Jingmen Fengyue

Chapter 170
Yan Ting looked at her, his eyes shrank.

"In nine years, you are no longer worth it. If you spend your whole life torturing yourself and making your family miserable, it is even more worthless." Xie Fanghua calmly put down the bare branches, picked up a handful of crabapple, and put them on the stove to warm them. In the hot jug, the wine melted into the crabapple, and the fragrance of the crabapple immediately wafted out. She said slowly, "I'm not as good as you imagined, but it's just flowers on this branch, flowers in wine, and I don't want to be scattered into mud. I don’t want to be eroded and melted by wine, I have to do something.”

Yan Ting's body shook violently, and his heart ached, even he himself didn't know how he felt for her at this moment, just like today on Lingque Terrace, she opened her mouth and counted nine times to him with a blank face. The accounts from years ago, and the cold look on his face when he said he didn't want to see him again, made him feel that there is still such a color in the world, so pale that his scorching heart couldn't be melted.

Xie Fanghua drank the wine in the cup, and said to Xie Mohan, "Brother, pour me another glass."

Xie Mohan frowned, "You are not in good health, stop drinking."

"I'll offer a toast to Young Master Yan, so I won't drink any more," Xie Fanghua said.

Xie Mohan looked at Yan Ting, saw him holding his heart, his face showing a strange paleness, he took the jug, poured another glass of wine for Xie Fanghua, and then poured another glass of wine for Yan Ting.

"Come and taste it, the wine made with Begonia boiled will taste different." Xie Fanghua picked up the wine glass and said to Yan Ting.

Yan Ting looked at her without moving the wine glass in front of her.

Xie Fanghua smiled, shaking the wine in the white jade cup, under the sunlight, the wine melted into the begonia flowers, giving it a faint pink color, she said softly, "Maybe, one day, you will understand that the person you like is not me , but was made a joke by time, and remembered me unconsciously, so I feel deeply affectionate."

Yan Ting pursed his lips and did not speak.

"Today in the palace, I saw your mother. She is holding Lu Xueyan, the most outstanding daughter of Fanyang's Lu family." Xie Fanghua said calmly, "I did not enjoy meeting Mrs. Yongkang Hou, but if I have you in my heart , Maybe, I will fight for it. But unfortunately, I don’t have you in my heart. One needs to have something in hand to fight against a family, so that the family will not dominate your thoughts. Lord Yan Xiaohou, I will fight with you today I'm not joking at you, nor pity you. I just want to say that in this life, there is not only love in the heart, but also other things. The world is bright and prosperous. There are too many things to do, and love is nothing but Bits of life."

Yan Ting suddenly picked up the wine glass and drank it down.

Xie Fanghua also raised her head and drank the wine in the glass.

Two empty wine glasses were placed on the table at the same time, and there was not a drop of wine left.

Yan Ting stood up abruptly and left without saying a word.

Xie Mo stood up impatiently, and asked anxiously, "Brother Yan Ting, where are you going?"

Yan Ting stopped, and stood quietly for a while, without turning her head, and said in a hoarse voice, "Xie Fanghua, I remember your words! I don't blame Qin Zheng, I have been fighting with my family for a year, and he never intervened , I am already worthy of me. Today he made a move, which can be regarded as helping me to make a break. You are right, in this life, people do not only live by love. They can do other things. I am worthless today, but it does not mean that I will still be in the future. Nothing."

Xie Fanghua turned around and looked at Yan Ting's back. In the cold wind and under the sun, his back was as straight as pine and bamboo.Since returning to Beijing, she had seen him several times, and for the first time, she felt the uprightness in his bones.

"Brother Zigui, I'm leaving the city today to go to the military camp in Mobei, you don't have to see me off." Yan Ting left a word and quickly stepped out of the Begonia Pavilion. In the blink of an eye, his figure disappeared at the door.

Xie Mohan moved to chase after him, but after taking a step, he paused again and watched him leave.

Xie Fanghua sat quietly, watching the figure disappearing at the door, at this moment, she felt melancholy.Mobei, she stayed for eight years.The wind and snow are severe and cold, the cold wind is violent and the sand is violent. The people there have all been honed to have a steel body. They are eagles and birds of prey, and they are destined to soar from there.Of course, there may be no return.

Yan Ting, he abandoned his family and chose a path that is not under the control of the family.

Xie Mohan stood for a long time, then sat down slowly, and sighed, "It's fine to leave."

Xie Fanghua looked away and sat quietly without speaking.

"There are too many children of noble families in Beijing, but not many of them can play together. Yan Ting has played with Qin Zheng since he was a child, and he may not be without madness and pride in his bones. It's just that Qin Zheng has someone who dotes on him. The supreme Empress Dowager Deci, spoils his mother who is willful and willful. Yanting does not have it. All he has is the control and arrangement of his grandmother and mother, and he cannot be independent. Maybe it is not because of you. In order to get rid of control, he will leave home sooner or later Go away." Xie Mohan glanced at Xie Fanghua, with a slightly relieved tone.

Xie Fanghua pursed her lips lightly, and after a while, she smiled lightly. She only met Yan Ting a few times and didn't know much about it.Apart from his words just now and his leaving back gave her some emotion, she couldn't do anything else.Since this is the preordained result, she naturally won't bother others about it.

Xie Mohan looked at Xie Fanghua with some pity and distress, and said warmly, "Go back to your room! It's cold here, you've just recovered from a serious illness, it's only been two days, don't stay here anymore, you've caught the cold air carefully."

Xie Fanghua shook her head, "There is a stove, so it's not cold."

Seeing that she had no intention of going back to the room, Xie Mohan bent over and added some charcoal to the stove, and the stove became hotter, and the pavilion was much warmer in an instant.He sat up straight, wiped his hands with Juan, put aside Yan Ting, and said in a low voice, "Sister, you and Qin Zheng..." Seeing Xie Fanghua looking at him, he paused, and frowned, "Now you are taken by him ...the emperor granted her marriage again...what do you think?"

Xie Fanghua saw Xie Mohan hesitating. In her memory, her brother was gentle, peaceful, delicate-minded, mild-tempered, and like a romantic person. It was rare to see him hesitating and gloomy. Since she came back to Beijing, her brother was gentle and calm. I'm afraid that being tormented by her affairs every day makes him less sensitive and burdened with his own physical illness, which is not necessarily a bad thing.Can't help laughing, "It's just a marriage gift, what can you think?"

Xie Mohan was taken aback, his brows were tightened even more, and he reprimanded dissatisfiedly, "You are a daughter's family, how can you not care about such important marriage matters? The imperial decree bestowed marriage, and the person who bestowed marriage to you was Qin Zheng, how could you not?" idea?"

Xie Fanghua sighed, "Brother, what do you want me to think?"

Xie Mohan choked, looked at her for a while, felt a little discouraged, and rubbed his forehead, "I always feel that something is wrong with Qin Zheng these days, but I just found out today that he really came here for you. After a long time, he just wanted to marry you You. You have been away for eight years. Grandpa and I thought that we had hidden you perfectly, and we didn't even get a trace of the palace. How did he know that you are..."

(End of this chapter)