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Chapter 323 Can You Go On Together Together?

"Xixi..." Xiao Yan closed his eyes and reached out to hold Gu Xi's hand, but she dodged it.

Gu Xi raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, sniffed his nose, and tried hard to make his voice not sound so hoarse: "When I was at the hotel last night... I was impulsive, and my words were too extreme."

She kept her head down and didn't look at him: "At that time, I was emotional, thinking that I had been waiting for you for so long, but you were with Ji Kexin, and you finally came back, and you directly faced me indiscriminately." Inquire with Master Cheng Feixing."

"I don't think I did anything wrong. It's you who are wrong, but you still get angry with me. I feel very wronged and unfair."

"At that time, I really wanted to let it go. I was too tired. I didn't have the energy to face the things in the future. I just lost my temper once and for all. Whatever you think, I don't care."

"Just break it off like that, leave you completely, you don't have to bear so much pressure, you don't have to endure so much grievance, it's a relief."

Xiao Yan thought of how she was when she stubbornly said last night that she would not come back with him again, her heart suddenly tightened.

At that time, she was so stimulated that she was dizzy, and there was nowhere to vent her anger, and she wished that she and Cheng Fei could be cleaned up together.

How could he care about her mood... No, he really didn't care about her.

"But calm down and think about it, it was normal for you to be angry at that time. If it were me, if I saw you and Ji Kexin like that, I would probably go crazy."

Gu Xi laughed at himself, and continued, "Besides, I was a bit confused at the time, and I haven't fully realized what's going on."

Her eyes were dim, and she unconsciously bent her knees and curled up. It was a defensive posture when she felt insecure: "Later, I figured it out... I really slept with Cheng Fei. I was seen, and said Maybe..."

"He didn't touch you!" Xiao Yan immediately explained, "I've already found out everything. It was Ji Kexin who did it behind the scenes. Cheng Fei was also unconscious. You didn't..."

He pursed his lips and didn't continue speaking.

Gu Xi is his woman, and he is naturally the clearest about her body.

When he was in the bathroom yesterday, he was actually sure that Cheng Fei hadn't touched her.

But at that time, under the extreme anger, there was no reason at all...

It's fine to be rough, I haven't felt that she has a fever yet, if she did that kind of thing when she was already weak, Gu Xi would avoid him now...it's inevitable.

She must have been scared and hurt.

Hearing Xiao Yan say that Ji Kexin was doing something behind her back, Gu Xi was obviously stunned for a moment, but she didn't think too much about it. Knowing that she and Cheng Fei had nothing to do, she was already relieved.

"What happened last night..." Xiao Yan pursed his lips and said, "I went too far. I didn't know that you had been drenched in water before and had a fever, and even hurt you...sorry."

Gu Xi raised his hand and hooked the hair behind his ear: "I know... Actually what you scolded me yesterday was also right."

Xiao Yan's expression changed slightly, but Gu Xi continued to say, "If I had been more prepared and hadn't stayed in the same room with Cheng Fei, it wouldn't have been so easy for Ji Kexin to frame us."

"As you said, if I kept a little distance from Cheng Fei, it wouldn't be the same as last night. If I think so, I'm really stupid, and I'm really being mean... Fortunately, she did it It's a drug, not an aphrodisiac, or else..."

"There won't be such a thing!" Xiao Yan couldn't restrain his emotions anymore, and couldn't help stretching out his hand to hug her tightly, "Yesterday I also said something impulsively, I don't miss you that much... ..."

What's stupid, what's cheap.

He said it out of anger at the time, and now he heard it again, and he realized that what he said before turned out to be so hurtful.

Moreover, I not only said serious things yesterday, but also...

He hugged her tightly, and the tighter he hugged her, the more he could feel the stiffness and tightness of her body, as well as the slight trembling.

Gu Xi put his hand on his chest and pushed him away forcefully, his face looked extraordinarily pale.

"Sorry...can you please don't touch me!" She lowered her head to avoid his gaze, clutching the quilt tightly with her hands, her body was still trembling slightly, her voice was also very tense, "I... a little scared."

Xiao Yan's face turned pale in an instant, and it took him a while to speak awkwardly, "I'm sorry."

Gu Xi shook his head: "It's not all your fault, we were all just tricked by Ji Kexin..."

She leaned back against the head of the bed, and said softly, "Xiao Yan...can we really go on together again?"

Back to the original question again.

But after listening to her talk so much, he couldn't, and he didn't dare to think that she was just talking nonsense.

If it was the past, he would have said decisively, that he would definitely be able to.

But now... Looking back on the days that he thought were smooth, he realized that it was just his wishful thinking.

How much Gu Xi endured in silence, how much pressure he withstood, these issues that he had never thought about were put on the table.

Those hypocritical and gorgeous exteriors are uncovered, but the inside is actually riddled with holes and wounds every inch.

He always thought that he had given Gu Xi everything he could, but now he discovered that he owed her so much, and he never gave her what she really wanted.

She needed recognition for all that effort, and he wasn't giving it to her.

She suffered grievances alone and needed comfort, which he failed to give her.

Even when she needed him the most, he was by other women's side for the so-called future.

Leaving her alone, lonely, wronged, suffering... All these pains, the pain she suffered because of him, she had to swallow it all by herself in the end.

No wonder she said she was tired, no wonder she couldn't bear it, no wonder she said she was going to leave, no wonder she had no confidence in their future...

"I know there are still many problems between us." Xiao Yan sorted out his thoughts and said in a hoarse voice, "It doesn't make any sense for me to promise you a future in vain."

He raised his eyes to look at Gu Xi, his eyes were deep, and he looked straight into her eyes: "Xi Xi, I just want to ask you one question now... Are you still willing to walk down with me?"

He asked seriously, seriously, and cautiously.

During their emotional journey, he has always been the leader, telling her what the future is like and how to go on.

It was really the first time that he asked in the same tone like this.

Gu Xi couldn't tell what the difference was, but when he heard these words, his heart suddenly ached, his nasal cavity was sore, and his eye sockets were stinging unbearably.

Tears could not be restrained from dripping down.

She bit her lip, gripped the quilt tightly with her hands, and nodded her head after a while.

Xiao Yan was still holding his breath, but when he saw her nodding, there was a smile in his eyes.

He wanted to hold her hand, but remembering what Gu Xi said earlier that he didn't want him to touch her, he took his hand back stiffly, and said solemnly: "Then don't be afraid, trust me, we will face it together in the future!"

(End of this chapter)