Cultivating a Doting Wife: Domineering Male God Forces Marriage Step by Step

Chapter 956 Unknown Beginning, Feet Have Been Deep (4)

After the two looked at each other for a while, Si Yan and He were silent for a while, and after taking a deep breath, she said, "You actually understand, right?"

We don't say a word, we should understand.

"Because I saw my former self from Ye Zixuan. Ye Zixuan's stupidity proves how stupid I am. Whether Si Qin is my brother or not, I liked him when I was young. I can't deny that. Follow his ass. I have already admitted how many stupid things I have done, how much pain, pressure and punishment I have endured."

Si Yan scratched her hair, and said a little excitedly: "But when I see Ye Zixuan, I will think of my stupid self. If someone told me at that time that I did something wrong from the beginning, and my life was in the wrong direction, let me Seeing the facts, the world, and everyone around me, I don't have to suffer those inhuman tortures..."

"Yan Yan?" Xiang Yan frowned tightly, bent down and hugged the emotional Si Yan in his arms, he felt sorry for Si Yan, but began to doubt in his heart, what Si Yan didn't say should be inhuman ... torture?

Si Yan closed her eyes. If she could wake up before everything happened, there would be no suspension of studies, no public opinion, and nothing. She was still a confident and beautiful person, facing Xiangyan , There will be no inferiority complex and indebtedness in the heart.

She loves Xiangyan, but she can't pretend that nothing happened. She has already discovered from the previous things, if her problem is not solved, it will be Xiangyan who suffers in the end.

But if she wants to say those things in person, it is difficult for her to speak out, unable to tell Xiang Yan about her past, how miserable she was, how embarrassing she was, or even committing suicide...

Xiang Yan caressed the person in his arms distressedly, and said helplessly: "Yanyan, let's not talk about this matter, take it easy, okay?"

Si Yan paused, then pushed Xiangyan away: "So, I don't want to see Ye Zixuan become the second stupid person. This is my selfishness. I want him to live a better life..."

Although it is impossible for Ye Zixuan to become the same person as her, it is obvious that Shen Muyang's influence on him has far surpassed Si Qin's influence on her. To repeat the same mistakes, a stupid person is enough, there is no need to get along with others .

Xiang Yan pursed his lips slightly, and comforted him: "Okay, let him have a better life, let's help him together, shall we?"

"No, I don't want you to bother about other people's affairs. I don't dare to use Lan Shilang, I can do it myself!" Si Yan glared, "Just now you were jealous and didn't let me mention it. Ye Zixuan, you can change your face so quickly!"

Xiang Yan smiled helplessly: "My heart is pinched in your hands, you know how to make me feel bad, so you don't have any scruples, do you?"

Si Yan looked at him apologetically: "It was you who taught me to be proud of being favored!"

"I won't bother my sister and brother-in-law with this kind of problem now. They entrusted me to you just to let you clean up my tail! You said it yourself, let me be proud of being favored and fearless , let me do whatever I want freely and unrestrainedly..."

Si Yan reached out and hugged Xiangyan, and said in a low voice: "I like you, I like you very much, there are many more than I like very much, maybe you are as suspicious as Lan Shilang and Jinxin..." After a pause, She smiled wryly, "Actually, no one understands that when I catch you, it's like catching a piece of driftwood in the boundless sea. It gives me the hope of living, and at the same time, I may fall into an endless abyss!"

(End of this chapter)