Reborn Medicine Daughter

Chapter 376 Past and present, sharing adversity (5)
"Shui'er, Qi Yun, Qi Lei, and some other close followers of mine, they all wear a bamboo whistle, which raises Gu, and this kind of Gu is divided into child Gu and mother Gu. Inside the whistle is the mother Gu, while the rest of the people are the child Gu. The mother Gu can communicate with any child Gu, and the child Gu can only communicate with the mother Gu. They are fed with human blood, and the first blood is fed to them. People are their masters, and they only recognize this person. If their master dies, the Gu will die too, and the whistle cannot make any sound. If the child Gu dies, the mother Gu will definitely be able to sense it, but if the mother Gu If the poison is dead, all the sub-gu will die, if something happens to Shui'er, I can sense it."

This is the first time Su Xinli has heard of such a thing, it is very strange, but she knows that there are many such messy things in Nanyue, but it is the first time that this kind of experience with a little personal contact .

"So, Qi Yun Qi Lei and the others all know that you didn't die."

Lan Yishu responded, then suddenly frowned and looked at Lan Yishu, "You said, Yan Siming did this?"

Su Xinli nodded, perhaps thinking of Yan Siming, her smiling face turned a little cold, and her eyes seemed to be frozen, with deep disgust.

"You hate him?"

Lan Yishu used an affirmative sentence. During the Hundred Flowers Banquet, he was chatting with Su Xinli and others in the pavilion when Yan Siming and Yan Ruicheng suddenly appeared. At that time, Su Xinli stared at Yan Siming for a long time, That look revealed bitter hatred, and even an uncontrollable killing intent. After that, he asked someone to investigate. That time, it was clearly the first time Su Xinli met Yan Siming. How could she have After such deep hatred, Su Xinli kept a distance from him on purpose, and she didn't care much about his identity. Whenever she spoke, she would be sarcasm and disdainful. Moreover, she told him more than once to let him Keep a distance from Yan Chenxi and Yan Siming, Cheng Ziqian also told him, Su Xinli told them to keep a distance from Yan Siming, she is more guarded against Yan Siming than anyone else.

Hate, how could you not hate?She wished she could kill his people, draw his blood, peel his skin, and use all the criminal laws in the world on him. Even so, it still couldn't calm the anger in her heart.

Su Xinli pursed her lips, did not speak, and looked at the direction of the cave entrance leisurely. It was pitch black, and she couldn't see the bottom at a glance. Su Xinli's legs were arched, and her chin rested on her knees. Memories flooded in like a tide. She was clearly awake at this moment, but she still felt like she was drowning. She felt like she was holding something in her chest, and she couldn't breathe. Endless grief was jumping up and down in her mind, and Su Xinli felt that her head was about to explode.

She supported her forehead, her face was livid, as if she was enduring some kind of pain, Lan Yishu felt that something was wrong, and leaned forward, but Su Xinli suddenly raised her head, those originally bright and clear eyes , At this moment, it was deep, and there was only boundless darkness left. Su Xinli suddenly held Lan Yishu's hand, and the other hand tightly grabbed his clothes, and then used a sad but never-before-seen A serious voice asked: "Lan Yishu, if I wasn't me, would you still like me?"

Lan Yishu was a little dazed. All along, he felt that there was a big secret about Su Xinli, and that secret was the root cause of her becoming what she is now.

He paused, and then said, "What do you mean you are not you, Su Xinli, no matter what is in your heart, you can't tell me, but you must remember that you are unique in my heart , and it’s beautiful, that’s the person in front of me, holding my hand, holding my clothes tightly and refusing to let go, her happy, unhappy, good, bad, gentle and kind, Either she is ruthless or ruthless, or she refuses to give in and is aggressive. All these experiences belong to you. This is the Su Xinli I know. As long as it is you, no matter what it is, I will accept it, I, I just hope that there is someone who can stay with me all the time, watch together, walk together, experience everything together, as long as you are willing, that person is you, even if you don’t want to, that person will be you.”

Lan Yishu looked serious and serious, and at the same time held Su Xinli's trembling hand, expressing her determination and firmness.

Su Xinli looked at Lan Yishu, and after a while, she suddenly became quiet. She turned around, looked at the jumping bonfire, and then said slowly, still with a sad voice, but at this moment, there was something hidden behind her. Excited and joyful, she bit her lip, Lan Yishu looked at her hands tightly intertwined in front of her knees, and her pale face, she could clearly feel her hesitation and struggle, but he did not urge her , quietly waiting by Su Xinli's side.

"Lan Yishu, do you believe that some people will be reborn after death?"

Su Xinli asked suddenly, and before Lan Yishu could answer, she continued, "Sometimes, I feel that I am a ghost. When I look in the mirror, I often feel horrible. I think, the mirror Is that person inside me? I wonder, who am I? I always feel that I have experienced a lot, and everything is like a long dream, very far away, but very real."

"Do you still remember the night when we first met? In my dream, I also had this experience. On the way to Luoye Temple to pray for my father's birthday banquet, I was suddenly hijacked and woke up at the mass grave in the middle of the night. Because She was too timid, she fainted from fright as soon as she opened her eyes, so she missed the prime minister's father's birthday banquet, Su Miaoxue was in the limelight at the birthday banquet, and she showed great style, and I, since I was found from the mass grave, The reputation was ruined, and I lay on the bed intermittently for a year. I was inferior and weak, and I was terribly afraid of strangers. I helped Aunt Fang to become the wife of the Xiangfu. I almost didn't know that there was a prostitute named Su Xinli, and I married Yan Siming in a muddleheaded way. For such a man, I dragged down Dingguo's mansion, which has always maintained a neutral state. , Brother Gu also went to the battlefield because of my request, and he, who obviously hates killing people the most, had blood on his hands because of me."

"Later, Yan Siming became the emperor, and I became the empress logically, but one day, after Yan Siming's two concubines greeted me, they had a miscarriage all of a sudden. Yan Siming was furious. The maid, that is, Qiu He, she sued me for adultery with Brother Gu, and I was cast into the cold palace. After that, I was tortured by them every day. Su Miaoxue ruined my face, but the room where I lived was full of Bronze mirror, later, Su Miaoxue came, dressed in the queen's formal attire, she told me that she and Yan Siming jointly designed all of this, and that Yan Siming has always loved her. When I was thrown into the cold palace, the entire Dingguo mansion was ransacked, and Brother Gu, who held a heavy army, was summoned back from the border by Yan Siming. In order to prove his innocence with me, he, in front of them, I dug out my heart, and my poor child, who was only seven years old, was severely beaten by Yan Siming's father, who was not as good as a beast, because he broke him and killed Brother Gu, and he had a high fever all the time. He came to Lenggong to look for me, but was bitten to death by wild dogs."

(End of this chapter)