flash wedding lady she is super sweet

Chapter 164 How much I should hate him

After coming down from the third floor, Xiao Yan went straight back to the bedroom. The room was pitch black, and there were two faint lights on the balcony.

He frowned and turned on the light, looked carefully, only to find that it was Qiuqiu squatting at the balcony door.

Qiuqiu has never had a good impression of the male master. Seeing that it was Xiao Yan who came in, he ran back to his nest on short legs, and didn't even have the slightest intention of coming to greet him.

Xiao Yan didn't care, walked to the bed and put the wine bottle and glass on the left bedside table, raised his hand and unbuttoned the cuff buttons of his shirt.

Just as she was about to go to the bathroom with a change of clothes, she glanced casually at the bedside table on the right, and her body froze suddenly.

The thing on the nightstand on the right is... that's...

His heartbeat couldn't help but speed up, and he walked over there quickly to take a closer look.

There are a few things on the bedside table.

Two photos and two hand-painted mugs.

The photos are the two that were placed in his mother's house before, but with different frames.

Those two cups, which had been smashed to pieces before, were glued together carefully.

Although there are still obvious traces of repairs, at least the cup has been restored to its original appearance, and the hand-painted patterns on it are still so clear.

Holding the two cups, Xiao Yan's hands trembled faintly, and his chest felt a dull pain, as if someone had slammed him hard on the heart, the pain was sour and astringent.

He saw the cup fall to the ground and shatter with his own eyes.

In that surveillance video, he saw that it was Gu Xi who picked up the fragments of the photo and the cup and took them back to the bedroom.

He saw it too, and later she went downstairs to the utility room to get some things.

When watching the video surveillance, Gu Xi was still in the emergency room for rescue. He was too confused and didn't think about it.

He only knew now when he saw the cup in front of him and the photo that had been re-framed.

That night...he took Ji Kexin away, and she was alone at home waiting for him that night.

She also did so much for him.

She was obviously still injured at that time, and her hands were burned to such an extent, what kind of pain did she endure to glue the cup?
"Isn't it, very irritable, very restless, not at all at ease? To put it mildly, I was in the same mood that night when I was waiting for you in the villa."

Thinking of Gu Xi's previous words, he suddenly tightened his grip on the cup.

How could it be just irritability, just uneasiness, hurt like that, so painful.

She was still thinking about him, waiting for him, how scared and anxious she was...

"Knowing that I might not be able to wait for you at all, but I still wait like a fool. I always think that you promised to come back, even if... you want to come back and settle accounts with me, you should come back... "

But he didn't come back after all... What she was waiting for was the police who wanted to take her away.

"The knife you pierced me was so painful, it hurt so badly that I can remember it... Really, it hurt so badly that I don't want to go through it again."

Just looking at these things, knowing that she has done so much for him, he already felt so distressed that he wanted to dig out his heart.

Betrayed by the person she trusted the most, how much pain did she have at that time?

How disappointed, how desperate, how... I hate him.

Xiao Yan put the two cups back, lay on his back on the bed, and closed his eyes weakly.

Unforgivable?
Yes.

Don't say what Gu Xi thinks, he alone can't forgive himself.

Knowing that regret is an extremely useless emotion.

But now, he couldn't help regretting, thinking about what if...

If he didn't take Ji Kexin away that day, but stayed by her side...

If when she called him, he didn't force her to go to the police station, but rushed back immediately...

He suddenly opened his eyes and punched the bed so hard that the bed trembled.

He originally thought that what he had done these days could soften Gu Xi's attitude.

He wholeheartedly thought that if Gu Xi told him to give him the answer, he must be willing to forgive him.

He was so conceited and determined.

Now... he was not sure.

People have the instinct to avoid harm, if he can't give her a sense of security, she will avoid him.

If the positions of the two are reversed, he will never forgive, and even leave immediately, never to see each other again.

There was a sudden panic in my heart.

He sat up and took out his mobile phone to call Gu Xi, but remembered that she was already asleep, so he deleted the originally dialed number.

Calm down, she is still in the hospital, with Ye Xi and Leng Yan here, she will not leave.

Even if she gave him the answer tomorrow, she still refused to forgive him...

Xiao Yan sighed, raised his hand to rub his temples, got up and walked to the balcony with the wine bottle.

After blowing the night breeze for a while, his mind cleared up a bit, but he still felt uneasy, so he called Leng Yan and asked him to pay more attention to Gu Xi's movements.

"Boss, are you afraid that the boss's wife will run away from the hospital?" Leng Yan couldn't help laughing when he heard his instructions, "Ye Xi and I are both here, and there are brothers guarding us both openly and secretly, so what can go wrong. Let's talk Come back, even if she really went out of the hospital, it is not difficult to find her back."

"It's not a question of whether we can get back after leaving." Xiao Yan took a sip of wine, his voice became hoarse, "I can't let her go, she stays on her own initiative, and after I leave, I will find her back. are different."

What Xiao Yan said was too abstract, Leng Yan didn't respond for a while.

Xiao Yan was helpless, and didn't bother to explain in detail: "You have never been in love, and you still don't understand..."

Leng Yan seemed to take a deep breath, Xiao Yan thought to himself that he might have automatically interpreted his words as contempt for single dogs.

"Take care of her for me." Although it was only one night, he still felt uneasy without her by his side. "I'll be there tomorrow morning."

"I promise that when you come tomorrow, the proprietress will still be well in the hospital."

With Leng Yan's guarantee, Xiao Yan heaved a sigh of relief.

After hanging up the phone, he was about to walk into the room when he felt a little heavy on his feet. When he looked down, he found that Qiuqiu was gnawing on his leather shoes.

The corner of Xiao Yan's lips twitched, and he went downstairs to get dog food to feed it.

Qiuqiu wagged its little tail and happily arched into the food bowl.

Xiao Yan pinched its little tail, Qiuqiu twisted its buttocks, moved it to the side, and continued eating without even raising its head.

Gu Xi likes this little thing very much, and when she is discharged from the hospital and moves over there...bring it there too.

Seeing it, she should be happy.

Xiao Yan's brows and eyes softened, he glanced at Qiuqiu's kennel, thinking whether to take the kennel with him, or buy a new one for him.

I took a quick look, but found that there seemed to be something in its nest.

That color is the same as the color of the handbag that Gu Xi brought when he went to Linhua earlier.

At that time, she was still mysterious to prevent him from taking a closer look...

Xiao Yan frowned, and reached out to get the thing in the ball socket.

Qiuqiu noticed Xiao Yan's movements, and immediately got into the nest and lay down, protecting the contents tightly.

The more it is like this, the more Xiao Yan has to watch it carefully.

He picked up the ball with one hand, and took out the things in the nest with the other.

The light gray cashmere scarf was shaken off, and when he saw the words YX outlined with a white line on it, his pupils suddenly constricted.

(End of this chapter)