Chapter 314 I Will Bless You
The two of them sat by the window, and the sun shone in on Gu Xi's face. The skin on her cheeks was clear, and she showed a light blush under the sun.
Cheng Fei looked up at her, couldn't help reaching out to caress her cheek, but finally restrained himself.
He closed his eyes, pressed his hand on the notebook, and tried his best to calm down his emotions, not to think too much.
Hearing Gu Xi say that they are very destined, he felt a bitterness in his heart.
Fate?
If there is really a fate, why is Xiao Yan one step ahead of him?
He only found out after checking that the day he returned to China happened to be the day Xiao Yan and Gu Xi received their certificates.
If he could come back sooner, if he could meet Gu Xi earlier than Xiao Yan, if it wasn't Xiao Yan who married Gu Xi but him...
Cheng Fei's body tensed up, his heart seemed to be clenched tightly, and the pain was severe.
How much he wanted to have that if.
But in the end, the reality before him reminded him that he was too late.
If you are one step too late, you will never catch up again.
Gu Xi looked up at Cheng Fei, pursed his lips, and didn't respond for a while.
Cheng Fei has that kind of affection between a man and a woman towards her, which she is very clear now.
But she can't accept it.
She didn't want to make Cheng Fei sad, but she didn't want to betray Xiao Yan and make Xiao Yan sad.
And... She understands that when the matter has come to this point, it is better for her to snuff out that glimmer of hope with her own hands than for her to hang on like this and let him still hold on to that glimmer of hope.
Only by letting him give up on her completely, will he notice other women and realize their goodness.
Although this is cruel, it is also the best result.
"When I was young, I really loved clinging to you." Gu Xi picked up the water glass and shook it slightly, watching the water in the quilt ripple in circles, and slightly raised the corners of his lips, "Also said, long I want to marry you when I grow up."
Cheng Fei's hand that was pressing on the notebook suddenly clenched.
Gu Xi saw his subtle reaction in his eyes, his eyes dimmed, but he still said with a smile: "But after all, it's just a child's ignorant joke, how can it be taken as the truth?"
"Why can't you take it seriously?" Cheng Fei said suddenly, with an extraordinarily stubborn tone, "Isn't the purest feeling when you are young? Since you liked me when you were young, why can't you now?"
Gu Xi really didn't expect Cheng Fei to ask such a straightforward question, he was taken aback for a moment, and then replied: "Brother Cheng Fei, my feelings for you have never changed."
Cheng Fei straightened his back and focused his eyes on her.
Gu Xi raised his eyes, and looked straight into his eyes: "I still like you the same now, but it's just the kind of liking between friends. As I said before, in my heart, you will always be the one who loves me My brother Cheng Fei."
The light in Cheng Fei's eyes dimmed inch by inch, and a self-deprecating smile rose from the corner of his lips.
Sure enough, it was true, and the result was exactly the same as he expected.
It can be a friend, a relative, or a brother, but it will not be a lover after all.
"I know your feelings for me... It's the kind of relationship between a man and a woman." When he said this, Gu Xi felt extremely hypocritical, but he had to bite the bullet and continue, "But I'm sorry, I I really can't give you an answer."
Holding the water glass tightly in her hand, she looked up at him and said, "Do you still remember, when I asked you to borrow 5000 million, what did I say to you at the subway station?"
Cheng Fei was slightly stunned, carefully recalling the scene at that time, she should have been in the car, she had told him at that time, Cheng Fei murmured: "You said that Miss An Xin is gone...Let me go...to find a better of,"
Gu Xi nodded: "I still mean the same thing now, Brother Cheng Fei, I... can't be with you anymore. With your conditions, you can find those who are better than me, better than me..."
"But no matter how good those people are, they are not you after all..." Cheng Fei's tone was indifferent, but he insisted, "My answer is the same as before. In my opinion, you are the best, and no one can replace you." .”
Gu Xi lowered his head and bit his lips lightly: "Brother Cheng Fei, I'm sorry, I..."
"Fool, you don't have to say sorry to me." He took a sip of water from the water glass, the originally warm water was completely cold now, but he felt that this was just right, it could stir the pain in his heart Press it all down.
His heart was clearly in pain as if he had been gouged out, but he still had a smile on his face: "It's not your fault that I like you."
Gu Xi opened his mouth, not knowing how to respond for a moment.
Instead, it was Cheng Fei who said again: "If you say 'what do you like about me, I will change' again, then I will really get angry."
"Where is that exaggeration." Gu Xi couldn't laugh or cry, no matter how she said she would never say such a thing to Cheng Fei.
Although it sounds like a joke, the more jokes, the deeper the hurt.
"I know what you mean by showing me these things." Cheng Fei carefully put away the notes, put them back into the handbag, and asked, "Can you give these to me."
"Of course." Gu Xi nodded, "Remembering these things, I originally thought that if I meet you again one day, I will give them all to you, and then show off and say, 'Look, I have been returning all these things for so many years. remember you'."
Saying this, she couldn't help laughing: "To be honest, Brother Cheng Fei, I'm really happy to meet you again."
"When I saw you for the first time, I thought you looked familiar. If I had been at that time, I would have chased you decisively..." Cheng Fei shook his head, but he knew very well that it was absolutely impossible. of.
He knew his own temperament, and he would never do such impulsive things.
But Xiao Yan...
He couldn't help asking: "Did Xiao Yan decide to marry you after meeting you for the first time?"
"Yeah." Gu Xi couldn't help feeling funny when he thought about the previous events, "Suddenly he brought a large group of people to my house, acting like a domineering president, forcing me to sign a contract with him."
She shook her head and laughed, and muttered softly: "Now that I think about it, what happened back then was really true, like a romance novel..."
Cheng Fei didn't respond, thinking to himself, this might be the biggest difference between him and Xiao Yan.
Whatever Xiao Yan wanted, he would go for it directly, regardless of the consequences or means.
On the contrary, he always looks forward and backward, but misses a lot of opportunities.
So much so that now, Xiao Yan is the only one in Gu Xi's heart, but he is always positioned as the elder brother...the gap is so big.
Gu Xi took a careful look at Cheng Fei, and wanted to say something more, but hesitated and didn't speak.
Cheng Fei looked at her cautious look, his eyes dimmed, and he sighed secretly: "You don't have to be afraid to say it, don't worry, I understand what you mean."
His voice was so difficult that even he himself doubted how he said that sentence.
"As long as you can be together well, I will bless you."
I wish you all a happy new year and a happy new year.
I played too much today, the update is late, I will make it up tomorrow.
In addition, there are New Year's Day benefits. Those who play Orange Light games can search for the game "Night Attendant Shengfei". Why is this... You will understand after watching it. )づ╭?~
(End of this chapter)
The two of them sat by the window, and the sun shone in on Gu Xi's face. The skin on her cheeks was clear, and she showed a light blush under the sun.
Cheng Fei looked up at her, couldn't help reaching out to caress her cheek, but finally restrained himself.
He closed his eyes, pressed his hand on the notebook, and tried his best to calm down his emotions, not to think too much.
Hearing Gu Xi say that they are very destined, he felt a bitterness in his heart.
Fate?
If there is really a fate, why is Xiao Yan one step ahead of him?
He only found out after checking that the day he returned to China happened to be the day Xiao Yan and Gu Xi received their certificates.
If he could come back sooner, if he could meet Gu Xi earlier than Xiao Yan, if it wasn't Xiao Yan who married Gu Xi but him...
Cheng Fei's body tensed up, his heart seemed to be clenched tightly, and the pain was severe.
How much he wanted to have that if.
But in the end, the reality before him reminded him that he was too late.
If you are one step too late, you will never catch up again.
Gu Xi looked up at Cheng Fei, pursed his lips, and didn't respond for a while.
Cheng Fei has that kind of affection between a man and a woman towards her, which she is very clear now.
But she can't accept it.
She didn't want to make Cheng Fei sad, but she didn't want to betray Xiao Yan and make Xiao Yan sad.
And... She understands that when the matter has come to this point, it is better for her to snuff out that glimmer of hope with her own hands than for her to hang on like this and let him still hold on to that glimmer of hope.
Only by letting him give up on her completely, will he notice other women and realize their goodness.
Although this is cruel, it is also the best result.
"When I was young, I really loved clinging to you." Gu Xi picked up the water glass and shook it slightly, watching the water in the quilt ripple in circles, and slightly raised the corners of his lips, "Also said, long I want to marry you when I grow up."
Cheng Fei's hand that was pressing on the notebook suddenly clenched.
Gu Xi saw his subtle reaction in his eyes, his eyes dimmed, but he still said with a smile: "But after all, it's just a child's ignorant joke, how can it be taken as the truth?"
"Why can't you take it seriously?" Cheng Fei said suddenly, with an extraordinarily stubborn tone, "Isn't the purest feeling when you are young? Since you liked me when you were young, why can't you now?"
Gu Xi really didn't expect Cheng Fei to ask such a straightforward question, he was taken aback for a moment, and then replied: "Brother Cheng Fei, my feelings for you have never changed."
Cheng Fei straightened his back and focused his eyes on her.
Gu Xi raised his eyes, and looked straight into his eyes: "I still like you the same now, but it's just the kind of liking between friends. As I said before, in my heart, you will always be the one who loves me My brother Cheng Fei."
The light in Cheng Fei's eyes dimmed inch by inch, and a self-deprecating smile rose from the corner of his lips.
Sure enough, it was true, and the result was exactly the same as he expected.
It can be a friend, a relative, or a brother, but it will not be a lover after all.
"I know your feelings for me... It's the kind of relationship between a man and a woman." When he said this, Gu Xi felt extremely hypocritical, but he had to bite the bullet and continue, "But I'm sorry, I I really can't give you an answer."
Holding the water glass tightly in her hand, she looked up at him and said, "Do you still remember, when I asked you to borrow 5000 million, what did I say to you at the subway station?"
Cheng Fei was slightly stunned, carefully recalling the scene at that time, she should have been in the car, she had told him at that time, Cheng Fei murmured: "You said that Miss An Xin is gone...Let me go...to find a better of,"
Gu Xi nodded: "I still mean the same thing now, Brother Cheng Fei, I... can't be with you anymore. With your conditions, you can find those who are better than me, better than me..."
"But no matter how good those people are, they are not you after all..." Cheng Fei's tone was indifferent, but he insisted, "My answer is the same as before. In my opinion, you are the best, and no one can replace you." .”
Gu Xi lowered his head and bit his lips lightly: "Brother Cheng Fei, I'm sorry, I..."
"Fool, you don't have to say sorry to me." He took a sip of water from the water glass, the originally warm water was completely cold now, but he felt that this was just right, it could stir the pain in his heart Press it all down.
His heart was clearly in pain as if he had been gouged out, but he still had a smile on his face: "It's not your fault that I like you."
Gu Xi opened his mouth, not knowing how to respond for a moment.
Instead, it was Cheng Fei who said again: "If you say 'what do you like about me, I will change' again, then I will really get angry."
"Where is that exaggeration." Gu Xi couldn't laugh or cry, no matter how she said she would never say such a thing to Cheng Fei.
Although it sounds like a joke, the more jokes, the deeper the hurt.
"I know what you mean by showing me these things." Cheng Fei carefully put away the notes, put them back into the handbag, and asked, "Can you give these to me."
"Of course." Gu Xi nodded, "Remembering these things, I originally thought that if I meet you again one day, I will give them all to you, and then show off and say, 'Look, I have been returning all these things for so many years. remember you'."
Saying this, she couldn't help laughing: "To be honest, Brother Cheng Fei, I'm really happy to meet you again."
"When I saw you for the first time, I thought you looked familiar. If I had been at that time, I would have chased you decisively..." Cheng Fei shook his head, but he knew very well that it was absolutely impossible. of.
He knew his own temperament, and he would never do such impulsive things.
But Xiao Yan...
He couldn't help asking: "Did Xiao Yan decide to marry you after meeting you for the first time?"
"Yeah." Gu Xi couldn't help feeling funny when he thought about the previous events, "Suddenly he brought a large group of people to my house, acting like a domineering president, forcing me to sign a contract with him."
She shook her head and laughed, and muttered softly: "Now that I think about it, what happened back then was really true, like a romance novel..."
Cheng Fei didn't respond, thinking to himself, this might be the biggest difference between him and Xiao Yan.
Whatever Xiao Yan wanted, he would go for it directly, regardless of the consequences or means.
On the contrary, he always looks forward and backward, but misses a lot of opportunities.
So much so that now, Xiao Yan is the only one in Gu Xi's heart, but he is always positioned as the elder brother...the gap is so big.
Gu Xi took a careful look at Cheng Fei, and wanted to say something more, but hesitated and didn't speak.
Cheng Fei looked at her cautious look, his eyes dimmed, and he sighed secretly: "You don't have to be afraid to say it, don't worry, I understand what you mean."
His voice was so difficult that even he himself doubted how he said that sentence.
"As long as you can be together well, I will bless you."
I wish you all a happy new year and a happy new year.
I played too much today, the update is late, I will make it up tomorrow.
In addition, there are New Year's Day benefits. Those who play Orange Light games can search for the game "Night Attendant Shengfei". Why is this... You will understand after watching it. )づ╭?~
(End of this chapter)
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