Just like looking for good news in cold light

Chapter 1242 Precipitation in Life
He looked up at the window and suddenly felt confused, not knowing where to go.

It's not that he has nowhere to go, but that he has a strong reluctance to give up on her.

Lu Jinyan looked up at the place where the light was on, feeling a sense of loss in his heart.

Although the time with Wen Duoduo was not long, it was only less than a year. Compared with those couples who had been in love for several years, he and her were only together for a short time.

But even so, for him, this period was still the happiest of his life.

Several times, his hands were on the steering wheel, but before starting the car, he stopped.

After repeating this several times, he simply gave up.

He took out a cigarette case and a lighter from the co-pilot, and played with them in his hands, his mind was in a mess.

In fact, he seldom smokes, only when he is upset, he will smoke occasionally to relieve the boredom in his heart.

He took out a cigarette, lit it and held it between his fingers, but he didn't have the heart to take a puff.

I have never been so confused before, my heart seems to be pressed by a stone, and I can hardly breathe.

Wen Duoduo's phrase 'Bastard!I hate you!I want to break up with you', I can't help but twitch...

To break up with her, he can't do it, absolutely can't do it!

If he could, he really wanted to fill it in immediately, take a good look at her, and see if she lost weight these days?Are you haggard?She is also like him from time to time, thinking about her crazily?

However, he held back in the end.

The cigarette in his hand lit one after another, and smoked one after another until the dark night sky slowly became faintly lit.

The birds on the treetops began to chirp, and some early risers were already busy, and he realized that he had been guarding her downstairs in the hotel for a whole night...

And the ashtray in the car was filled with cigarette butts, like a wounded, curled up hedgehog.

He looked up upstairs again, and after a while, pursing his lips, he started the car and left.

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In the middle of the night, Wen Duoduo was thirsty and got up to get a glass of water.

But in this way, when I lie down again, I won't be able to fall asleep.

My heart was in a mess, and the image of seeing Lu Jinyan last night kept appearing in my mind.

He seemed to have lost a lot of weight and was haggard, with a very ugly complexion.

She thought he would definitely come after her, but she didn't. It seemed that she was thinking too much. In fact, he didn't care about him as much as she thought, did he?

Her eyes fell on the teacup inadvertently.

Will the name 'Lu Jinyan' be like the tea rust of the years, in circles and layers, settling in her life?
In normal days, when the cup is filled with tea, the traces of brown ripples will be covered up and cannot be detected. Once the water cup is emptied, only the imprint of tea stains will belong to the quilt, which cannot be washed away.

It seems that with it, this cup is full of tea fragrance.

The reason why it is so overbearing is because it is the first imprint on the snow-white porcelain.

Lu Jinyan is from her, that is the first imprint, right?

That's why her heart hurts so much after he left.

Wen Duoduo took a deep breath and covered her face with her hands, but she still couldn't hide the sadness in her heart.

She thought she was strong enough, and after he left, she would quickly adapt to being alone.

But she was wrong.

When the night is late, this kind of loneliness and missing will be more rampant.

She got up and came to the French window, subconsciously looked out the window, imagining him somewhere outside the window...

(End of this chapter)