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Chapter 757 Not Forced To That Step

Words of checkmate?

Xiao Yan's fingers clasped on the armrest of the wheelchair were slightly tightened, secretly carefully observing the expression on Bai Murou's face.

What she wanted to say... When a person is about to die, his words are good.

She also seemed a little tired, and she didn't care about her image and identity at the moment. The wheelchair was next to her, so she simply sat in the wheelchair.

Seeing that Gu Xi was still silent, and seemed to have no intention of talking to her, she sighed, and said slowly, "Although you didn't ask, I know that you have a lump in your heart."

"You don't understand why I abandoned you and your father..."

Gu Xi's pupils suddenly tightened, and Xiao Yan gently held her hand to soothe her emotions.

She still didn't speak, but her eyes were fixed on Bai Murou, waiting for her next words.

Bai Murou didn't look at her right now.

She leaned back in her wheelchair and looked up at the night sky.

It was already late at night, and the sky was overcast, not to mention the moon, and even the stars could not be seen.

She just raised her head like that, not knowing what she was looking at, and after a long pause, she spoke slowly.

"Xiao Yan should know something about me and Shaoming's father. Since you already know that I am you... your biological mother, then come to think of it, Shaoming should have told you something."

Gu Xi pursed his lips, but did not respond to her.

She didn't care, and continued to speak her own words: "I know you don't have the patience to listen to me, so I will focus on the key points. If there is anything you don't understand, you can ask Shaoming when he comes out."

"Going with Shaoming's father is actually a coincidence."

Bai Murou's voice was neither high nor low, the volume was enough for Gu Xi to hear, her tone was very flat, as if she was telling a story about someone else, without the nostalgic feeling of telling her past events at all.

It was also after hearing what she said that Gu Xi knew...another version of the story back then.

Bai Murou did not hide the fact that her relationship with An Ming was fading.

"Young and energetic, you can do anything for the sake of love. I eloped with him without hesitation, but after I walked out, the two of us lived together, only then did I realize that... love can't be eaten at all. Love, and marriage, really It's a two-way thing."

She and An Ming traveled around from dawn to dusk to earn a living, and those feelings were gradually eroded.

Bai Murou said that she knew she was pregnant before she left, but she didn't tell An Ming about her pregnancy.

"We can't afford to support you alone, so we don't have the ability to ask for another one." Bai Murou smiled wryly, "At that time... I originally wanted to kill that child."

kill? !
Gu Xi's heart skipped a beat, and he subconsciously raised his hand to cover his lower abdomen.

Now that she is pregnant with a baby, she can easily understand the feeling of being pregnant. The baby is in her womb, a part of her body, a living life.

She wanted to protect her child wholeheartedly, and tried her best to protect him.

But she never expected that Bai Murou would even think about aborting her back then.

At that time she was pregnant with...

She turned her head to look at Ji Kexin, but found that Ji Kexin was in a daze at the moment.

Too many things that she couldn't accept were piled up in front of her at the moment, she couldn't accept it at all!
"You're pregnant now, so you should know how to abort the child..." Bai Murou paused, then sighed, "If it's not forced, no one wants to go to that point."

"The sudden appearance of Shaoming and his father is a turning point and an opportunity for me."

"It may be because I resemble Shaoming's birth mother. Shaoming was very clingy to me. At that time, he was naughty, and his father wanted to find someone by his side to take care of him. He asked me if I was interested in going to the imperial capital with him. , to be Shaoming's personal nanny."

Bai Murou slowly talked about the events of the year: "I agreed. I concealed the fact that I was married, that I already had a child, and that I was pregnant. I followed him to the Imperial capital."

"At that time, my mind was very simple. I really just wanted to make money and keep the baby in my womb, that's all." She held her forehead and said in a hoarse voice, "But there are always some coincidences in life. , After I arrived in the imperial capital, because I was often with Shaoming and had many opportunities to get in touch with his father, there were gradually rumors that... what did I have with him. "

"It just so happens that Xiao Yan's grandfather still knows me... He thought that I was thinking about it, so he decided to stay with Shaoming's father, and even notified my family."

"I couldn't hide the fact that I was pregnant later. Everyone thought it was me and Shaoming's father's child. Things were already developing in a direction beyond my control."

Bai Murou's brows were furrowed, and now thinking of what happened at that time, she still feels devastated and completely messed up.

"At that time, Shaoming's father was also sick. The cancer was diagnosed at an advanced stage. He knew that his time was short. If he left, the Ji family would collapse."

"Almost everyone thought we were together at the time, and Xiao Yan's grandfather also took special care of me. Shaoming's father saw that this could be exploited, so he discussed with me... just make a fake show and make it real. .”

When Gu Xi heard this, he was really stunned for a while.

She always thought that Bai Murou just disliked the poor, loved the rich and coveted the rich, so she followed Ji Shaoming's father.

But now... the words she said completely overturned her previous cognition.

"If what you said is true." Gu Xi interrupted her, "You just want to keep the child, then why...haven't even contacted my dad?"

An Ming has been looking for her for so many years!

If it was really like what she said, she didn't want to abandon their father and daughter wholeheartedly, then why didn't she even send a letter back?But is it so difficult to get in touch?
"Contact?" Bai Murou sneered, as if mocking her naivety, "If you weren't pushed to that point, how could you understand the situation I was in at that time."

"Before I came to the imperial capital, I didn't leave a message for your father, just because I was afraid that he would come to me. If he came before I could get a firm foothold in the Ji family, maybe I would lose that job, and then... What about the child? The emperor can't tolerate two people who don't even have status!"

"I originally thought that after I settled down in Ji's house, I would find a suitable opportunity to confess to Shaoming's father. With his strength, arrange for your father to come to the imperial capital and find him a decent job. Not difficult."

"But I haven't had time to say...the situation has gotten out of control."

(End of this chapter)