Tyrant, he wants to spoil me

Chapter 1053 His Intention
Chen Su's face was blushing, and against the light of the barracks, she was more delicate than a flower, and her ordinary appearance also showed a high-quality magnificence.

After entering the big tent, Juan'er was reclining on the couch eating oranges.

Qingpier's oranges, she didn't feel sour, she put them into her mouth petal by petal, squinting at Chen Su, her smile didn't reach her eyes, "Hey, it's hard for Miss Chen to travel so far while pregnant, but she's afraid of getting sick. What happened to Run Mo and me?"

"What 'Miss Chen'?" Su Runmo was displeased, "She is your sister."

Juan'er rolled his eyes, and his expression became even more disgusted, "My older sister died in the internal strife in Beiliang, but there is no older sister like her, Master Su, don't disgust me."

"Presumptuous!" Su Runmo got angry, "If outsiders hear these words, they will definitely laugh at you for being narrow-minded and jealous. Jin Panpan, don't you think your reputation is not bad enough?!"

Pan'er sat up, picked up the green tangerines from the fruit plate and threw them at him.

The orange hit Su Runmo's face, and rolled to the ground with a grunt.

Facing Shangsu Runmo's gloomy expression, she pursed her lips and said, "If you give up your man to other women, you can gain a good reputation for virtuousness. I would rather not have this reputation. The things I like should only be It belongs to me alone, and I am absolutely unwilling to share it with others. You always scold me for this and that is not good, but for you, I made a lot of concessions..."

As she spoke, the circles of her eyes turned red, she gouged out Su Runmo and Chen Su, and ran out of the tent quickly.

Su Runmo was so angry that his heart ached.

He has nothing to do with Jin Sanpan, he has scolded and beat her, but the little girl's desire for monopoly is too strong, and he no longer knows what to do with her.

Chen Su gave Hua Yuewu a look.

Hua Yuewu smiled heartily, and persuaded in a warm voice: "Master Guoshi, I heard that the girls in Beiliang have not received the education of men with three wives and four concubines, so they are a bit dull and rude. Don't be angry, because of that kind of rudeness. It’s not worth it if you break your body?”

Su Runmo sat down in his robe, and stared at Huayuewu indifferently.

He has a headache for Jin Panpan, but it doesn't mean that he wants others to criticize that girl in front of him.

He sneered, "When did Miss Hua Er become a member of our teacher's office?"

Hua Yuewu's expression froze, and she understood that Su Runmo was accusing herself of being nosy.

Chen Su sat next to Su Runmo, smoothed the dark red python robe for him with her slender hands, and her voice was as gentle as water: "Yue Wu is only out of good intentions, husband, please don't blame her. It's just that sister Juan'er is really out of place. It’s fine to say these words in front of us tonight. If other aristocratic families in Chang’an City hear it, they will only think that she is neglecting to teach, and instead will complain that the husband does not know how to run a family. If the admonishers know, they will probably give the emperor a note , Husband Shen Zuo can't even manage a small family, how can he manage a big country..."

She hadn't seen Su Runmo for several months, and she missed Su Runmo very much, and was worried that Su Jiu would give Jin Panpan a plan to take Su Runmo's heart away when she was away, so she hurried here regardless of her pregnancy frontier.

Now every word and every sentence seems to be for Su Runmo's consideration.

But only she understood that Su Runmo cared most about his reputation and would not allow others to tarnish the image of the National Teacher's Office.

As long as he listened to what he said, he would definitely punish Jin Panpan severely.

She used this method repeatedly when she was in Chang'an City, so her eyes were shining brightly, she just waited for Jin to be judged to be unlucky.

But Su Runmo's reaction exceeded her expectations for the first time...

He frowned, as if he didn't like these words.

Immediately, there was still a warm smile on his lips, but there was no real meaning in that smile, but it seemed to be full of bone-piercing frost, which was inexplicably daunting.

She whispered: "Husband——"

"You should be tired from the long journey. Rest well, and I will come to visit you tomorrow." Su Runmo patted her on the shoulder reassuringly, got up and left the big tent.

It wasn't until the curtain was lowered that Chen Su suddenly grabbed the embroidered handkerchief, and her beautiful little face was very ferocious.

Hua Yuewu ate a bowl of hot tea, "I'm afraid we are late, how can I see that Su Runmo is clearly attracted to Jin Panpan?"

"He was moved early in the morning, but he didn't realize that's all." Chen Su stroked his swollen belly, his eyes were gloomy, "Fortunately, I'm pregnant, no matter what happens, there will be a place for me in the National Teacher's Mansion."

"Xuxu, you talk about the National Teacher's Office all day long, but don't forget our real origins. We came to the frontier this time not to visit Su Runmo, but..." Her eyes flickered Shan didn't go any further, "In short, it's better to complete the task as soon as possible."

Chen Su lowered his eyelashes.

The flames jumped, her pupils were pitch black, and she couldn't see clearly the emotions hidden inside.

Still stroking her stomach with her palm, she heard the whistling north wind coming from outside the tent, and suddenly sighed softly.

It is late at night.

Su Runmo stood alone on the top of a distant mountain, quietly overlooking the endless barracks.

He slowly twirled a leaf, his eyes full of thought.

What Chen Su said just now seemed to make sense in the past, but tonight it was very harsh.

Dynasties have changed, numerous aristocratic families have fallen in the struggle for power, and upstarts have sprung up like mushrooms after rain.

Compared to living, what is the decency of a family, and the gentleness and virtuousness of a noble lady is the icing on the cake?
Could it be possible to live a good life in the face of the life-swallowing quicksand tiankeng with a little more dignity?
This is not the case, the poor families are equal before death, they enjoy the same length of life.

And the meaning of a person's birth, the meaning of a person's standing in the world, is not for the sake of decency in the eyes of others.

Sincere feelings, on the premise of not violating the rules and laws, walking according to one's own mind is more important than anything else.

At least when I am old and about to die, I will not live as an empty shell with a bright appearance and a cold heart. I am still myself, and I can say that this life is worthy of my heart.

The man slowly closed his eyes.

For the first time in his twenty years of life, he faced up to his true heart.

He still remembers the first time he met Jin Panpan, the stubborn and arrogant little princess of Beiliang riding a horse and showing off her power. He despised her for being rude and unruly, but deep down in his heart, he really liked her innocence, right?

Later that spring night outside the city of Liangzhou, he knew what it meant to be given flowers by a girl from Beiliang, but he still accepted the peach blossom branch she gave her...

If you say you don't like it, who would believe it?
With the cold wind blowing, the man's heart has never been so steady and clear as it is now.

It is a very fortunate thing to understand his own heart, and what is even more fortunate is that he still has time to make up for his mistakes.

He exhaled lightly, and walked down the mountain.

.

It's still a day without comments
　Thank you for the rewards of lemongrass, plain happiness, wind and frost, love, hug!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)