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Chapter 232 Don't Love The Wrong Way

"What are you talking about? It's not troublesome. Every time I see you like this, it's clear that you don't regard me as a friend!"

Fang Nuan waited for her at the gate of the community, saw her get out of the car, grabbed her by the arm and dragged her home.

"You have to explain things to me today!"

But Gu Xi dragged his feet and refused to leave: "Just wait a moment. Don't worry, since I'm here, I will tell you everything. But before that, I have to go shopping first, so you go with me .”

Fang Nuan looked at her suspiciously, followed her to a nearby supermarket without asking any further questions.

Seeing that she bought groceries, toothbrushes, toothpaste, towels and other daily necessities, Fang Nuan looked at her with weird eyes.

However, there were too many people coming and going in the supermarket, and it was inconvenient to talk, so she kept silent.

After buying something and returning home, putting the things on the table, Fang Nuan put his arms around his chest and began to extract a confession: "Tell me, did you quarrel with Xiao Yan again?"

"It's not a quarrel, right?" Speaking of Gu Xi, he felt extremely helpless, "It can only be regarded as... a bit of a misunderstanding."

She walked towards the kitchen with the ingredients she bought: "I will lend you the kitchen."

"It's clear that you were kicked out by Xiao Yan and want to stay at my house!" Fang Nuan followed her into the kitchen, "How could it be as simple as an ordinary misunderstanding."

"I'll tell you slowly." Gu Xi rolled up his sleeves and talked to Fang Nuan while washing the vegetables, "Actually, the beginning was..."

After she put the casserole on the fire and started to boil, she took Fang Nuan out of the kitchen.

"That's probably the way it is." She sat down on the small sofa in the living room and said with a helpless smile, "So I'm going to stay with you for a few days."

Fang Nuan stared at her for a long time without saying a word, Gu Xi was a little scared by her stare, and couldn't help asking: "What's wrong?"

"Xixi, aren't you tired?"

Fang Nuan's sudden words caused Gu Xi's heart to twitch suddenly.

The pain, fear, uneasiness, and grievances that had been accumulated in her heart were all highlighted by her words.

She lowered her head in embarrassment and raised her hand to quickly wipe the corner of her eyes, not wanting Fang Nuan to see her embarrassment.

"It's not your fault that you were kidnapped, and it's not your fault that Cheng Fei and Xiao Yan were injured in order to save you. It's reasonable for you to protect Cheng Fei, why should Xiao Yan vent all his anger on you Come on me?"

"Did you want to be kidnapped yourself? Did you want him to get hurt?"

"He was jealous and wanted revenge. He never thought about your situation at all! Did he ask you if it hurt you when you were beaten by Zhu Shuxiu?"

Gu Xi shook his head vigorously: "It's not that warm... Xiao Yan is right, really, he's just doing it for my own good..."

Fang Nuan sneered: "For your own good, will you be kicked out of the ward?! For your own good, you will not even be allowed to enter the house?!"

"It's really enough, it's like this every time, it hurts you badly, and when you're about to leave, you don't want to let go! I really think you have to have him, don't you?"

"But I really just want to be with him!" Gu Xi suddenly shouted, and when he raised his head, his face was covered with tears, "We have gone through so much, and finally we can be together... We can be together!"

"It's just, it's just a misunderstanding, as long as the explanation is clear..."

Fang Nuan saw that Gu Xi was so sad and still only wanted to speak for Xiao Yan, she really couldn't stand it anymore, she turned her head and sneered: "But will he listen to your explanation now?"

In one sentence, the glimmer of hope in Gu Xi's heart was completely extinguished.

"It's said that the authorities are obsessed, Xixi... I'll just watch you sink in step by step."

"You only have Xiao Yan in your heart. In order to preserve his reputation, you let yourself 'die'. Now he is angry at you, and you feel restless... You always focus on him, you Have you ever thought about yourself!"

Gu Xi sat stiffly on the spot, his lips trembling slightly, and he didn't speak for a long while.

Fang Nuan couldn't bear it anymore, rushed into the bedroom, took a photo album, came out and "slapped" it in front of her, and opened the photo album.

"Look clearly! This is what the two of us wrote on the blackboard in the classroom when we just graduated from high school, 'I want to be a queen'! We stamped our fingerprints on it!"

"This is a freshman class. In the body class, the two of us are at the bottom of the crane. How long have you been practicing hard in private? What is written on the strap around your head?! 'I want to be a queen'!"

"Vocal practice, broadcasting practice, how did we get through it step by step! How did you swear to me at the beginning, 'I must be a queen'!"

"But now! Besides hanging around with Xiao Yanti every day, what else do you do?"

"Yes! You have learned to humiliate yourself!"

She turned on the front camera of her phone and pointed it at Gu Xi's face.

"Look at what you look like now! If you send out this photo casually, your image will be ruined immediately, do you understand!"

"And your hand!" Fang Nuan pulled her right hand up, "Look at the scar on your palm yourself! Hands are a woman's second face, how many shots require hand movements to be photogenic, don't you understand! You Just to help him take out that little thing, you destroy yourself!"

Fang Nuan scolded for a long time, she was panting with anger, and slumped on a chair beside her.

Gu Xi stared blankly at the photo album in front of him, as if he had lost his soul, and didn't say a word for a long time.

Fang Nuan closed her eyes, brushed her hair behind her ears, and leaned over to hold Gu Xi's hand.

"Xixi, I know that you love him, but loving him doesn't mean that you have to humiliate yourself and make yourself low in the dust."

She pursed her lips, and said in a hoarse voice: "To put it bluntly, if you want others to love you, you must first understand self-love."

"I also want to see your love blossom and bear fruit, but that shouldn't be based on your sacrificing yourself. It's okay for you to love each other, but don't love in the wrong way... understand?"

Gu Xi's eyelashes trembled slightly, and the hands on his knees secretly tightened, clenched into fists.

"Xixi..." Fang Nuan still wanted to persuade her.

Gu Xi said hoarsely: "Can you let me think alone for a while? My mind is a little messed up right now."

Fang Nuan frowned and stopped talking, got up and went to her bedroom.

Gu Xi closed his eyes, took a deep breath, took the photo album on the table, and began to flip through it slowly.

They were all photos of her and Fang Nuan.

She carefully looked for traces of the words "I want to be the actress" in the photos.

Appear on blackboards, tables, clothes, banners, scarves, wristbands, shoes, teacups...

It turned out that she had always motivated herself like this...

Since when did the focus of her life become Xiao Yan, and she lost herself instead?
She put down the photo album, leaned back in the chair, looked up at the ceiling, and murmured.

"Xiao Yan... why is it so difficult to love you?"

　The main female self-improvement! ! !

　　
　
(End of this chapter)