Cultivating a Doting Wife: Domineering Male God Forces Marriage Step by Step

Chapter 1272 Past and present, only love never diminishes (4)

Xiang Yan never knew that a person's heart could be so painful, even when he knew that Si Yan was injured.

It was like a hole had been dug in his heart, and no matter what he filled in, it would never be complete again.

This hole is like a dark atmosphere covering Si Yan's heart, making her unable to breathe. Even he is involved in it. In the future, no matter how happy the two of them will be, it has been dug open The hole, but it can no longer be filled.

But the pain on the body was still no match for the wound on the soul. Everything Sheng Zhiyuan said still happened in the world without him.

As Si Yan said, everything is her alone, and she has always been the only one who bears it.

No wonder, Si Yan was so resistant to the deep intimacy between them, and even soaked herself in cold water as a baptism after waking up.

Now, everything makes sense.

She can't forget those hurts, can't get over the hurdle in her heart, she rejects or even dislikes herself, she is afraid that he knows that those will abandon her, so she is always uneasy.

Asking him again and again, even asking him for an answer, an answer that he will never betray her, never want her, even in the presence of outsiders like Lan Shilang and Yan Jinxi...

And what did he do?
Xiang Yan clutched his heart in pain, maybe self-blame and regret can really kill a person.

He is obsessed with not being able to come here before then, obsessed with the harm that Si Yan will suffer if Sheng Zhiyuan is one step late, obsessed with the consequences that he dare not think about and does not know how to recover, everything happens up.

In another world that he didn't know, it all happened to the innocent Si Yan, and at the same time planted the seeds of suicide due to despair.

When he fell into the abyss of unbearable pain, there was a small hand that was always warm on his face, just sticking to it, and gently wiped some cold things off his face.

Si Yan withdrew her hand, tried to calm herself down a bit, and then acted like she didn't care, and continued: "Don't be like this, I don't feel that much pain, everything will end, not to mention it's over, it's over long ago Already!"

"Yanyan!" Xiang Yan called her silently, but the pain in his heart was unbearable for him.

Si Yan smiled lightly: "After taking a year off from school, I returned to school again, and I was admitted to the university with the best grades. Later, they posted those videos... You know, no one will go to the university. Condemn those bad guys, all the spearheads and saliva are directed at me..."

She paused, and said in a hoarse voice: "There is no other way, I can only suspend school and leave school again, and Anya's condition was already very serious at that time, my escape from school also gave Si Qin the opportunity to imprison me, even my sister and brother-in-law None of them can detect my whereabouts..."

"I jumped from one abyss to another hell. The appearance of Si Qin was the source of my despair. Even without those few people, I couldn't accept you, I couldn't be worthy of you... Si Qin already knew at that time that we have no blood relationship." relationship, but because of my sentence that I like to force and keep me in the dark..."

Si Yan raised her head, looked at the terrifying Xiang Yan who was silently clenched in fists, stretched out her hand distressedly, and wanted to open his fingers, but found that no matter how hard she tried, it was futile.

"Xiangyan. Look at me!" Si Yan's voice became more serious. She pointed at herself and said calmly, "I'm fine now, and I'm by your side. What I'm talking about is just a dream, a dream that even I don't know. It’s just a weird story!”

　Everyone speak freely and give a lot of opinions. I am very depressed after writing these chapters. I beg to point out the inconsistencies...

　　
　
(End of this chapter)