Cultivating a Doting Wife: Domineering Male God Forces Marriage Step by Step

Chapter 1274 Past and present, only love never diminishes (6)

In her eyes, it was the same as what Lan Shilang thought, death is death, there is no difference between a corpse or a body.

But Xiangyan doesn't think so, if he can put on a wedding dress for a temperatureless body, he won't allow others to say that about her, even if the person is herself.

Si Yan, who almost blurted out the word "corpse" as soon as he met Xiang Yan's sullen eyes, immediately changed his tone, swallowed those two words back abruptly, and put on a body that Xiang Yan thought was more suitable for her. .

Furthermore, her death was not worthless, at least, it made Anya feel what despair is.

Obviously there is a fresh and healthy heart in front of her eyes, and there is a chance of survival, but she didn't catch it, and she will never catch it.

Instead, it gave her and Xiangyan a chance, a chance for her to meet Xiangyan.

But this kind of opportunity makes Xiangyan not happy, he is just the last touch of embellishment in her lonely and desperate life, just the remnant rainbow that appeared in her hopeless life.

He couldn't appear when she needed it most, but it became the ultimate circle of her life, leaving her only hopelessness and surprise.

Xiang Yan put his hand between himself and Si Yan in grief, he always liked Si Yan's smile, but now he didn't want to see it.

She was relieved, he was deeply trapped, not redeemed, and had no deadline.

Si Yan's smiles were all bought with the pain of flesh and blood, loneliness and helplessness, as well as the abandonment and betrayal of his family members, and every frown and smile was just throwing salt at his bleeding heart.

He didn't know how to accept such a smile.

"Why? You just said you don't dislike me, and you said you wouldn't want me, so you don't want to see me?"

Si Yan deliberately wiped her face a few times indiscriminately, until the whole face was discolored, and she said dissatisfiedly, "You dislike me, don't you? Fortunately, I don't like makeup, otherwise I would be even uglier after crying. Now You just don’t want to look at me, do you still want me to wear a mask to cover this face you don’t like to see?”

If Si Yan was playing and joking like this in normal times, he would have accompanied her to follow her thoughts.

But now, no matter how he pretended, he couldn't hide the pain and panic in his heart.

He didn't dare to think, if he hadn't returned to China and changed schools at that time, if Si Yan didn't have this dream, wouldn't there be Si Yan who escaped from death, wouldn't there be no acquaintance in the classroom, wouldn't they be here now ...

Xiang Yan was silent for a long time, Si Yan felt a pain in her heart, she bit her lip, and complained in a dazed and helpless way: "You really care... I know, I hate it too... I washed it, and my skin was covered I rubbed it to pieces and bled, but I can never wash it clean, every time I wish I had never been born in this world, but some things have been imprinted in my heart, I can't wash it off and I can't forget it..."

"I have no choice... Those are not what I want, not what I want. If I had known the consequences of being young and ignorant, I would rather not stay in that home without my family, and I would not stay in that house." Si Qin's side..."

"After waking up from the hotel and being rescued by my brother-in-law, I tried my best to meet you and chase you. I wanted to make myself fall in love with you and make you fall in love with me. I worked hard to improve myself so that I, who was not clean, could change To be excellent and worthy of you, I try my best to forget those things, and try my best to accept all the possibilities between us..."

Si Yan wiped a handful of things that were falling like rain, and after doing her best, her voice was still hoarse and her voice fell into the dust. She begged him: "You won't want me, and you won't make me suspicious again like my father, you You promised me, right?"

　I really want to finish it too... Be careful, I feel sorry for my face... Whether it's cruel or not, you can say whether it's cruel or not!
　　
　
(End of this chapter)