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Chapter 1822 Fanwai: cheer yourself up
He secretly said to himself, don't be angry, don't be angry, there is nothing between her and Ouyang, just to avoid him.

After repeating this several times, he managed to suppress his anger, opened his sharp eyes again, and ordered: "Go back."

The bodyguard opened his mouth, but hesitated to speak.

The bodyguards are very clear about Ji Tingfeng's temper.

In the end, I had to silently start the engine and drive away.

As soon as Ouyang left, Ning Xiangsi sat motionless on the sofa by herself, her eyes were all gray, staring in the same direction, which hadn't changed since she came in.

………………

Before leaving, Ouyang asked the customer service department to order some food for her, but she didn't have the slightest appetite.

The stomach turned so badly that not only could not eat, but also felt nauseated.

She kept thinking about the scene of Ji Tingfeng and Ouyang fighting together just now.

To be honest, in fact, when he came to H city from the imperial capital and appeared in the hospital where she was staying, her heart throbbed for a moment.

Especially when she saw his red eyes, as if he had stayed up all night to see her tiredly, she softened her heart.

However, Senior Ouyang's words reminded her again.

"Don't be fooled by him. If he hurts you again and again, can't you have a long memory? If he has you in his heart, he shouldn't date Miss Wu Pingting, and he shouldn't even have the chance to meet him. You should justly refuse!"

"But I don't want him to make it public..."

"That's not an excuse for him to go on a blind date!"

"..."

"Xiangsi, he just treats you like a younger sister. You will not be happy with him. Just look at the people in his family who let him go on a blind date. What they need is family background, background and status. A woman like you, instead of being despised by them for your status, why don't you take a step back, maybe you can have a brighter future."

"No, no, Grandpa Ji and Aunt Ji are not that kind of people..."

"Can you really guarantee that their real thoughts are not what I said?"

"I……"

Ning Xiangsi had nothing to refute, nothing to say.

She knew that although senior Ouyang's words were not pleasant to her ears, she sincerely felt that it was for her own good.

However, she is also very clear that at this moment, she has no way to forget Ji Tingfeng in a short time...

He was her first love.

It's like her hugging Ouyang, it's a completely different feeling from Ji Tingfeng's hugging.

Senior Ouyang's embrace is very warm, just like a family member, but it doesn't feel like Ji Tingfeng hugged her at all.

The hug Ji Tingfeng gave her was warm and fiery. As long as she was in his arms, she would be overwhelmed and burned by his breath.

As long as he is there, her heart will beat, her breathing will be disordered, her skin and her cells will long for him like the dry land longs for moisture...

This is the difference between a friend and a lover.

She wasn't sure if she could meet such a hug again.

However, it is absolutely impossible to be depressed like this.

She can't let senior Ouyang worry about herself, and her adoptive parents, they all really care about her.

She can't let them down.

No matter how painful it is, life must go on.

Although she is not good at burying the pain in her heart and disguising herself with a smiling and calm mask, she can only choose to live strong.

So, she sat on the tea table, looked at the cold pasta in front of her, took a deep breath, then picked it up and ate it in big mouthfuls.

(End of this chapter)