Chapter 173 Is My First Love

"It's the bottle of drug." Gu Xi blushed and stood up and put on his clothes.

The clothes inside had been tossed and worn out, so she could only button up the windbreaker tightly.

Xiao Yan's behavior just now really scared her a little... She really wasn't prepared for such a thing!
"Xiao Yan." She called out his name in a low voice, and walked towards him slowly, but Xiao Yan stopped her.

"Don't come here!" His voice sounded extremely depressed and painful.

"There is definitely something wrong with this medicine." He panted heavily, his eyes were bloodshot from the urging of desire, "You go to the third floor now and ask Leng Yan to call Jason over immediately. The weird medicine he researched , only he himself knows what can go wrong."

"Okay, I'll go there right away!" She turned around and asked again worriedly, "Is it okay for you to be here alone? How about I help you down first?"

"No need." Xiao Yan shook his head and urged, "Don't worry about me, you go!"

Gu Xi didn't dare to delay and went downstairs to find Leng Yan.

After making sure she walked away, Xiao Yan couldn't help panting.

He wanted Gu Xi, but such a strong desire was too abnormal, he almost couldn't control himself just now.

The relationship between the two just got better, and he didn't want to force her to make Gu Xi feel bad for him anymore because of this kind of thing.

His body was tense, and he felt as if he had been thrown into the crater of a volcano, ready to be tortured to death at any moment.

"Damn it!" He cursed in a low voice, opened his eyes and saw the medicine bottle at his feet, and kicked it out, "Jason that bastard, what the hell did he do!"

In less than 10 minutes, Gu Xi had already returned.

Hearing her footsteps, Xiao Yan gritted his teeth and walked quickly to the door.

"Xixi, don't come in yet."

He propped the door open with a stone, and said to her through the door: "I may not be able to control myself now, you are too close to me, I am afraid I will hurt you."

Gu Xi's footsteps stopped outside the door, she had already sensed Xiao Yan's abnormality just now, she didn't dare to provoke him anymore, and said in a low voice: "Leng Yan said that Jason will be here in half an hour."

Hearing Xiao Yan's curse in a low voice, Gu Xi became a little anxious: "Why don't you go to a nearby hospital first?"

"It's useless." Xiao Yan sat on the ground leaning against the wall, choked his thigh tightly with his hands to let the pain suppress his desire, and spoke, his voice became more and more suppressed and hoarse, "The things Jason made, only he can understand Come on, go to another doctor and mess with the medication, it's only going to make it worse."

The more Xiao Yan said that, the more worried Gu Xi became: "But you are like this..."

She regretted it a bit, if she knew it would make Xiao Yan so uncomfortable in the end, she would not have given him the bottle of medicine before.

"Hey, it's okay, you don't have to worry." Xiao Yan tried his best to sound calm, and said to comfort her, "Sit down and give me your hand."

Gu Xi also sat down leaning against the wall, and stretched his left hand in through the crack of the door. Xiao Yan held her hand and intertwined his fingers.

"I have something to tell you." His mind was a little confused at the moment.

But he felt that it was best to tell Gu Xi about those things at this time.

Gu Xi didn't know what he was going to say, but just nodded: "Speak, I'll listen."

"Did Ji Kexin tell you before that the girl in the photo on the third floor is my... first love?"

When he suddenly mentioned this, Gu Xi couldn't help being stunned.

To be honest, Ji Kexin didn't tell her about the photo at all, and she also knew what was going on with the photo, so she didn't know how to respond for a while.

Xiao Yan took her silence as an acquiescence, thinking that she still cared about that matter, he held her hand tightly, and explained in a hoarse voice.

"The photo, and the two cups, I originally wanted to... take you to another place to look at it and then explain it to you. But I think it's better to make it clear now, I don't want you to keep it in your heart." What kind of lumps do you have?"

Gu Xi felt a little shy, and shook his head, but Xiao Yan couldn't see her movements through a door.

And his hoarse and suppressed voice had reached her ears.

"Before the age of 16, my surname was not Xiao."

Xiao Yan held Gu Xi's hand tightly with one hand, and pinched his thigh with the other to keep his sanity clear.

He looked up at the moon that had gradually started to shift from the mid-heaven, and narrowed his eyes slightly.

Talking about the past, talking about the past, talking about the dusty past.

"My biological mother's surname is He. As long as I can remember, I have never had a father. Later that day, a man came to my house suddenly, and he told me that he was my father."

"Although he said that, and my mother also said that he is my father, I just don't believe it."

"I peeked at his business card and went to the Internet cafe to check, only to find out that he is the president of Xiao Shi, a...very powerful person. Moreover, he is married, but according to the information, his wife , but not my mother. Outsiders, let alone know that he has a son like me."

"He has an adopted son named Xiao Yu. He is not his own flesh and blood, but he was held in the palm of his hand and pampered since he was a child. At that time, the schoolbag I carried on my back was used for three years, and my mother had to stay up late. Go to work and run our house."

"Ever since he started coming in and out of our house, people started calling my mother Xiaosan, a bitch."

"They called me a bastard, the son of a bitch."

"Since then, I haven't called him Dad again. I hate him! He made me and my mother be despised to such a state, but he can't protect us at all! Such a man is not worthy of being mine Father!"

When Xiao Yan said this, there was deep hatred in his tone, and he unconsciously clenched Gu Xi's hand tightly, so tight that she felt pain.

Gu Xi just bit his lip and listened to him quietly.

Xiao Yan was a few years older than her. When she was a child, her impression of He Yan was that he was rebellious, stubborn, flamboyant and wild.

Only now did she know that he had buried so much suffering in his heart since he was a child... the suffering that could not be known to outsiders.

He could only swallow the bitterness by himself.

"Those two teacups..." Xiao Yan's tone was slightly slow.

"Community parent-child classes, my mother used to accompany me. That time, my mother was sick and he happened to come to visit. My mother asked him to let him take me to class."

Xiao Yan's voice was full of laughter and mixed with apathy and helplessness: "I didn't want him to go, but at that time...he was so nervous in front of me, he didn't look like a king of shopping malls at all. It's just that Simple, a father, a father who participated in parent-child activities with his son for the first time."

"I still remember what he said to me at the time. He said, 'A Yan, don't worry, Dad will never let you lose face in front of other friends'."

"That was the first time, and the only time, that I felt that he was indeed a father, my father."

"The final work of that parent-child class was the pair of teacups, and we won No.1."

 A passage that should have been written yesterday, I think I should save it for today to write.

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(End of this chapter)

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