Chapter 1040

Zhu Qianyu suddenly raised her head, glanced at him, then hurriedly looked away, moved her lips, and said, "Ji Huan, I have a boyfriend."

Ji Huan's heart was originally a piece of soldering iron that had been roasted to a high temperature with enthusiasm, but when she poured it down with a pot of cold water, there was a "sizzling" sound, and Ji Huan even saw the steaming water vapor fainting and drifting away in front of his eyes. .

Ji Huan felt as if he was in the middle of hot water vapor, inside, it was like a vacuum cover that had all the air pulled out, his heart was throbbing and suffocated due to poor breathing, and his brain was blank due to lack of oxygen.

Zhu Qianyu had made a big determination to finally get the words out, but after she said the words, seeing him suddenly stunned and unresponsive on the spot as if he had been cast by magic, her heart tightened, "Ji Huan?! "

The abnormal Ji Huan in front of him made Zhu Qianyu even want to take back what he said just now, "Ji Huan, actually, I..."

Zhu Qianyu's voice, like a giant hand protruding from the darkness, suddenly pulled Ji Huan back to reality. Although the suffocation in his chest was still there, he could finally breathe normally.

The brain immediately resumed functioning.

"Xiao Yu, you don't need to say anything, I understand everything!" Ji Huan interrupted Zhu Qianyu's words.

Zhu Qianyu, who was interrupted, stared at Ji Huan closely, mouth, but never had the courage to open it again.

It wasn't until she said the words of refusal herself that she realized that she cared about him more than she thought.

It was not until this moment that she really saw her heart clearly.

But even if you find it, even if you see it clearly, so what?
"Xiao Yu, I understand!" Ji Huan, who had returned to normal, saw that she was silent, so he put on a smile to comfort her.

She looked at Ji Huan in pain, who forced the corners of his lips to reveal a smile, and cried out in her heart.

No!You do not understand!

You are so good, so good that even though I know that you and I are impossible, my eyes are still attracted to you unconsciously!

You are so gentle, so gentle that even though I know that your gentleness will never belong to me alone, my heart still cannot restrain the thought of wanting to monopolize you.

……

Ji Huan didn't know why she was struggling and suffering in her heart, but he could see the suppressed pain in her eyes.

At this time, he has regained his sanity and normal analytical ability.

She doesn't have a boyfriend, he can be sure of this!

This affirmation did not originate from the news that was inquired at the beginning.

Rather, it stems from his understanding derived from spending time with her during this period, so he is very sure.

He just couldn't figure out why she lied to him that she had a boyfriend.

Obviously, she already understood his special consideration for her.

The purpose of saying that she has a boyfriend is to interrupt his special thoughts.

However, since she doesn't have a boyfriend, why did she reject him so resolutely?

Is it because you don't like it?
But this point, Ji Huan does not agree.

She is a relatively easy-to-understand girl. Even if most of her emotions are not shown on her face, she can clearly feel them from many of her tiny movements.

Therefore, Ji Huan has always been extremely confident that she has a good impression of him.

Is it because her family background made her lose confidence in her relationship?

After a little contact with her father's romantic deeds, Ji Huan felt more and more that she would reject herself, and it was precisely because of her father's affairs that made her discouraged from all men. Even if she had a crush on him now, she still couldn't completely trust him trust him.

Ji Huan, who thought he understood the reason, let out a sigh of relief.

It turned out that I was still too impatient.

For a girl who grew up in a special family environment like hers, it is not easy to accept a man wholeheartedly.

"Xiao Yu, you don't have to blame yourself... I was too impatient!"

Ji Huan comforted her, but at the same time, he did not have the slightest intention of retreating.

He admitted that he was impatient, and indirectly expressed his intentions.

Zhu Qianyu looked at the man in front of him who was rejected by him, but turned to comfort her.

My heart became more and more painful.

There is a kind of pain, that is, you know that what is in front of you is the most suitable for you and what you want most, but his ownership has completely belonged to another person before you show up.

"Ji Huan, I'm sorry..."

I'm sorry, knowing that it's impossible for us, I still indulged myself in your wanton pampering.

I'm sorry, knowing that you already belong, I'm still greedy for this brief but precious tenderness.

……

Ji Huan had known Zhu Qianyu for so long, and it was the first time he saw her in such pain.

Even though she was still worrying about her sister a few days ago and just now, those things can only be regarded as depression and trouble at best.

But at this moment, her originally clear eyes were covered with a layer of haze, and the dark and dim light in her eyes fully revealed the despair and sadness in her heart.

"Idiot, sorry for what you said to me."

Ji Huan stretched out his hand, originally, he wanted to touch her face and eyes, so as to comfort her.

But when she realized that she had just been rejected, she turned her hand slightly, put it on the top of her hair and rubbed it vigorously a few times until her short, clean hair was messed up.

For example, his current heart.

He always felt very powerful and very strong.

But at this moment, even though he knew that she had to reject him for some reason, his heart was still in a mess.

"You sit down, I'll ask someone to pay the bill. By the way, I'll pack the rice porridge back for you to make supper. There is a microwave oven in the dormitory. Eat it when it's hot."

Even though he was rejected, Ji Huan still ordered gently, stood up and walked towards the door while talking.

When he encounters difficult things, he usually forces himself to stay away, calm down, analyze and sort out carefully.Wait until things are sorted out before making a comeback.

This is the situation at hand.

"Well... There is a microwave oven." Zhu Qianyu was still in pain, and the voice of the answer was slightly nasal.

Ji Huan called the waiter, paid the bill, and ordered the rice porridge to be put in two large plastic bowls.

Zhu Qianyu sat on the side without saying a word, watching him direct the waiter to do this and that, his gaze stuck to his body for a long time and could not be moved away.

Originally, she could deliberately deceive herself and him as before, and enjoy his thoughtfulness and tenderness as much as possible.

But she didn't want to deceive herself any longer.

Because, she is afraid.

If she indulged herself like this again, in the end, she would forget that he actually belonged to another woman, to those two lively and lovely twins.

She was even afraid of herself. In the end, even though she knew he belonged to another woman, she would throw herself into his arms recklessly!
Ji Huan drove her away from the Cantonese restaurant. On the way, he parked the car on the side of the road, bought some bread at the bakery on the side of the road, got in the car again, and stuffed the bread into her arms.

"Eating porridge alone is not enough, remember to warm up two breads and eat them together."

 It's just a small abuse, Zhuzi always believes that the love in the world is the same as the things in the world, neither broken nor established...

  
 
(End of this chapter)

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