Chapter 486 Your excellence is hidden in my heart (1)
It was dawn, but the man had not returned.
Sitting there, Lin Shan was a little stiff, but she kept looking at the door as if she was unconscious.
The one who understands the changes of a man best is the woman who is by his side, just like Lin Shan at that time.
It has been more than twenty years since she made love to Qin Hongyang as a young man.She knew this man even better than herself.Originally, she thought that as long as Qin Hongyang divorced and they were together, life would be happier and happier.But I don't think that the beauty of the ideal is in stark contrast to the cruelty of reality.
In the past, two people could not be together openly and aboveboard, but could only be in secret. Every time they met and got along, it was hard-won.They cherish this rare time very much, and every time they are together is a sweet and happy memory.However, when we were really together, staying together day and night, we found that many things had changed.
This man, who was always gentle and considerate to him before, gradually showed his domineering side.He has to have everyone around him follow him and support him, otherwise he will be rebellious.The more contact you have, the more problems you find.
A woman's sensitive intuition told her that what she saw was not the worst.
For example, once when I helped a man wash his clothes, I found a light lip print on his white shirt, just beside the ear of the collar.What kind of intimacy would make people leave lipstick marks on this kind of place.What the answer is is actually very clear, but she just doesn't dare to think in that direction.
Because, if she really thinks about it, everything she has now, the happiness she thought of, has become a cloud of flowers and moons in the water.
The first time was a lip print, but the second time was a long yellowish hair.This hair, on his bottoming shirt.
Now, he stays out all night.
Not answering the phone, not replying to the text messages, where would he go, where would he spend it, who would be by his side at such a time, each question forced her, making people caught off guard and unable to parry.
It's ten o'clock, and the phone is still quiet.The room was still empty.
It is conceivable how haggard and old a woman in her 40s looks after staying up all night.She didn't even need to look in the mirror to know how miserable and pathetic she was now.
Just when her thoughts were empty, the mobile phone, which had been silent for a long time, finally vibrated.
Like a robot whose switch has been pressed, she quickly picked up her phone without even looking at it, and said directly after connecting, "Hey, Hongyang, where are you?"
There was a long silence on the phone.
Just when she thought the other party couldn't speak, she heard a familiar voice: "Ashan, it's me, Liang Xu."
"Liang Xuxu?" Lin Shan's reaction was a little slow now, she only felt that the name was very familiar, but at this moment she suddenly couldn't remember anything.
The person on the other side of the phone saw her like this, and said in a bitter voice, "It seems that you don't remember me anymore. I still..."
Halfway through speaking, he stopped.On the phone, the man's heavy breathing could be vaguely heard after suppressing his emotions.
Lin Shan was stunned, and slowly regained her sanity. She heard the man's painful voice on the phone, and felt a little uneasy in her heart.
"But it's okay, I know, after all, the one who falls in love first is destined to be the loser. I just called to ask how are you doing? I just want to know about your recent situation, not to disturb your life. It's okay if you don't want to say it."
"I..." Lin Shan murmured, not knowing how to describe the sour feeling at this moment.
"Ashan, how are you doing? Does Qin Hongyang treat you well? Do you feel happy? I..." Liang Xu seemed to have finally made up his mind, gritted his teeth and said, "I've been waiting for you. I know you and him When I was in a relationship, I was angry and angry, and I tried to use other people to divert my attention and forget you. But after such a long time, I found that I still couldn't do it. As long as I close my eyes, the first thing that comes to my mind is your face."
Liang Xu didn't seem to want any response from Lin Shan, or he didn't dare.He talked to himself, talking about what happened during this period, talking about his lovesickness, and talking endlessly.
Lin Shan listened silently. Although she didn't speak, ripples gradually appeared in her heart.
"Ashan, actually I called, it's..." After Liang Xu finished speaking, he paused for a long time before stammering: "I, I want, want to see you. Do you have time today? I treat you to dinner How about a meal?"
This time, Lin Shan remained silent.
If it wasn't for the fact that the phone was still connected, Liang Xu would have suspected that the other party had hung up the phone.
"No, no, no..." His voice was dry, as if some kind of self-deceiving self-comfort.
"Okay." The man's sourness affected Lin Shan, and when she came to her senses, she realized that she had accepted the invitation.
"It's okay... Ah, what? Ah Shan, what did you just say? I'm not dreaming, am I? Are you really willing to meet me? I, I, I'm really excited. Really, happier than winning the lottery. I, I..." Liang Xu was so excited that he was a little incoherent.
The last little hesitation in Lin Shan's heart disappeared because of the man's ecstatic mood.It turns out that there is still someone in this world who cherishes and loves me as always.The feeling of being loved is actually very beautiful.
She closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, she seemed to have made up her mind: "Well, I have time at noon, so you can book a place, and I'll be there when the time comes."
"Ok, ok, ok, I'll make an appointment right away. Are you still living in the original place? I'll pick you up later, okay?"
The man's long-winded voice unexpectedly did not make Lin Shan feel disgusted.
"No, you tell me the address, and I'll go there by car."
Fortunately, although she was moved by this man, Lin Shan still retained the last bit of reason and rejected the man's proposal.
"Well, that's fine. Be careful on the road and be safe."
Liang Xu was a little disappointed, but worried that the other party would be angry, so he had to follow the other party.
"Oh, I see."
After hanging up the phone, Lin Shan was still a little dizzy, she never thought that she would agree to have dinner with Liang Xu.Although she had a good relationship with Liang Xu in the past, they often ate and watched movies together, but it was different at that time, she was still single, and her relationship with Qin Hongyang was still shady, she desperately needed a shield.So, she chose Liang Xu.Now, she is married to Qin Hongyang, and she is a married person. If she meets him again, it will be inappropriate no matter how you look at it.
This kind of entanglement only existed for a short time before being left behind.
(End of this chapter)
It was dawn, but the man had not returned.
Sitting there, Lin Shan was a little stiff, but she kept looking at the door as if she was unconscious.
The one who understands the changes of a man best is the woman who is by his side, just like Lin Shan at that time.
It has been more than twenty years since she made love to Qin Hongyang as a young man.She knew this man even better than herself.Originally, she thought that as long as Qin Hongyang divorced and they were together, life would be happier and happier.But I don't think that the beauty of the ideal is in stark contrast to the cruelty of reality.
In the past, two people could not be together openly and aboveboard, but could only be in secret. Every time they met and got along, it was hard-won.They cherish this rare time very much, and every time they are together is a sweet and happy memory.However, when we were really together, staying together day and night, we found that many things had changed.
This man, who was always gentle and considerate to him before, gradually showed his domineering side.He has to have everyone around him follow him and support him, otherwise he will be rebellious.The more contact you have, the more problems you find.
A woman's sensitive intuition told her that what she saw was not the worst.
For example, once when I helped a man wash his clothes, I found a light lip print on his white shirt, just beside the ear of the collar.What kind of intimacy would make people leave lipstick marks on this kind of place.What the answer is is actually very clear, but she just doesn't dare to think in that direction.
Because, if she really thinks about it, everything she has now, the happiness she thought of, has become a cloud of flowers and moons in the water.
The first time was a lip print, but the second time was a long yellowish hair.This hair, on his bottoming shirt.
Now, he stays out all night.
Not answering the phone, not replying to the text messages, where would he go, where would he spend it, who would be by his side at such a time, each question forced her, making people caught off guard and unable to parry.
It's ten o'clock, and the phone is still quiet.The room was still empty.
It is conceivable how haggard and old a woman in her 40s looks after staying up all night.She didn't even need to look in the mirror to know how miserable and pathetic she was now.
Just when her thoughts were empty, the mobile phone, which had been silent for a long time, finally vibrated.
Like a robot whose switch has been pressed, she quickly picked up her phone without even looking at it, and said directly after connecting, "Hey, Hongyang, where are you?"
There was a long silence on the phone.
Just when she thought the other party couldn't speak, she heard a familiar voice: "Ashan, it's me, Liang Xu."
"Liang Xuxu?" Lin Shan's reaction was a little slow now, she only felt that the name was very familiar, but at this moment she suddenly couldn't remember anything.
The person on the other side of the phone saw her like this, and said in a bitter voice, "It seems that you don't remember me anymore. I still..."
Halfway through speaking, he stopped.On the phone, the man's heavy breathing could be vaguely heard after suppressing his emotions.
Lin Shan was stunned, and slowly regained her sanity. She heard the man's painful voice on the phone, and felt a little uneasy in her heart.
"But it's okay, I know, after all, the one who falls in love first is destined to be the loser. I just called to ask how are you doing? I just want to know about your recent situation, not to disturb your life. It's okay if you don't want to say it."
"I..." Lin Shan murmured, not knowing how to describe the sour feeling at this moment.
"Ashan, how are you doing? Does Qin Hongyang treat you well? Do you feel happy? I..." Liang Xu seemed to have finally made up his mind, gritted his teeth and said, "I've been waiting for you. I know you and him When I was in a relationship, I was angry and angry, and I tried to use other people to divert my attention and forget you. But after such a long time, I found that I still couldn't do it. As long as I close my eyes, the first thing that comes to my mind is your face."
Liang Xu didn't seem to want any response from Lin Shan, or he didn't dare.He talked to himself, talking about what happened during this period, talking about his lovesickness, and talking endlessly.
Lin Shan listened silently. Although she didn't speak, ripples gradually appeared in her heart.
"Ashan, actually I called, it's..." After Liang Xu finished speaking, he paused for a long time before stammering: "I, I want, want to see you. Do you have time today? I treat you to dinner How about a meal?"
This time, Lin Shan remained silent.
If it wasn't for the fact that the phone was still connected, Liang Xu would have suspected that the other party had hung up the phone.
"No, no, no..." His voice was dry, as if some kind of self-deceiving self-comfort.
"Okay." The man's sourness affected Lin Shan, and when she came to her senses, she realized that she had accepted the invitation.
"It's okay... Ah, what? Ah Shan, what did you just say? I'm not dreaming, am I? Are you really willing to meet me? I, I, I'm really excited. Really, happier than winning the lottery. I, I..." Liang Xu was so excited that he was a little incoherent.
The last little hesitation in Lin Shan's heart disappeared because of the man's ecstatic mood.It turns out that there is still someone in this world who cherishes and loves me as always.The feeling of being loved is actually very beautiful.
She closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, she seemed to have made up her mind: "Well, I have time at noon, so you can book a place, and I'll be there when the time comes."
"Ok, ok, ok, I'll make an appointment right away. Are you still living in the original place? I'll pick you up later, okay?"
The man's long-winded voice unexpectedly did not make Lin Shan feel disgusted.
"No, you tell me the address, and I'll go there by car."
Fortunately, although she was moved by this man, Lin Shan still retained the last bit of reason and rejected the man's proposal.
"Well, that's fine. Be careful on the road and be safe."
Liang Xu was a little disappointed, but worried that the other party would be angry, so he had to follow the other party.
"Oh, I see."
After hanging up the phone, Lin Shan was still a little dizzy, she never thought that she would agree to have dinner with Liang Xu.Although she had a good relationship with Liang Xu in the past, they often ate and watched movies together, but it was different at that time, she was still single, and her relationship with Qin Hongyang was still shady, she desperately needed a shield.So, she chose Liang Xu.Now, she is married to Qin Hongyang, and she is a married person. If she meets him again, it will be inappropriate no matter how you look at it.
This kind of entanglement only existed for a short time before being left behind.
(End of this chapter)
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