Chapter 152 I Don't Allow You To Give Up
The voice was familiar, worried and anxious, as if he was really, really, worried about her.

His hand holding her arm was a little tighter, so hard that she felt a little pain.

She slowly opened her eyes, her eyes fell on him, and she looked at him without any expression in her eyes, full of blankness.

It was as if...she didn't know him at all.

"Xixi, talk to me!"

Xiao Yan was getting anxious, this was the only way he could think of to make her overcome her fear, if even this didn't work then...

"Look at me!" He pressed her shoulder, trying to resist the urge to shake her awake, "Xixi, don't scare me, talk to me!"

Her eyelashes trembled slightly, she curled her fingers, her eyes fell on his face in a daze, and after a long while, she said softly, "Why, do you send me to this kind of place?"

"Xixi?" Xiao Yan couldn't help raising his tone in surprise.

Gu Xi still had that indifferent look.

"I told you, I don't like this place, I don't want to come here, why, you still send me here?"

Her voice was flat and hollow, without any ups and downs, as if without a trace of emotion, it was just a dazed raving, but Xiao Yan's throat was so congested that he couldn't speak for a while.

He gritted his teeth and tried to calm himself down, "I didn't know you had that kind of experience, if I had known... it was my fault, it was all my fault, I knew everything, it was all Ji Kexin's fault Bureau. I know, you... haven't done anything like that."

He still couldn't restrain himself in the end, and couldn't help stretching out his hand to hold her tightly in his arms: "It's my fault that caused you to suffer so much, and I will never do it again! It's okay, don't be afraid, everything is okay It's over, I'll take you back, I'll take you home."

Gu Xi just let him hold him, neither resisting nor responding. When she heard him say that the matter was over, she closed her eyes and smiled slightly, "I can't get over it."

Xiao Yan's body froze suddenly, and he slowly let go of her: "What did you... just say?"

Gu Xi lowered his head and struggled out of his arms: "Xiao Yan, forget it."

Xiao Yan's heart suddenly clenched, as if there was a stone stuck in his throat, he couldn't spit out or swallow, he just choked so hard that he couldn't breathe.

He fixed his eyes on her face, trying to see something from her expression, but her expression was so pale, as if she had let go of something and didn't care about anything.Such an indifferent and empty expression made Xiao Yan panic for a while.

"What...forget it?"

Gu Xi didn't reply to his words, looked down at the ground, and spoke slowly.

"Yesterday you promised me that you would come back tonight. You also said that I would wait for you. So I will wait. I believe in you. I believe that you will come back as promised."

"But I still didn't wait in the end."

"Yesterday was Qixi Festival. When you hugged Ji Kexin, do you still remember that I was still waiting for you at home?"

Xiao Yan clenched his fists and wanted to say something, but Gu Xi didn't give him a chance to speak, so he spoke in a low voice.

"On the news, there was a picture of you and Ji Kexin kissing. I cared, I was jealous, but I didn't ask you to explain it. Because I know you have already taken so much trouble dealing with Ji Kexin, I don't want you to worry about me anymore."

"You are by my side, if you say you have nothing to do with her, I will believe you."

"But what about you?"

"I said I didn't do it, do you believe it? You didn't, you hugged her and left in front of me."

"I said I don't want to go to the police station, did you listen? You didn't, you let them arrest me as a prisoner."

"Ji Kexin killed Mao Tiao, she also wanted to harm Qiuqiu, she designed to frame me, I wanted to stab her, but I didn't even move her finger, do you know why?"

"Because I know that Ji Kexin's backer is your grandfather. If I touch her, I will slap your grandfather in the face. I don't want you to be caught in the middle. I don't want you to be difficult."

"You said that we want to be together, this road is difficult. Ji Kexin may be just the beginning, you let me believe you."

"Yes, I believe you. I believe you will not betray me. As long as you are still standing by my side, I will not be afraid of anything. She designs me, frames me, and even wants to destroy me. I will bear it. As long as we can be together in the end, I don't care about anything with her."

"I worked so hard, so hard, I just wanted to be with you."

"But what about you?"

"Xiao Yan...you would rather believe her than me!"

She sat there quietly, her voice ranging from shallow to hoarse to choked with tears.

Tears fell down and stained the ground slightly, and the suppressed emotions could no longer be suppressed.

She curled up and buried her head in her knees, crying like an abandoned child.

Xiao Yan closed his eyes, trying to resist the soreness in his eyes.

With chest pain and throat blockage, he squatted down, pulled her arm away with slightly trembling hands, and wiped the tears on her face with his hand.

But it didn't work at all, she cried so sadly, her eyes were red and swollen, her cheeks were full of tears, and his hands were all wet.

She shook her head, trying to avoid his hand.

"Xiao Yan, do you know that I am in pain?" She was short of breath, and her voice was hoarse and choked, almost out of tune.

Xiao Yan pursed his lips and reached out to touch her injured right hand, but she put her hand behind her back.

"The pain in my back is from saving the ball, and the pain in my hands is from taking out photos and cups. That is something I decide on my own, and I am willing, no matter how hard it is, I can bear it."

She covered her heart with her left hand, and looked at him with despair in her eyes: "All those pains put together can't compare to the pain you stabbed in my heart."

Xiao Yan opened his mouth, his lips trembling slightly, wanting to say something, but it was as if a piece of lead had been stuffed in his throat, and he couldn't say a word for a long while.

"You can just say it lightly and erase all the previous misunderstandings, but I can't."

She tried her best to calm herself down, closed her eyes and said in a hoarse voice: "Xiao Yan, this time, I can't act as if nothing happened...I can't make it through."

Xiao Yan raised his hand to wipe the tears on her face: "Aren't you angry?"

Gu Xi closed his eyes and turned his head away without saying a word.

"Do you really hate me?"

Gu Xi bit his lip, feeling another stinging pain in his eyes.

"This time it's my fault, you can be angry." Xiao Yan's voice was slightly hoarse, but he was extraordinarily determined, "You can also hate me."

"But Xixi, you said that you worked so hard and wanted to be with me, I won't allow you to just give up." Xiao Yan leaned over and held her head, pressing his forehead against her heart: " I am not allowed to give up our long-standing relationship, and you are not allowed to give up on me!"

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