowned, it must be Chu Xinzhi who told him.

Shu Yunjia waved her hand away and walked upstairs.

Tang Niannian stood where she was, thinking bitterly, how could she still beat a dead man?
Second floor, bedroom.

I haven't lived in it for a few months. Although the room has been cleaned, there is still an unpleasant smell inside.

The air is cold.

Shu Yunjia lay on the bed with all her clothes together, holding those few things tightly in her arms.

Jiang Yanyu had never lived in this room before, and there was no trace of her aura here.

It was him who had told her sharply at the time that she was not allowed to enter this bedroom.

"Yunjia, let's pretend we never knew each other, okay? Let's go back to the original point."

"Yun Jia, I was wrong, I shouldn't have tarnished your love for him, I'm sorry."

"Shu Yunjia, let's get a divorce. I don't want to do this anymore. I am in pain. I believe you are the same, suffering in your heart. I thought that even if it has become deeply rooted in your heart, I can squeeze in a place. , It doesn’t need to be too big, just a corner. But I was wrong, we are parallel lines and cannot intersect.

He didn't listen carefully to what Jiang Yanyu said before, but now, he can remember every word clearly.

what is this?
What about him.

what he did to her.

"In the future, in this home, you can pretend that I don't exist, and you can do whatever you want, just a little, and don't bother me."

"Don't appear in front of me again. When I look at you, I will think of how dirty I am."

"Jiang Yanyu, you are really a selfish person. You were the one who forced me to marry, and now you are the one who is getting divorced. Then, after the divorce, if you say to remarry, I have to do what you want?"

How did these hurtful words come out of his mouth.

Shu Yunjia, how can you be so cruel!
He turned on the light in the room, curled up on the bed, and looked at his notebook by the light.

Jiang Yanyu's handwriting is beautiful, with elegant fonts.

This is a diary.

It was written from the day she knew she was pregnant.

I don’t write every day, sometimes I write every few days, and sometimes I write every two weeks.

Most of the notebook was written, and a small part was left.

"I have been feeling unwell for the past few days, I have a bad appetite, I always feel nauseous, and I feel like I am pregnant. It seems impossible. I have taken birth control pills. I went to buy a pregnancy test stick today, and I am really pregnant. Although, I don’t know if I am pregnant No..."

This is the first article, just a few figures.

"Accompany me to have a check-up today. I really have a baby in my stomach. I'm a little nervous. Baby, mom is only 21 years old. What should I do? I want to give up on you, but I don't want to..."

"Today I went for a check-up. There is a little girl in my stomach, which is great. It's my mother's caring little padded jacket."

"Oh, I seem to like eating mangoes very much recently. I didn't like eating them before. Baby, you must like them. Why don't you just call them little mangoes. Little mangoes, little mangoes, it sounds really nice, baby, do you like it? The name?"

"Little Mango started to move today. It kicked me very lightly. It was a wonderful feeling."

"Little Mango, your aunt said that she wants to find you a little boyfriend. It's your aunt's baby. Mom is kind."

"..."

Shu Yunjia flipped through the pages, reading each word.

From the beginning to the end, Jiang Yanyu didn't mention the word "Shu Yunjia". She wanted to raise the child alone, and she didn't want the baby to know who her father was.

Shu Yunjia grabbed the bed sheet under her body, almost suffocating from the heartache.

Turn to the last page.

The last diary entry is very long.

Wrote two full pages.

"October 10, sunny.

I ate at the restaurant opposite the hospital, and a lot of memories popped up in my mind.

I remembered the first time I met him, I remembered the first time I saw his smiling face, I thought of him sitting on the bench on the skating rink, looking lonely and lonely.I've never felt so sorry for a boy.

More and more often, the eyes will be involuntarily placed on him.

My feelings also changed unconsciously, not because I feel distressed, but because I like it.

In the past 20 years, I have been obediently going to school and researching according to my parents' requirements, in order to have a stable job and a stable life in the future. Maybe through a blind date, I will marry, have children, and live a happy life with an honest person who knows everything. Live a dull life.

Sometimes it's good to think about it.

But life is always full of surprises, God seems to have played a joke on me.

……

In the end, I chose to divorce.

No matter whether he likes Tang Niannian or not, he wants her. After all, I can't have this man anymore. I am already humble enough, I don't want to make myself humble.

As it turns out, I was right.

Tang Niannian was pregnant, she said, she was pregnant with his child.

I should give up.

……

what should I do?
The doctor said that he can only live for half a month, I don't want him to die, I really don't want to.Until now, he is still the person I love the most, the father of the baby in my womb, and the biggest accident of my life.

The doctor said that my heart matching index was exactly the same as his.

I want to save him.

But what about the baby?And Mom, she's lost Dad, and I can't let her lose me.

Yunjia, I'm sorry.

Sorry to let you meet me.

Sorry for ruining your colorful life.

Sorry, I Love You.

Yunjia, goodbye, in the next life, never see you again. "

That car accident was really an accident.

Even so, it couldn't relieve Shu Yunjia's guilt.

He clutched his heart, the pain was so painful that he was about to die.

This heart belongs to Jiang Yanyu.

What did he do?
During those days in the hospital, he complained almost every day, why was that woman so cruel, she didn't come to see him even once, and she hated him so much?
Her heart is in his body, how can she come to see him.

Shu Yunjia covered his face with the diary, weeping uncontrollably.

Jiang Yanyu...

Shu Yunjia pinched her brow with trembling hands, and suddenly laughed, crying tears.

The most jerk in the world is actually him!
That night, he was drunk, and he knew that the person under him was not Chu Xinzhi, so he still wanted it.

When he woke up the next day, he was a coward, he didn't dare to face himself, he regretted what he had done, and he blamed Jiang Yanyu for all his faults.

Hehe, having sex after drinking, what the hell is his excuse!

He was drunk, but he didn't want to be sexually promiscuous. He wanted to indulge himself and find an outlet. He called Chu Xinzhi's name and asked for an innocent girl.

What's wrong with that girl!

She was innocent from start to finish!

It's all him.

It's his fault.

That silly girl, who was clearly a victim, put down her dignity and apologized to him, and made amends to him.

He, on the other hand, enjoys the pleasure of torturing others.

Shu Yunjia, you are really the biggest bastard in the world!

Shu Yunjia, after this life, you will never meet a girl who doesn't want dignity or life for you.

-

eight pm.

Tang Niannian stood outside the door and knocked.

"Brother Yunjia?" She turned the doorknob and found it was locked, "Brother Yunjia, come out to eat, you haven't eaten all day."

He has just been discharged from the hospital, how can his body take it.

It's all Chu Xinzhi's fault!

Why bother with him and Jiang Yanyu.

Everyone is dead, and talking about it will only make Shu Yunjia more painful.

The door opens.

Shu Yunjia stood inside, his face was extremely pale under the bright white light.

The air around him was cold and gloomy.

Tang Niannian had never seen such a Shu Yunjia.

A little scary, and a little fascinating.

"Brother Yunjia..." Tang Niannian called out cautiously, "Dinner is ready, if you don't eat it, it will be cold."

"Slap!" Tang Niannian slapped Tang Niannian across the face.

She stared blankly at Shu Yunjia and the slap that stayed in mid-air.

When she was in a daze, she slapped again.

Shu Yunjia is a good patient, but he is also a man with strong hands.

Tang Niannian's face turned red.

She covered her face with tears streaming down her face, "Brother Yunjia...you, why?"

Shu Yunjia pinched her neck and pushed her against the door with a cold and terrifying voice, "You told her that I wanted you? You told her that you were pregnant with my child?!"

Tang Niannian's eyes widened.

Brother Yunjia, how did he know?
Jiang Yanyu is dead, no one knows about the phone call that night, and no one knows about the fact that she went to find Jiang Yanyu.

Did Jiang Yanyu tell Chu Xinzhi?
impossible!
"Brother Yunjia..." Tang Niannian was really scared at this moment.

"Don't call me!" Shu Yunjia slammed Tang Niannian to the ground, "Get lost!"

Tang Niannian lay on the ground, begging bitterly, "Brother Yunjia, no matter what I do, it is because I like you and I want to be with you..."

"roll!"

Shu Yunjia kicked the stool at his feet to the ground.

If, Tang Niannian hadn't been a hindrance, if, Jiang Yanyu hadn't misunderstood him, if, they hadn't divorced.

What will be the result?

For children, live together.

The years are so long, he will be moved, he will fall in love with her.

The three of them will live together, and he and she will accompany Little Mango to grow up.

Everything is possible.

Can--

It's too late.

The next day, Shu Yunjia drove to the Cunshan Cemetery, where he had a lot of conversations with Jiang Yanyu.

On the third day, he went to Jiang Yanyu's hometown and met his daughter, Little Mango.

Very cute, looks like her mother.

After a week, he returned to City H and brought back the little mango, along with Jiang's mother.

Jiang Yanyu's grandma was too old to withstand the long journey, so she stayed in her hometown.

Shu Yunjia invested a sum of money to build a road for Jiang Yanyu's hometown...

-

08:30am.

The crew of "Starlight" started work, and Gu Qingqing came to the set half an hour earlier.

Apply makeup in the powder room.

She rested with her eyes closed, letting the makeup artist smear on her face.

I was filming a night scene last night, and I didn't do my handwork until 11:30.

When I got back to the hotel, it was almost twelve o'clock, I took a shower, and then looked at the script to be filmed the next day, and it was early morning.

The rest time is very little.

Ugh.

Director Mo Ling is indeed very gentle, but this overtime shooting is really terrible.

The makeup artist said with a smile, "Actors look glamorous on the surface, but they are actually tiring."

Gu Qingqing yawned and muttered, "That's not it."

Seeing her sleepy look, the makeup artist stopped talking and concentrated on makeup.

In the end, Gu Qingqing almost fell asleep.

The makeup artist tidied up the tools on the table, and she still had some time to leave work, so she didn't bother her.

The door was pushed open.

The makeup artist saw that it was Murong Liang.

She covered her mouth and screamed, "Murong male god..."

Murong Liang raised a finger, "Shh!" Telling her to stop talking, she turned her head and saw that Gu Qingqing had already woken up.

"Liangliang, why are you here?"

(End of this chapter)