Cultivating a Doting Wife: Domineering Male God Forces Marriage Step by Step

Chapter 1269 Past and present, only love never diminishes (1)

Si Qin, captivity, suicide, life and death, encounter.

You don't have time to say you love me.

It's too late for me to thank you for loving me all my life and death.

From birth to death, there was no dialogue. Their miss was so cruel.

Even if he couldn't see the look in Si Yan's eyes with his face turned sideways, he could still feel her powerlessness and sadness at the moment.

Xiang Yan's mind exploded with a bang, and even he himself was a little afraid to verify that conjecture.

He had never experienced those scenes, but he could clearly imagine that scene, the regret and heart-piercing after losing, and hated himself for not showing up earlier.

Although everything was too unbelievable, there was a voice in his heart telling him that all of this was true, it happened really, just like Si Yan who was about to wither after losing his soul, so real and so cruel.

During the time when "he" was not around, everything that Si Yan suffered was so clearly displayed, it was Si Yan's wound, but he couldn't empathize with it.

He also went to the street where Ji Chuan lived in Si Yan's mouth, but just to find out, he couldn't understand how Si Yan would go to such a place, which was a field she had never set foot in since she grew up.

But Si Yan went, not only stayed there, but also brought back a Ji Chuan.

Si Yan said that they met for the first time when he was 22 years old. In other words, did he not come back after going abroad?That's why Si Yan was hurt by Si Qin and the others indirectly.

Asking Si Yan to open up the hidden wound and tell her personally is not only adding salt to the wound, but also revealing the past and dreams is a kind of delay to her.

……

He wanted to ask Si Yan how she lived alone during the time without him, during all the time she was imprisoned, and how she survived to the point of despair during those times that frightened her.

In that world, did everything that Sheng Zhiyuan said happened?

Without him, there is a world of Si Qin and Anya. What kind of despair did she go through before she chose to end her life and escape from this hopeless world.

Xiang Yan opened his mouth, but his throat seemed to be blocked, and he couldn't make a sound, so he could only look at Si Yan with distress.

Si Yan didn't look back, but pointed his finger at the location downstairs, and said calmly: "Did you see it, it's the location downstairs, where you buried my ashes at that time. How much did you say?" Childish, it was all turned into ashes, but I was reluctant to throw it all away, so I took a part out of it and took it with me."

"What Lan Shilang said at the time was right. People are dead. What's the point of carrying ashes? But you can't hear other people's words, and you just torture yourself blindly. In such heavy rain, you kneel in front of the tombstone Cover me from the wind and rain, you don't want to get up, even Shu Fan and Yi Yao are not spared, one or two are standing downstairs with umbrellas!"

Si Yan was weak and weak, and the sound seemed to be blown away by the wind to reach his ears, and Xiang Yan couldn't feel any pain, he just wanted to take Si Yan home.

He didn't want to hear any secrets or truths.

If he knew that the price was to make Si Yan lose his soul and smile, he would rather be kept in the dark for the rest of his life, as long as Si Yan was still by his side.

But now there is no turning back.

For him, all this is just a bizarre and unimaginable story, but for Si Yan, it is already a lifetime.

With experience comes vicissitudes, and Si Yan, who is alone, has an added sadness.

　Opened a new article "Quick Transmigration: Cannon fodder female supporting role, highly poisonous", the heroine has her own hook, and she has no brains Su Shuang spoils her!
　　
　
(End of this chapter)