Xuan's wife is happy

Chapter 1542 I Want To See Him
The pain in my chest is a bit more intense than before. I know what negative emotions I have calmed down in the past few days are causing trouble. I am afraid that at this moment they are also hoping that I will collapse as soon as possible, so that they can take advantage of it.

I was the one who looked up to Yinlin...

He always thinks about problems from his point of view, and shoulders the burden with his hardest side. I have such a good man by my side, why should I care about those things?
Why did you still blame him when you clearly knew that this man was exhausted?
Because I feel inferior...

because……

I've never really trusted this man before.

I am always ready for this man to abandon me at any time, to find fault with any of his behaviors, and to blame him with a headache when I am not satisfied. At the same time, there will be the worst villain in my heart at this moment He opened his mouth with a wild smile.

"Look, look, what I said at the beginning is right, this man just wants to hurt you, you really don't deserve to be together! Those things he did are inevitable."

It was my inner inferiority complex that made me magnify his mistakes...

Which man has such a character, he doesn't want to say anything, and is always very stubborn in helping me make decisions that I don't want, even after I have misunderstood everything before and after.

I still use this reason to talk about myself, tell myself that because of this reason, I will not go on with Yinlin, in the end...I am still afraid of being hurt, if I dare to trust a little more, even if he is so stubborn... …

I just let him be stubborn.

If he wants to decide, let him decide?

I want everything from me, so why don't I just give it to him?
As long as he loves me, am I not the whole world forever?

Why do I abandon everything brave and work hard to love him?
My brain seems to have been punched heavily by someone suddenly, and I seem to have suddenly awakened at this moment, yes... Love is a thing without principles. If I am willing to let go a little bit more, maybe...

In the beginning, there wouldn't be so many hardships between Yinlin and me.

I took a deep breath. At this moment, I suddenly hoped to see Yinlin very urgently. I wanted to tell him over and over again how much I love him...

I want to emphasize over and over again that I can't control anything else, I just want to do my best regardless of the consequences, no matter what the situation is, no matter what happens, I will never back down!
Just like the sentence I tried so hard to emphasize before, I will believe in him no matter what, until death!

After being silent for a long time, my eyes were sore, and the complex emotions that had been surging suddenly settled down at this moment, because I had such a firm will in my heart, but I felt fearless, and the calmness made me feel a little incredible.

I smiled slightly, and continued softly: "I promise you, your terms are very fair. When are you leaving?"

"Tsk, your promise is much slower than I imagined. Of course you have to leave immediately! But with your current physical condition." The white-robed man handed me a pill: "You take this , maybe it will help, it should be able to release the restriction in your body, but this thing has side effects, don't blame me for not reminding you..."

Before he finished speaking, I had already taken the pill and stuffed it into my mouth, rolled over and got up from the bed...

(End of this chapter)